â summary:Â Hereâs why your boyfriend of thirteen months is breaking up with you, as told in a letter written by Jungkook.
â pairing: jeon jungkook x reader
â genre: fluff/angst
â word count: 1,207
â warnings: minor swearing, non-explicit smut
â notes: the idea for this story came to my mind when i couldnât sleep and iâm in love with it, so i hope you will, too. enjoy!
âThe hardest thing Iâll ever do is walk away still loving you.â - Unknown
Dear Y/N,
I wanted to write you this through this letter before we meet because, if I donât put my thoughts into words, Iâm afraid Iâll say something stupid in front of you, or worse, Iâll say something that Iâll regret. Iâve found that Iâm way more eloquent in my writing than I am in my speaking and Iâm sure you know that, too.
Iâm writing this to tell you that Iâm breaking up with you.
Pairing; jungkook x reader || Dancer kook!au + Jealous kook!au
Summary;  âIâm not your princess.â You fall in love with your best friend dancer Jungkook, and sexual tensions grow until something happens.
Word count; 3.2kÂ
 warnings; smut, language, slight bondage, princess and daddy kink
A/N; sorry for not writing anything for the longest. :( THIS HAS A LOT OF FLUFF THO TOO. (and sorry if there are some mistakes lol) i need jesus from this omgg
You sauntered out the door, being exposed a new day. The bitter cold wind hit you which felt like a thousand needles against your skin since you had to wear a stupid skirt for the uniform. You were on your way to school trying to keep alive and warm in the process. âUgh winter is going to be the death of me.â You groaned to yourself as you shivered.
You hugged yourself only to notice you forgot your coat. Time was ticking and you were quite far away from home already. Making your way down the icy street with the pure white snow in your hair, you noticed your best friend Jungkook. He was also walking to school. Jungkook lived a few blocks away from you. His face lit up and he ran up to you. He seems so happy to see you, everyday.
âHey y/n! How are you princess?â He greeted you. You froze up even more at the word âprincessâ
âHi, but will you stop calling me that? Iâm not your princess.â
âUh, well itâs just because you act like one, that's all.â he explained to you.
You continued to walk and hug yourself trying to keep the cold away. Suddenly Jungkook slipped off his coat being left in his white button up shirt that seems to be way too small. It contoured his toned body perfectly. You looked away and shook your head.
âThatâs wrong, no, stop itâ, you told yourself.
Seconds later he stopped in front of you. He placed his coat around your shoulders and zipped it all the way up. âYouâre going to get sick stupid,â he groaned and returned to your side to walk beside you. âUh thanks I guess.â you whispered. âHuh?â Jungkook teased. You mumbled it again. âHUhH??â he said a little louder.
âI SAID THANK YOU.â you yelled at him. Jungkook smirked at you and nodded.
Oh gosh, why am I like this? Why is my heart suddenly pounding? You thought as you panicked.
The two of you shortly arrived at your high school that you both attend together. Itâs a giant school that has a sign displaying âBusan Music Academyâ. Itâs a high school that subjects from singing and rapping, to dancing, to playing various instruments. You had different classes that were on opposite sides of the school because heâs a singer and youâre not.You danced your fingers along the black and white keys of a piano. Although, the talent you do share is dancing. Itâs the only time you get to see each other besides at lunch or in between classes. Which you donât mind because he always finds his way to hang with you.
You opened your bag that you carry around with you. It contains your and Jungkookâs things since he claims it wont get stolen if its placed in your bag. Probably an excuse to be around you more frequently. You sloppily bunched up the winter coat and shoved it in the large bag. Suddenly you saw an arm reach for your bag out of the corner of your eye. You gripped the arm and interrupted it from getting your bag and  you tilted your head up. Of course. Jungkook.
âHey, be careful with that coat. Itâs expensive, like me.â he said sarcastically. You let him go and laughed. âOk Mr. expensive.â you mumbled back to the boy. He crouched down closely next to you face and whispered âI thought I was Mr. spreading legsâ. His bottom lip had just grazed your ear which caused your face to turn a rosy red. Heâs been doing weird things that make you go crazy lately. You didnât quite understand why. There have been times you would lying in bed while scrolling through your phone and wanted to look it up. You never did though because you donât want the results of something along the lines of âliking himâ.
