Ive been noticing my thought recently and ive been learning about just being awareness and its lowkey hard for me right now to look without any thought/judgment like its very hard to look at words and not think about its meaning or the fact that its words like im in the car right now on the freeway looking at the signs just trying to look/be awareness but when I look at the signs I still read them and know what they are so thats what im going to try and work on ive been working on smaller things but I wanna try this
just because it didn’t happen last night doesn’t mean it won’t happen tonight!! i saw this video about using the 3d to justify why you DON’T trust yourself and why that’s not the way to manifest. in the video he mentions how you can eat some corn and then go to shit later and see the corn there. but seeing it there doesn’t automatically mean you’re eating corn again later, does it !?!:$:&: NO!!! it just means you had it before!! so the 3d is NOT proof of the future. only proof of your past consumptions or assumptions. what IS proof of the future is what you decide in the NOW. and if you decide to trust that you’ll shift now, your shift will have happened in the future. you see how that works?
trusting yourself is an intentional and repeatable decision. one you have to make every day in order to see real change. affirm in your trust. regulate your nervous system through breathing exercises in moments of doubt. hug yourself while saying things you trust and believe. align with the version of you who can trust their decisions and i promise you—i PROMISE you—you will shift.
Recently I saw a post on here, it was someone answering an ask. I won’t say who it was from (it wasn’t from anyone I follow so if you think it’s them, no <3) but they said something that was very rude and very untrue.
I’ll get right to.
It isn’t, and never will be, your fault for living in a bad household. You did NOT manifest that and everything that happen/continues to happen is NOT your doing.
Just because you know about shifting and are aware of your living situation does not mean you manifested that. This also means what you are experiencing is not fake, it is real and im sorry you are going through this. Yes you can manifest it differently, and I encourage you to manifest or shift to places that make you happy. Just because you are experiencing this now does not mean you chose it.
As much as people say your environment doesn’t matter, it can make shifting a bit harder for some people. It doesn’t have to be that way, but the truth is sometimes it is. But you can still get out of there and you can still shift.
Your experiences are real and valid. You should never feel like it’s your fault for other people hurting you. Nor should you feel like it’s your fault for your body hurting, from disabilities, if that’s the case.
If anybody tells you different I suggest you block them or simply not interact. What they said to that person was harmful, rude, and downright Bull shit. Despite your situation you can still shift, it isn’t your fault you are there, and I believe in you wholeheartedly.
You can do this and i’m so so proud of you. I see you, you are valid.
Last night I did the wake-back to sleep method since before I fell asleep I was supposed to shift to my Parent DR (just Pinterest boarded/ scripted that day) but I forgot but ended up waking up in the middle of the night anyway so I just decided to do the wake back to sleep. I didn’t shift but I woke up remembering that I was supposed to shift but I just was like okay and ill try again later. No negative or positive thoughts about it I’d say I was neutral. Im going to just meditate on it and see what happens
i hate being called crazy by antis bcus i genuinely do feel crazy sometimes..
why does shifting feel like an irregular/insane thing
Shifting feels like something insane, because you grow up in a society where being part of the herd is the entire reason we're still functioning.
If shifting, spirituality, being able to CHOOSE your own destiny would be normalised and believed by many, who would still want to work? Who would spend hours slowly killing themselves when they know that they can just leave?
These types of beliefs will likely never be accepted as normal, because you as humans get raised into believing that all you can and should be doing, is work your ass off until the day you die, and hope that you leave a legacy good enough for your kids or family to survive off.
When you're branded with a mindset like that, you barely can be blamed for hating the possibility that there are others out there choosing their own lives.
You're not crazy for wanting more than what you're given in this life. In fact, you were never destined for only this experience.
It's okay to doubt, it's okay to be unsure or feel overwhelmed. The ability to shift is and always will be yours to use in the exact way you feel comfortable using it :)
When shifting, I use over-ear headphones and due to my ADHD I'm finding myself paying more attention to my CR and being more grounded to my CR as I have the pressure of the headphones constantly there. Do you have any ideas on I could incorporate that into fantasy-esque DR or at least a sleep method?
using fantasy ambience! also you wearing headphones isn’t grounding you to your cr. that’s just an assumption and a common misconception. as long as you decide nothing stops you then nothing will stop you. if you find your thoughts traveling to your cr, just redirect.
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Just wanted to met yall know that im not dead!! I needed to take a very big step back from shifting as it was genuinely taking over my life and making me go crazy😭. Ever since I was 16 my only life goal was to shift, that was what I strived for. 18 things started to die down some, shifting was still a everyday thought and struggle for me. Now I am turning 20 on Monday and I realize that the way I was letting shifting control me was not healthy for me at all, so I took a break and I haven’t thought about shifting in a long ass time. Until like 2 days ago when it started to come back up but this time its light, no expectations, no pressure. I dont know what I want to do with this life and im still learning how to live and want to live at that. Basically I learnt about shifting for a reason and I know its real so I know its meant for me I dont know how to do it despite all these posts saying I already know how🙄 Ive been trying this shit consistently since 2019-2022 and short breaks 2023-2025 so idk 🤷🏽♀️ but im trying to balance shifting and my life I haven’t tried to shift since the last time I shifted and idk when I will try again but when I do I wont be putting any expectations.
I wish I had a bestfriend in this reality bc I really do feel alone sometimes and I hate it lol, I tried when I was younger but they never stuck sadly just kinda drifted apart.
