In episode 6 of The Testaments, Lydia basically acknowledges that Gilead programmed her to deny connections with other women and become complicit in the oppression, murder and torture of other women because it was her only route for survival. She also says that she knows she is doing the same to the Plums and Pinks now.
It actually reminded me a lot of (what I think is) the first time we see Lydia truly lose composure in The Handmaid's Tale. Essentially:
1) June refers to Emily as "gay" rather than saying she was a gender traitor (in a small way, standing with another woman even knowing there would be a cost).
2) Lydia shocks June with the taser-stick thing and tells June to "remember her scripture".
3) June quotes the beatitudes saying "blessed are those who suffer for the cause of righteousness", which of course is going to set Lydia off because, as we see, when Lydia had to choose between suffering and dying or shooting her friend and supporting Gilead in order to live, Lydia chooses the latter and goes on to join the system that would hurt so many other women.
4) Lydia loses it and starts wailing on June, but is stopped by Serena (who admittedly only gets involved because she thinks June is pregnant) who literally shields June with her own body.
So it's not even just that June is an absolute nightmare of a handmaid - it's also that so many of her choices to stand with other women or oppose the system unknowingly shame Lydia. It becomes hard to say you had no choice when you see someone making the terrible choice you could not and taking the consequences.
I also don't think it is an accident that in the same episode we see Lydia's flashback, the fallout from Shunammite defending Becka, and (if I heard correctly) the girls quoting the beatitudes ("blessed are those who mourn") in response to Penny's death.
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