GOD DAMN PROBLEM.

I’m your dream girl This is real love But you know what they say about me, That girl is a problem joy heartfield. XXVIII. drug dealer. crimson rose.

[slytherinnpride]

[jxyfulx]

laurel!

          For a few more seconds she listens to the drunken ditherings of the man beside her, a familiar wave of impatience rolling along her spine, fingers itching around her glass. “ Make a decision. ” She hissed, but that only caused the man to become more agitated, taking a step towards the leader… Before finding his face pressed against the bar, Laurel’s knee in his back, knife pressed subtly against his upper thigh. “ I’ll make the decision for you, you’re done, it’s time to leave. ” And with that, he quickly scampered away, leaving the women alone and finally giving Laurel her peace. “ Find better clients. ”

          turning her head to almost avoid watching the scene take place, joy took the last swing of her alcohol before finally turning around and looking at the woman next to her while the male scrambled to grab all his things and rush out of the bar, clearly whatever the anarchy leader did was set in stone about the male wanting to get the drugs or not. “ well with you around, i won’t have any clients, ” she muttered quietly before giving the bartender one more small smile as he refilled her glass. glancing over at laurel, she shrugged her shoulder slightly. “ --- andi’s your sister, right? ” she asked quietly, worried it was a topic she didn’t want to talk about, hell it was a topic no one wanted to talk about.

[jxyfulx]

          “ look mate, totally up for sellin’ you whatever the fuck ‘ya want, but you have about two seconds to tell me why the fuck you’re wasting my time before i smash your face against this fuckin’ bar. ”

[jxyfulx]

          she was used to it --- the feeling of loneliness, but it wasn’t until the darkness took over that her insides would twist and turn in every which way and she was almost unable to turn the lights off in order to go to bed; partially because she was worried that they wouldn’t turn back on and the other half was because of the darkness that would engulf her the moment that they went out. picking up the clothing that the pair left on the floor, she stood up slowly and began to pull down at the shirt she took from the other before finally looking at him, a sense of fear in her eyes, something that never happened from the woman unless she was hidden away in the bathroom. “ ---- are you going to leave? ” she whispered, holding a shirt she picked off the floor in her hand as she continued to look at him, the tone in her voice indicating that she wasn’t just talking about tonight. // @revcller

[jxyfulx]

athena!

              her fists were clenching and unclenching, she feels as if she was going to explode. well, she was, but she has never been one to give in into her emotions  —- with the harshness of the upbringing she had to endure, she had to know when to use her emotions to her advantage. ❛    the people i want to hit are the people who deserve to be hit. you DON’T, joy.   ❜    her voice was low, the overflowing rage starting to show and she didn’t know how long she can put up with her usual bravado.  ❛    we’ve already suffered enough as it is, the only way i’m going to feel better is when i fucking find out who did this and have my fair share of fucking fun  !     ❜  it came out louder, laced with undeniable frustration. 

          it was admirable, how the woman across from her was able to hold in such an anger that joy was so close to losing it on the closest wall to. how she was willing to push the anger aside in order to take it out on the bastard that was doing it to them instead of taking it out on the other people around her. “ might not deserve it, but you don’t deserve the fuckin’ pain, ” the woman finally said to athena with a small shrug of the shoulder, pulling down on her sleeves in hopes that less skin was exposed as usual due to her lack of a branding. “ then that’s what we’ll do. we’ll make a plan and we’ll find the fucker. not like anyone else is doing shit. ”

[itslosersclub]

[jxyfulx]

zgallagher:

“i wanna do something different, something that’s mine. - the past 7 years i’ve taken care of every Gallagher in this family, except one. i’m done.” (7x03)

[brookedaviz]

[jxyfulx]

&&. seth maddox.

          the moment she was in his arms, the moment he was able to wrap her up in a secure embrace and just be able to breathe in her scent did he allow his tense body to finally relax despite the circumstances. she was safe and that’s all that mattered, even if he wasn’t now that he knew trouble would come knocking his way soon enough for not following through with a’s orders. but he couldn’t bear the thought of hurting her in the slightest, knowing how shitty the guys had been in her life and how awful they’d treated her. he will not be one of those guys, and he sure as hell wasn’t going to mark her like some piece of meat. he cared about her life more than his own. once she pulled away, he looked around warily as he tried to hold her still. paranoia at it’s finest perhaps, but he knew the people around them would be suspicious that the two of them were left unbranded.  ❛   i’m alright !  joy, i’m fine. was one of the lucky ones, look—- let’s just get outta here, alright ?   ❜  

          Closing her eyes once his arms responded to the embrace, Joy finally allowed herself to take in his well being, able to think straight and able let herself feel so weak and worried than she ever had in her life. Joy had been so focused on being a woman that was independent, someone that never needed a man or woman for anything that she could do on her own, but it was that moment that her insides twisted and turned at the thought of being separated from the male, her independence flying out the window as she leaned against him and let her small, slim fingers cling onto the back of his shirt so desperately, she almost forgot who she was for a moment. Once she pulled away and heard his words, she shut him up instantly with her hushes and her hands moved up to his face, touching the skin on his cheeks to give herself more proof that he was actually there and it wasn’t the drugs playing with her mind. “ ----- Don’t ever fucking leave me like that again, ” she whimpered before she let her small body fall against his once more, her face nuzzling against his neck.

