Natalie

Baby, I know why your thoughts turned grey.

[slugspoon]

warning: user malfunction

[slugspoon]

whoa! dog with brim

[slugspoon]

i finally got some prints i ordered in the mail! this one is a 5x7 postcard of my house in the hill painting - based off a not-as-green hill behind my apartment $5 each, free domestic shipping! matte cardstock paper, very sturdy

link to postcard here!

[slugspoon]

space explorer

[clementinedoods]

doodle-a-day day 6: famous work + 3 min drawing

[tendalee]

Just a few sketches of pets🐱🐶

ETSY

[ruinedchildhood]

[brucie-deactivated05092020-deac]

how i sleep knowing i will pirate every single thing released on disney plus

[bebe-benzenheimer]

how y’all gonna sleep after your computers are infected with a bazillion viruses and the feds gon’ bust your asses

[onemoretallymark]

how i sleep when I'm pirating disney with a vpn and anti-virus protection.

[ms-demeanor]

How I sleep after pirating everything from D+ while using an antivirus, VPN or proxy, and a cantenna to rip off the free wifi at Downtown Disney. If you can’t get wifi directly from the house of mouse McDonald’s will do.

[chocolatechipbutterflyprincess]

How I sleep knowing I’m pissing off all the Disney bootlickers by pirating:

[gothmisspyggie]

Oh no! What a terrible thing to do, this information should't be spread by reblogging it, that's for sure.

[jellys]

i love star trek!!!!

[jellys]

guys people think that i think this is actually star trek i dont want to be remembered like this

[kinkynihilism]

set phasers to fruit salad 

[nerdlingwrites]

I have a very strange relationship with cereal. I'll forget it exists for months at a time, then I remember that not only does it exist, it is one of humanity's perfect foods. Then I'll eat like 4 boxes in one day before some eldritch god takes the knowledge from me again. (Probably for my own good.)

[melancholy-hill-22]

The amount of ppl on tumblr who are asking how could Elisa Lam post until December of 2013 when she died January 2013... I’m not sure if tumblr is the same as back then, but you could schedule posts and put things in a queue and it could last for months and months and months. I haven’t been on here in years. It’s weird how watching that Netflix doc took me back. She and I would be around the same age. Now, here I am, an age I wasn’t even sure I’d make it to, using my tumblr over again. I have bipolar disorder, too. I feel like she was my kind of person. I’m honestly so disturbed by it all. The way I feel connected to you. I’m so angry and I’m so sad. I had a glimmer of hope for a minute. I truly believed they would find her alive. I’m sorry you weren’t able to live out the rest of what I’m sure would have been an amazing life :(

[yeonlaed]

The hotel manager is so sus... Why was she laughing/smiling so much? Why is this serious topic so funny/amusing to her??

[urfavbasicbitch]

I don’t know about you guys but I feel something so strange and heavy when the manager of Cecil hotel starts to speak, I’m not here to judge anyone but I don’t know, she doesn’t sound so true at all. She makes me doubt everything she says. There’s something so strange in this whole Elisa story.

[himeisadhd]

the sole fact that neurotypical people think they can or "hv the right to" play neurodivergent roles shows why we need more neurodivergent actors.

they think they can play such role bc they don't know the realities of our lives with these disabilities.

even the fact that they are uncomfortable calling them disabilities when thats exactly what they are, shows their gross mindsets.

they think if they just change the name, look away, and pretend like it isnt actually a disability then they've "done their part."

let me be very clear, if you are neurotypical, you will never know what it feels like to be neurodivergent. never.

so stop manexplaining our own disabilities to us. listen instead!

[seishue]

[dramaism]

What brings you here? «What brings you here?» Do you have any right to say that to us?

[wuvbuggy-deactivated20221018]

dont care didnt ask plus your pessimistic outlook on life is exhausting

[wuvbuggy-deactivated20221018]

“we all die” “love is pointless” “its never gonna get better” yeah ok bitch maybe!!!! i dont care tho im still gonna love with my entire heart and live every day like its my last!!!

[fecktrecool-deactivated20220314]

Cool post but I have depression

[wuvbuggy-deactivated20221018]

so do i man. not an excuse to bring other people down.

[pleasequietdown]

Sorry but posts like this are part of why I’m afraid to tell the people I care about when I need help lol…. not a fan of this wsbsbdbdbdjnd

[randomslasher]

Okay…but please understand, there is a HUGE difference between saying to a loved one, “I am struggling from my depression and need help,” and saying on a random tumblr post “YOUR positive attitude is bullshit because I’M depressed.” 

This post isn’t about legitimately asking for help. This post is about people who have decided to make their mental illness their identity, and especially about those who have decided to make that identity a crusade. 

I’ve been reading the notes on this post and it breaks my heart a little because people seem to be reading this as “OP is telling us we’re not allowed to have depression” when what OP is actually trying to say is “I’m done being shamed for trying to take small steps toward recovery.” 

Like the “cool I have depression” or “We can’t all be neurotypical Karen” thing–I understand where it’s coming from, but the problem is that kind of thought pattern is actually just another manifestation of depression. The most insidious thing depression does is convince you you’ll never be rid of it, and that nothing you do is going to work. And the dangerous part of some online communities is there’s even a sense that if you DO get better, you’ll be pushed OUT of those communities, and lose whatever sense of support you may have had. 

This post is not anti-seeking help. This post is anti-pushing the agenda that staying depressed is desired, appropriate, edgy, whatever. Coming onto someone else’s post and saying “your positivity is invalid because I’m depressed” is NOT a good way to ask for help, and being called out on it is not being told you’re a bother or that you shouldn’t seek recovery. Quite the contrary.

If what you do want is help, there are plenty of ways to ask for it that do not involve invalidating someone else’s recovery. 

((And because Tumblur dot com is all about credentials – I have depression, SAD, severe anxiety, chronic pain, and ADHD. Believe me, I get the struggle. I also have a degree in psychology, and I’m well aware of all the ways these disorders try to make me their bitch or convince me that nothing I do will ever really help. If I’m going to turn my energy toward anything, it’s going to be toward fighting these assholes in my head, not fighting with people who are already waging their own wars.))

[icecoldparadise]

Tl;dr : if you need help please do ask for help but dont shit on everyone else’s parade just because they’re not suffering too.

There’s a difference between saying “im depressed and right now none of this feels possible” versus “im depressed therefore it is never gonna be possible” and as someone who’s struggled a fuckton, that slight difference in thought makes a huge difference.