fall;

“people are not rain or snow or autumn leaves; they do not look beautiful when they fall.” charles grantaire & alexandre montparnasse

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

she continued to kiss him, her moans muffled by his lips when he slid another finger into her. her body arched just slightly — hips adjusting for a moment to get used to how his fingers were filling her up. while she kissed him, cosette couldn’t help but grin faintly to herself at what they were doing. she never would’ve thought it would happen like this, but she was so much more comfortable with him than anyone else.

alex was beyond thrilled at what was happening, her sounds and happy face only confirmed that this was the best thing they could ever do. he was glad she decided to try it and he could only be proud of himself for making her feel good. “do you want me to try something that might make it feel even better?” he murmured to her.

[justonemorelie]

cosette:

him rubbing her clit felt perfect, but it was when he slid his finger inside her that she blinked her eyes back open in surprise. her hips pressed down towards his hand a bit so she could feel his finger in her a bit further as she adjusted to it. it didn’t take her long at all to get used to the new sensation, and she was getting more and more excited to completely have him with every new thing he introduced. the girl bit down on her lip as she glanced down to watch his hand, but she was soon laying her head back once again and pulling him down to kiss her lips.

he kissed her back happily, glad to see her enjoying this. all he wanted was to make her first experience good, so she could see just how gratifying it could be. he continued what he was doing so she could get used to it, and before long he started using two fingers. he curled his fingers inside her, focusing on every quiver and whimper.

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

she tried to keep a steady pace while stroking his cock, but alex’s actions were far too distracting. she moaned quietly, her head leaning back on the pillow as her motions slowly came to a stop. it was too difficult to keep that up when she was experiencing this entirely new sense of immense pleasure. sex couldn’t possibly be so bad if it felt this wonderful. “that’s good-” she managed to moan, eyes shutting as she savored his touch.

“yeah?” he prompted softly, “so enjoy it, love, it gets even better than this.” using one finger, he teased at her entrance then slowly pressed in, pumping his hand slowly while his thumb teased her clit. he adored all her little reactions, she was just so sweet and innocent and there was a rather mischievous part of him that adored corrupting this lovely girl. 

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

she nodded at his request, her breath hitching when he got to her clit. god, that felt unlike anything she’s experienced before. her mouth fell slightly agape and her legs moved apart for him just a bit more as to encourage those motions of his. and once she caught her breath again, cosette reached down to gently take a hold of his length. eyes flashed up to his to make sure it was alright so far just before beginning to slowly stroke him.

he bit down on his lip, just for a moment as he started stroking her, then he let out a sigh. he’d really been needing this, he didn’t realize just how much waiting had taken a toll on him. he started rubbing her just a little faster, and occasionally teasing at her entrance, waiting for the right time to go any further. he wanted her nice and happy and moaning before taking the next step.

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

so he did see… “sorry-” she bit down on her lip in a nervous little grin, pretty embarrassed that he caught her. alex was far more understanding than anything though. his kindness wasn’t surprising, but she thought he’d want to move quicker with her. her immediate reaction to him touching her core was to tense up a bit, but she soon relaxed again and continued to kiss his lips in order to do so. her knees were still apart for him so he had access, and she was now letting her hands move further down his chest. “could i touch you too?” she asked, voice soft though still above a whisper.

“of course,” he replied, his nose brushing against hers. he loved how close they were, it just made him feel so... lovely. he wasn’t used to this feeling at all, he was used to rough, messy, desperate sex. this was a completely different experience all together. “go ahead, do what you want and i’ll let you know if it feels good. i want you to tell me what feels or doesn’t feel good as well, okay?” he started rubbing her clit with a little more intention, spreading the already-collecting wetness around to keep it from being uncomfortable.

