K3D

[k3dpoetry]

I will fall in love...

I will fall in love with a smart guy

So, study

I will fall in love with a good guy

So, be nice

I will fall in love with the talks

So, don't say things you will regret

But above of all, I will not choose who I fall for.

It will be my heart

So, be yourself

Because If it is to be, it will be

[k3dpoetry]

Sorry, it isn't poetry at all but I had to share it somewhere(and I know nobody will see it here)

11 de jan de 2020 20:23:16

Life is maddening

Why am I here?

Okay, I have more opportunities than everyone else in the family, but I have more burdens too...

I am not strong as you.

Really.

I don't just cut my pulses because someone would see, or the blade is too dirty, or because I would cut too deep... Or because I just find so much excuses.

I am a coward.

A coward and a liar.

I know exactly what I want to do, what I would live for.

But I am too much of a coward to go after it.

So I am cursed to be miserable my entire life.

Because I am too afraid of everything, to do anything else.

And I can't even show you to Cherry because it would lessen it.

Lessen my pain.

I want to feel pain, I deserve it.

Mom wouldn't understand. She is too strong, always facing her difficults head on.

I would close my self in my room if I could.

But I can't, because I would need money to do so.

Money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money.

It's always money.

I need money to survive.

Money so my parents and I can move to another country.

Money so my mother will not have to work more to maintain me.

Because she is strong, but the flesh ages and she isn't able to work so much anymore.

"You will not die in the streets"

But I must study.

I can cry, even once you having said I shouldn't.

Can I cry? Even if I cry for things you already lessen my worries about?

Because don't matter how many times you lessen my fears, they will come back.

I will forget your words, but the fears will always be there.

Oh, would you clear my tears again if they are the same tears from last time?

"You're young"

Yes, I am young, I have the whole life ahead of me.

But my heart is soft and tender and life could chew it whole in two bites and leave me bleeding alone until death.

You will not be here forever.

[k3dpoetry]

Princesa

Talvez eu goste de garotas

Com sua pele macia

Com seu beijo suave

Mas toda minha vida

Sonhei com um príncipe

Como poderia

Namorar uma princesa?

Todos os meus sonhos

Tem aquele garoto

Por quem eu daria tudo

E que olharia para mim com olhos cheios de estrelas....

Então, princesa

Me desculpa por quebrar seu coração tantas vezes

Eu não consigo

Deixar esses sonhos e expectativas partirem

Me desculpa por te fazer me amar cada vez menos

Toda vez que eu apagava

As estrelas dos seus olhos

Com minhas palavras

[k3dpoetry]

Começos

São folhas em branco

São lápis sem ponta

Palavras ainda a dizer

São encontros

São desencontros

São partidas

São chegadas

São embaralhados

São confusos

São do nada

São tristes

São alegres

São palavras

São promessas...

São você

E eu

Somos nós

Quando nossos olhos se encontram