āThe way I think of āmy fansā and how I think of āmy loverā is similarā, says Nishijima Takahiro
Itās okay even if Iām not satisfied with my private life
Iām half-joking, half-seriousā¦ā¦(smiles)
There are various forms of love in this world.
In the summer of 2013, he released his solo song under the name āNissyā. Creating works that depict relationships between men and women and such, his commitment to this has expanded - doing an arena performance in Osaka, Tokyo and Yokohama arena last year until this year, having enthused a total of 70,000 people all on his own. On April 19, his 7th single āHanacherieā was released.
āUp until now, Iāve been singing a lot of straightforward love songs that wholeheartedly think about his partner. But thereās always another theme to it. When making music, I carefully think about whether the song will be enjoyable, whether it will encourage or heal people in their daily lives. Though there is also a pure and transparent emotion, there is also a touch of āsadnessā of the protagonist, which is easily felt. This time too, I gave a lot of thought about the feelings of the main character. Donāt misunderstand me, but I think itās a 100% genuine āIāll keep on thinking about you onlyā way of loving a person, something that matches girlsā delusions and desires; something which I donāt think I can do in real life (smiles).ā
As a guy who is also active as an actor, he said whether he is acting or singing, he doesnāt put his personal emotions as much as possible. Even when heās writing his songs, he doesnāt quite like mixing his private self into his works.
āIf it were a band, then exposing our deep feelings will make it āoriginalā. But as a group, most of our songs are provided (by other professionals), we have to put feelings on words that arenāt ours. Thereās also aĀ āfakeā feeling on that. But still, this is entertainment, so if the audience are enjoying it, then itās all good.
Same goes for acting, since I donāt write my script, the role itself and its background are different from me. But then, after the theme and music have been decided, we will make arrangements and give our ideas, weāll change the nuances of words during the recording, make adjustments until weāre satisfied.
Thereās a similarity between music and acting when it comes to putting your feelings on the work, but as an actor, I think itās best to act it out once youāve been called out on the scene. The way actors should act on the scene is quite different depending on the director. There are people too who practices that make you think āhe gave it a lot of thoughtā, and there are also those who give it a shot without any prior plans. So no matter what scene it is, I think we have to be flexible (laughs).
I donāt quite like my personal matters, like my troubles or a part of me that is happy, to mix with my music or acting. I think exposing it as it is and having those who can understand is good enough, but establishing that as entertainment is hard. Without self-praising, narcissism and egoism, I want to respond to what is being sought.āĀ
Boldly speaking with philosophical words like āegoā, it may be a proof of him as an expressionist who constantly fights with his emotions inside. Even during the shooting, just when we thought heās smiling, heād suddenly stop doing so. Such eyes also reflected coldheartedness.Ā Is he a good person or a bad person? Is he a boy or an adult? Is he excited or bored? Is he innocent or impure? Heās misleading with his mysterious atmosphere. After having reached 30ā²s, his everyday work becomes increasingly his priority. Does he want to enrich his private life, or has this been fading from reality..
āI was talking to the staff a while ago, whether do I wish to get married or have I thought what I want in the future now that Iām 30, and (the staff) was surprised that I havenāt given it a lot of thought (smiles).
Of course I want time for myself. But my own time is also connected to my work. Right now, itās very fun to create and think about entertainment, like during LIVE where the atmosphere is created by everyone. I donāt like being egoistical (laughs), but I want it to be something which you can get intoxicated with. And as Iāve said before, āIāve come this far, but thereās still a long way to go. I want to go as far as I canā. Though I donāt really know how far I could go.ā
What is he aiming specifically? Just that, aside from things such as romance and marriage, things that he wants to get, scenery that heād like to see, he definitely has them now.
āIāve been told by others that these 12 years were āwithout a hitchā, but it was actually never smooth-sailing. Even regarding the time that I became a solo artist, I think itās late. As I get older, there are things that become impossible with my body, so when Iām doing solo activities, there was also this frustration of āif only it were earlierā. But on the other hand, I turn that frustration as my motivationā¦ā¦ā
Having experienced his solo LIVE for the first time, there were some things he has found out. Thinking that, āResponding to what is being sought is one thing for entertainmentā, āwould they be pleased if I do this?ā, when he thought about the concept, there was something similar with his āway of loving my loverā and āway of thinking about my fansā.
āLIVE is like a gathering of āpeople who loves meā, so doing things that will make those people happy have a similar feeling to that of making oneās lover happy (laughs). But thereās a part of it that, if my personal life were fulfilling around the time I had a LIVE, then I might not have had that way of thinking.Ā
When it comes to the necessities of music or going to lives, I think there are people somewhere out there who are not satisfied. But what surprised me was when there was one time when the staff told me that a fan said āNisshi is the coolestā, and that was the same time when I was feeling mentally and physically bad. ā¦.. (smiles) But maybe itās precisely because Iām not in the best mental condition that there are people who arenāt satisfied (laughs).
In terms of expressions, I think a strong sense of sadness or worry can create a strong energy. Thatās why for the time being ā¦ā¦ For the next ten years of my life, I think itās fine even if Iām not satisfied with my private life. Iām half-joking, half-serious⦠(smiles)ā
There are various forms of love in this world. And his love for the entertainment world and the love his fans have for him are clearly and straightforwardly pouring.