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

the room wasn’t even cold anymore, but maybe her sense of warmth was coming from how fast her heart was beating. cosette nodded and laid back down, trying to be proper and respectful and everything, but her eyes glanced down at alex’s length for just a moment out of curiosity. she wasn’t really sure what the baseline was but he seemed… big. she looked back up in his eyes with a light smile, hoping he didn’t just catch her wandering gaze as she began kissing his lips again.

he definitely caught her looking as they adjusted to lay down, but he didn’t mind. this was probably the first time she’d ever seen male anatomy, and he was encouraging her curiosity anyway. “it’s okay,” he murmured. “you’re allowed to look, you can do whatever you want. i’m here to make you feel good, and teach you whatever you want to know.” his hand trailed down her torso, nice and slow. giving her every opportunity to stop him before he finally wound up where he wanted to be, his fingertips lightly brushing over her core. he leaned in to kiss her, but made the kisses softer and brief so she could speak up right away if she needed to.

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

his use of profanities alarmed her when they first met, but now she found them… seductive? only when he used them in the right settings like right now of course, but cosette didn’t mind those words anymore. she thought she would have been more nervous about being completely bare before him, but he didn’t have an ounce of judgment in his eyes. she noticed him staring, and she was more flattered than anything about it. her body pressed close to his, she leaned up to give him one more kiss just before pulling away from him to sit back down on his bed. she looked up at his as if waiting for him to give her instructions, but she really just wanted him back with her.

she sat down, so he moved to sit with her. leaning in, he pressed kisses to her face and his hands rested on her waist. “we can start really simple,” he told her softly, “if you lay back, i’ll just... touch you. you won’t have to worry about a thing, and after you can decide if you want to keep going, okay?” he prompted. he wanted to make sure she was as comfortable as she could possibly be. starting off with just his fingers would likely be way more than enough, and it was a good way for her to dip her toes into the world of sex without jumping into the deep end. 

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

cosette watched as he got his clothes off, her eyes widening just slightly though it was more in admiration than nervousness. “you’re so handsome…” the girl almost sighed, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips before she finally got her dress off as well. she soon went back to kissing his lips, her arms going back around his neck as she did.

he adored her reaction, she was just so cute. soon enough, they were both completely bare, but they didn’t notice the cold at all. all he could think of was how much he wanted her. he pulled her in close, pressing her body to his. “you’re so- fucking beautiful,” he noted. he’d have to keep himself from staring too much, it was hard to take his eyes off her. 

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

“i’m expecting another bruise on the shoulder after this,” she teased, taking his hand and standing up with him just before he began to unlace her dress. cosette stayed pressed close to his chest, continuing to kiss up his neck to his jaw while he worked on that. her hands were lithely moving down his chest and starting to work on the buttons of his waistcoat.

he chuckled. “you’ll be getting a lot more than bruises on the shoulder when i’m done with you,” he said lowly. once he was free of his waistcoat, he stepped back to get himself out of the rest of his clothes and so she could do the same. he wasn’t used to dresses like hers, he figured they all worked the same but poor girls didn’t have nearly as many pieces or parts to theirs.

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

she smiled back up at him, nearly chuckling again before giving him a nod. “please-” those dresses were quite bothersome to get out of. and besides, he’s always been sliding her sleeve down to kiss her shoulder. cosette sat up a bit so he could reach behind her as she leaned forward to kiss his jaw.

he leaned in to unlace her dress, and he opted to kissing at her neck. he knew he couldn’t leave any visible hickeys on her, but kisses would work just fine. once the dress was unlaced, he got up off the cot and helped her up so she could properly get out of her dress.

[justonemorelie]

monhistoirc​: 

she nodded again, her arms wrapped loosely around his neck as she waited for him to initiate this whole thing. after all, she assumed he was far more knowledgable with this. “alright…” cosette replied, taking a small breath. the room was suddenly far warmer than before.

“okay... so, would you like me to help you out of your dress?” he suggested with a warm smile. he was fucking thrilled and a little relieved that he was finally getting something he’d been wanting for quite a while, but that wasn’t even the half of it. he was just happy to be there with her.