[dailyshameless]

[wnq-writers]

I do believe in love at first sight as well as at second sight, third sight, every sight; because damn I fall in love every single time I see you.

blushfulcherry  (via pocmuzings)

[jxyfulx]

@nightriumphcnt

          “ You can yell, ” the older woman muttered as she looked over at Athena. It didn’t take a rocket-scientist to know the looks of a woman that seemed as though she was kicked down for so long that she was more so angry about the things going on around them rather than scared and feeling as though they were a victim. “ Seriously, not like we can take it out on the fuckhead doing it to us, so yell. Hit me, scream at me, punch the damn well. If you keep it in, it’s only going to make the anger come out in ways you really don’t want. ”

[jxyfulx]

@revcller

          “ Jesus ---- fucking Christ, ” the woman swore under her breath as she made a beeline towards the male, instantly wrapping her arms around him as tightly as she possibly could despite the shakes her body was currently undergoing. She wasn’t quite sure how she managed to pass out -- especially with the chaos that was happening around them not too long ago, but she woke up on the hotel bed with a raging headache and Seth no where to be found, but a bunch of people screaming in the hallways for their loved ones that apparently had been branded. First thing she did was check herself, seeing no mark on her body, but the second thought was where the hell the scrawny ass man was that was always by her side. “ Where  --- show your arm, ” she said as she pushed away form his embrace, trying to yank at his sweater. “ Show me your god damn arm, Seth! ”

[neaarty]

[chooseviolence]

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[jxyfulx]

&&. seth maddox.

          god, he hated it when she did this, acted as if she deserved the abuse she got and having to witness the states she’d come back in after enduring just that. it made him sick.. no, scrap that, it enraged him beyond belief that she didn’t see how beautiful she was, how wonderful she was in his eyes. that she wasn’t just some object for guys to have their way with. however he doesn’t argue with her, because the drugs coursing through his veins make it such a tiring act, instead running his hands through his hair in frustration and throwing himself back on the sofa to spark up the joint once again. he takes a drag, trying to ease his mind of the nerves, trying not to let his mind wonder on what could of happened to her while out roaming the ruthless streets of rosewick and all the criminals that could have laid a hand on her.  ❛    you hungry ?  gonna order some food.    ❜  he yells out from where he sat, because luckily, he’d earned enough cash for them to eat tonight; otherwise they’d be well and truly fucked considering it had been days if not weeks since they’d last ate.

          it didn’t take a rocket-scientist to know that the elder male was worried about the brunette standing across from her, especially with how delicate his fingers touched the half-assed clothing she had left on her body. although her insides tingled, knowing that someone actually gave a shit, joy couldn’t help but feel guilty for even wanting to cling onto the male after the trash she had managed to label herself as. she stood under the water, she let her head hang and watch the dirt move down the drain, along with a few splatters of blood before moving her head out from under the water, taking in a deep breath. “ food sounds fine, ” she muttered loud enough for the male to hear her, looking up at the water coming from the shower head. images flashed through her vision, the amount of times she didn’t want to follow the male back to the hotel room but agreeing to for the money she desperately needed. pushing her head back into the oncoming water, she closed her eyes and visioned her father, or her past of abusive relationships that she just shrugged off her shoulders. she wasn’t someone that grew up knowing right from wrong, she learned it on her own --- she wasn’t someone that deserved the love that seth was willing to give, she had always been known as a piece of ass. finally getting her body out of the shower, she dropped the towel after drying herself off and pulled her underwear back onto her hips and stole a shirt she found on the floor of seth’s, slithering her way behind the male and wrapped her slim arms around his waist. “ why the fuck is it so dark in here? ” the woman asked, just noticing the darkness that took over the hotel room.

[jxyfulx]

&&. seth maddox.

          hiding away in the confinement of his hotel room, the crimson rose had been spending his days getting high to help deal with the turmoil and remorse that had been suffocating him as of lately; the face of the innocent ryder boy he was forced to put a bullet into plaguing his nightmares, or even every time he closed his eyes. his hands visibly shook as he took a deep drag from his spliff ( though, it wasn’t just weed, laced with something hard-hitting to help numb his emotions. it never truly worked. ) upon hearing joys voice fill the space of the small room, his heart fluttered, dazed and blood-shot blue hues looking up to take in her current state with a look of concern as he rushed towards her, hands reaching out to touch the burnt fabric of her clothes.. if you could even call them that right now.  ❛    woah, woah. the fuck happened ?!    ❜  wholly disturbed by her look, his brows furrow, though he knows better than to try and force things out of her.  ❛    uh, yeah, bathroom is to your right.    ❜

          looking over at the male, her eyes rose in confusion before she let out a chuckle at his questions. “ what happened? i avoided this place like the damn plague and ran into some shitty ass people, ” she muttered before moving around his body. that was putting it nicely, if she was behind honest, he probably wouldn’t have even let her out of his sight. with the amount of sexual interactions that took place without consent and the amount of fires she avoided in the past twenty four hours, she couldn’t even begin to think about it without wanting to get sick. “ calm down, jesus christ. thought drugs were supposed to calm your nerves, ” she hissed before pulling what she had left of her clothing off her small body and moved into the bathroom, turning the shower on and jumping in without a worry in the world on how hot it was, instantly letting out a moan of satisfaction from the feeling of all the dirt and soot coming off her body.

[tasteslikedamage]

[jxyfulx]

tasteslikedamage:

I’ve never loved anyone else. Never even came close.