Jungkook was at lunch gathered with all his friends at the table. You were sitting together with your friends at the table across from his. You kept finding yourself glancing at jungkook. All your friends gave you this frisky smirk. You made eye contact and smiled trying to make it unobvious about your feelings. Which wasnât going the greatest. âWhy donât you just talk to him. You havenât seen each other since this morning.â one of your friends asked. You responded, âbecause it's not necessarily
Jungkookâs friends were all bickering about sports to each other as he just gaped at you from behind. He rested his chin on his palm and bit his lip while looking at you. He looked at you like no one before. You were so cute and he wanted to cuddle you but he also wanted to do nasty things to you. Which he couldn't help because heâs a horny teenager.
âSomething about the way she moves. I just can't put my finger on it though. Itâs just something about her. I wish she knewâ Jungkook mumbled under his breath. It was the first time he has spoke all lunch. His friends stopped in their tracks and glanced at Jungkook.
âJungkook!â One of his friends snapped at him.
He shot his eyes towards his friend and laughed.
His friend complained, âBro...we all know you like y/n but could you not drool over so her much?? Arenât you two like best friends or siblings anyways..kinda weird bud.â
Jungkook looked down. They were right, but he couldn't help it. You were just so- It canât be explained with words. He was just entirely in love with you.
âWell sheâs just a very close friend, itâs not incest or something, stop being stupid.â Jungkook said with a chuckle.
He saw you playing with your hair and you both finally made eye contact for a second. Jungkook got fed up with it. He got of his chair, quickly walked over to you, and grabbed your wrist. Shocked you didn't say anything and let him drag you away into the nearest closet. He threw you in there and shut the door. Then, he pinned you against the wall. Your face was already burning with excitement.
Your heart felt like it was going to fall into your stomach. Jungkook looked at you seriously and squeezed your shoulders. ây/n..â he started. You waited him to finish but before you could even blink his soft lips were placed perfectly on yours. You froze with shock as he kissed you. After you comprehended what was happening, you kissed him back.
He kissed you deeper and cupped your face with his hands. You never wanted to admit you liked him or want to kiss him but it feels so right. He finally pulled back, out of breath. He moved your hair out of your face. âI-â you started to explain.âJust date me already y/n. We both know we like each other and I canât leave it alone anymore.
I want to make you my princess y/n, because in my mind, you already are.â He fumbled out while smiling. You were speechless so you grabbed his hand and nodded with enjoyment. Jungkook gave you a big hug and spun you around. The bell rung for the next class. âOh we better go Jungkook,â you whispered. He sighed and nodded. He walked you to your class though. He was late to his class but it's okay because he wants to see you more.
You and Jungkook were practicing your dance routine after school in the dance studio. He had text you earlier to ask but you still believe it was because he wanted to see you. Once you and Jungkook set up the speaker you worked on your routine your teacher had paired you both up for. Jungkook was a little better at dancing than you but you were better than an average person. There was just this one part that you couldnât get and it annoyed you. You tried it and tripped over your foot and fell. Jungkook cracked up at you tumbling over. You pouted and pretended to be really sad. Jungkook walked over and helped you up.
âHere, iâll walk you through it.â he stood behind you and placed his hands over your arms. He told you to start doing the dance and pushed your limbs where they needed to go. âI DID ITâ you yelled in relief. Jungkook smiled and snaked his arms around your waist from behind. âOk get off now Jungkook, I wanna practice the rest.â you whined.
He squeezed you even tighter and rested his chin on your shoulder. âBut just look how good we look together princessâ he mumbled and smiled. The both of you looked at each other through the mirror. You admit, you do look great. Jungkook looked at you and you turned your head to look at him. He gave you a quick peck on the lips and then tossed you over his shoulder. âpUt Me dOwn KoOkâ you struggled to say. âNo, weâre going home.â he stated. He gave you a piggyback ride home from the studio. You have been quiet for a while he noticed. ây/nâŠâ he whispered. You didnât respond. âGuess she fell asleep,â he mumbled under his breath to himself.