[justonemorelie]

cosette:  

“i’d never regret doing this with you.” she leaned up to kiss him once more before pulling back to look up at him with a small smile. “truly… after all, i do remember that you were the one who was quite the advocate for this in the first place,” she chuckled. 

“i know, i am, but i respect your feelings more than i need to get laid,” he retorted. “but if that’s truly what you want, how about we start small, and then if you decide you want more, we can build up to it, okay? and you can decide at every step if you want to continue, or end it there.” 

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

she reached up to stroke his hair, her eyes glancing away from him for a moment before meeting his eyes again. “i know, but-… i think you’ve had quite an influence on my ways of thinking. i care for you, alex… a lot. i’m ready,” she reassured him with a small nod. “if you are too, i mean…”

he chuckled softly. “of course i’m ready for that,” he replied. “i just don’t want you to do anything that you might regret.” he never wanted to be something that she felt bad about. he was already a mess and not good enough for her, the last thing he wanted to do was make her resent him. 

[justonemorelie]

cosette: 

she blinked her eyes open to look up at him once he pulled away, a little confused as to why he did, but soon remembering the previous thoughts she’s had. this little pause he’s initiated to make sure she was okay was kind though… alex was always so considerate. cosette bit on her bottom lip, hesitating a moment before shrugging a shoulder. “well… i’ve been thinking. and i think i’d like to take this further.” hopefully he understood. she didn’t really want to fully explain what she meant by that.

his brows furrowed. “further as in... how far?” he asked. there was a difference between some heavy petting and full-bodied sex, so he wanted to be sure that she was talking about what he was talking about. “are you sure you’re ready for stuff like that? and we’re... not married, as well. you should make sure you’re willing to make that choice.”

[justonemorelie]

cosette:

her laugh was soon cut off by his kiss -- a very welcome interruption of course. her hand moved from his cheek to his shoulder and soon enough, she started to lay down on his cot while gently tugging him on top of herself. cosette wasn’t fully educated on making love. she knew quite a bit, but the girl was pretty clueless about how she’s been leaving alex hanging the last few times things got a bit heated in bed. recently, she found herself ready though. her main concern was being in her father’s house. alex’s flat wasn’t that cold any longer, but she made sure to pull that quilt over the both of them.

he felt her pulling on his waistcoat, bringing him closer and closer until he was practically on top of her. he certainly hadn't been in this position with her before, they'd usually laid on their sides to face each other, but this was certainly good too. he let the kiss continue for a few moments before pulling away. "hey, hey.... do you need anything?" he questioned softly, touching her cheek. "i just want to make sure you know what you're doing or... if there's something you wanted, that you're not afraid to ask for it."

[justonemorelie]

cosette:

she grinned, giving him a small nudge at his tease. “it’s true! you make me feel good...” while being at her place was a bit more comfortable, this newfound freedom was nice. cosette finally pulled away only slightly to look at his face, her hand moving up to his cheek. “... we are terribly romantic, aren’t we.”

"terribly, terribly romantic," he replied, leaning in to kiss her deeply. that was about as far as they'd gotten, which was fine -- making out was certainly pleasurable and enjoyable and it meant spending time with her, so he didn't mind it. and now they could do so without pausing at every creak or door opening or closing in the house.

[justonemorelie]

cosette:

she sighed, more content than anything at their new bit of freedom they had under his roof. it wasn’t ideal, but they didn’t have to worry about her father making a surprise appearance. “i do want you to meet him, do not think i haven’t thought about it. i just want to make sure you want to as well... and i’d rather him meet you in better circumstances rather than having him catch you kissing me in bed,” she teased, kissing his cheek. “although i do love it when you kiss me in bed... it is still a thing i’d like to keep between you and i.”

he smirked. "you like kissing me in bed," he echoed with a chuckle. "it's safe to say that feeling is mutual." she was perfect, and kissing her always left her wanting more. he was respecting her decision to wait of course, no matter how frustrating it is in the moment. he'd prefer to not have her regret her choices.