He tucked you in your bed and pushed your hair out of your face. He grazed his thumb over your cheek and smiled down at you. Since it was friday and he had nothing else to do, he jumped in bed with you. He laid down to you and watched tv with his hands behind his head. Half awake you noticed him there, and snuggled up to him. You placed your head on his chest and laid your leg across his body. Jungkook chuckled and wrapped his arm around you. You had kept mumbling random things while still half awake so he played with your hair and sang to you until you drifted back to sleep.
In the morning when you woke up, you freaked out and ended up pushing jungkook off the bed. âH-hey what was that for?â he yelled in a raspy voice and stood up. âW-w-why is your shirt off? Did we do something last night??â you stuttered and got up from the bed. Jungkook laughed. âNo I just sleep with my shirt off. I swear we only cuddled and fell asleep. âOh okayâ you sighed in relief. âTrust me..i wanted to do things but I can control myself.â he reassured you and smacked your butt. He winked and walked out the room. âPut a shirt on.â you yelled and threw his shirt at him on the way out. âWhy? Is it too hot for you?â he said so smug you could almost taste it. âUh to be honest, yes...happy?â you growled back to Jungkook. He smiled to himself in the other room.
A month later, all dance classmates gathered in the dance studio for âdance partner presentationsâ.
You sat next to Jungkook on the floor and held hands with him as you both watched the other classmates in amazement. Through everyone elseâs performances the two of you were joking around most of the time. The problem was your performance with a guy. It was very âtouchyâ and the even had to put his hands on your hips as you twerked as a part of your dance. That made Jungkookâs blood boil. He got so upset on the inside but didnât say anything. He saw that guy looking at you. And he got jealous, so jealous.
You sat criss cross on your bed. He never had time for you anymore and always seemed drained out. Usually he is all bubbly and so excited to see you. Now, he only uses you for a pillow to sleep constantly.
âWhatâs wrong with you..â you mumbled under your breath. You glared down Jungkook which was laying on your lap. You ran your fingers through his soft hair, twisting and playing around with it. He looked up at you from your lap and sighed. He sat up and looked at you.Â
Jungkook pushed you onto your back and pinned both your hands above your head. âIâm just so...frustrated princess from the other dayâ he mumbled closely to your face. âWhat do you mean the other day?â you questioned. âThe way you danced on that guy at school.â He added, âand I want you..so bad. It would make me feel better.â You start to breathe heavily as your eyes dart at him. âDo you want me y/n?â he implied. You shook your head yes. âUse your words princess,â he responded.
âYes..daddy, I want you.â you declared. Jungkook smirked and placed his lips against your neck. âGood girlâ he breathed against your neck. You could feel his warm breath as he placed kisses and licked around. Tilted your head to grant him more access with a slight groan. Jungkook held both onto your hands with one of his and used his free hand to graze your curves. You watched him and jolted every time he made contact with you. He then let go of your hands and said âkeep them there, donât move them.
You only bit your lip in response. Jungkook hooked his hands at the hem of your shirt and slowly dragged it up and off your body. He then did the same with your jeans and panties. You went to go take off your bra but, Jungkook slammed your hands back onto the bed. âI told you not to move. Donât be a bad princess y/n.â he exclaimed. âI just w-â Jungkook cut you off with a sharp smack on your ass. You moaned out in pain as you felt a tingling sensation through your body. âNo excuses princess.â he said almost disappointed. He shook his head and unbuckled your bra. He instantly groped your breasts causing you to squirm around.
Jungkook placed his hands on your sides and just barely licked from your the bottom of your stomach to between your breasts to tease you. You were already so wet and he just only made it worse. âJun- Daddy, please touch me,â you begged him. He spread your legs and tapped your womanhood. Your back arched as you moaned in pleasure. He smiled and finally took his clothes off. He had you shaking already and nothing has barely happened. Jungkook licked a strip up your dripping womanhood which made you shiver in delight.
âOh my princess is so wet already for me.â he whispered and went on to tongue fuck you. He bit your clit and you squished his head between your thighs. He spread your legs and held them in place. âRelax princess, you can move your hands but keep your legs still.â he mumbled against your throbbing core. Instantly your hands went to pull on his hair as he once again began to move his tongue against you in magical ways. You felt your climax rushing closer and closer. He continued to tongue fuck you until you were shaking.
âDaddy Iâm about to-â you yelped. Jungkook stopped momentarily, blew on your throbbing core, and slapped it. Thatâs all it took for you release all over his hand with a long squeaky moan. Your body felt on fire as a powerful sensation flowed your body. He brought his hand to his mouth and licked your juices up. He then kissed you on the lips to make you taste yourself. Jungkook got up for a second and traveled to the other room.
âClose your eyes and donât open them until I say soâ Jungkook demanded from the other room. You gladly did as you were told. He came into the room with rope and a condom in his hands. You wondered what he was going to do. You smiled at the thought. He grabbed both your hands and tied them to the bed frame. You smiled even wider and bit your lip. âLook at my princess all tied up and ready for meâ jungkook breathed to himself. He quickly rolled on his condom and hovered over you again.
âOpen your eyesâ he added. As soon as you opened your eyes he slammed his cock into you, earning a gasp and yelp from you. You wanted grab onto his shoulders and dig your nails into his back but you couldnât and that made you whine. Jungkook smirked and began to thrust into you at a fast pace. You let out repeated high pitched moans each time he rammed his hips back into yours. Him being a dancer makes it so much more enjoyable. The way he has learned to roll his hips always had you dripping.
He thrusts so harshly but smoothly into you. Drips of sweat beaded from his forehead and started to drip onto your stomach. Oh he has always looked so delicious when he sweats. As disgusting as it sounds, you wouldn't mind licking every drop of it off of him.
Multiple words like fuck, shit, and yes came out of Jungkook's mouth as he fucked your tight walls senseless. He pulled his cock out to the tip and slammed it back into you. You moaned with joy and gripped the ropes tightly. âAh yes daddy, harderâ you mumbled out of breath. âHuh? What do you want princess?â Jungkook responded.
 âHARDER DADDY PLEASEâ you yelled extremely loud. Your neighbors from a few streets could probably hear you, but thatâs not important right now. Jungkook pounded you even faster and harder, the both of you going crazy. He flipped you over onto your knees and started to thrust from behind. He spanked you several times makes your legs even weaker. Jungkook ran his fingers through your locks and pulled them. He continued to pound his hips into yours, finding your g-spot. You moaned louder than ever when he started to hit it. You loved the pain and pleasure all mixed in together.
Shortly after you felt the familiar cloud of pain gathering in your stomach. âD-daddy, Iâm close.â you whimpered to jungkook. âCome all over me princess. Come for me.â Jungkook fucked you harder and harder and you came all over his cock. Seconds after, Jungkook also found his climax and came but continued to slowly ride out both of your orgasms. He spanked your ass again and you bit your lip so hard it started to bleed.
Heavily breathing, Jungkook pulled out his cock and disposed the condom. He untied you and laid you on your back. âOh my god, you're bleeding..â he said with shock in his voice.âIt was just from biting my lip, it's okay.â you reassured him. He licked the blood dripping down your chin and kissed you. âYou liked it that much huh?â he said acting all cocky. You nodded and smiled at him. Jungkook picked you up and placed you on the counter in the bathroom.
He ran the bath water and placed you in there. âDo you want anything princess?â he questioned. You pretended to search for an answer even though you already had it. âah!...I want you. In here with me.â Jungkook chuckled and got into the bath with you. He sat across from you. He pulled you onto his lap and started to kiss your neck. He sucked and sucked on your delicate skin until hickeys started to form. âNow that stupid guy canât do anything,â Jungkook said with jealousy in his his tone. You giggled and kissed him. âYou I love you right y/n? I love you more than myself.â Jungkook explained in your ear with a raspy voice. Your cheeks flushed and you replied âYes, I know, and I love you way more. My kinky baby boyâ