Aftaab

हम तो सारा का सारा लेंगे जीवन , कम से कम वाली बात हमसे ना कहिए ।

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

Dk why but i feel goosebumps everytime osho ends his discourse with

" आप सबके भीतर बैठे परमात्मा को प्रणाम करता हूं, मेरा प्रणाम स्वीकार करें । "

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

कभी जब मै देखता हूं, बादलों से घिरे आकाश को ,

ये बारिश की बूंदें जैसे इन बादलों की काली स्याही को मेरे सीने में उतारती चली जाती है,

होती है गर्जना तो बढ़ता है इस कालिख का वजन,

मेरा कलेजा डूबता चला जाता है,

और डूबते है वे सब भी,

जिन्होंने अपने दिल को नहीं बंद किया किसी कमरे में,

जिन्होंने इस दुनिया की मेज़ पर खोल कर रख दिया दिल ,

यह जानते हुए कि सूर्य की किरणों से ओझल रहेगा सारी उम्र,

पुरस्कार के रूप में उसे कालिख से पोता जाएगा,

सड़ाया जाएगा पानी में , फेंक दिया जाएगा नाले में ,

बहता हुआ आ पड़ेगा किसी घाट पर,

देखेगा इंद्रधनुष , और मृत्यु पा लेगा ,

पीछे से देंगे उसे आवाज़, पर हो चुका होगा वह पत्थर दिल।

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

🗣️

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

🗣️ - " Yes , there's a lot going on in my mind , how'd you know ? "

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

While i grieve about a different outcome.

I am nothing but grateful for where i am,

If you would've told a 3 years younger me who was cleaning pigeon crap every morning that he'd have a room like this so soon that he'd pay for myself , he would've said " Well Done. "

God is kind.

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

Sunlight is so cool :)

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

" tu pagal hai kya , pankhey ko araam dene ke liye garmi mein kaun baithta hai , machine hai vo "

God forbid , Guy's an empath.

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

And when he gets a few seconds between chores,

this wave of grief strikes him standing at the kitchen counter,

there's a lump in his throat,

stuck in a burrow ,

been a soldier at war since forever,

"when will the war be over ? " he asks

Oh my buddy boy,

You'll be slain in the mud somewhere like a dog,

there is no martyrdom for you ,

what fun, to see a fool born in a nightmare trying to dream ,

all this , i think

and say " Soon ,bud soon ".

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

Story of my Life 🧬

[ramblebramblepoetry]

Loved like a favourite pencil;

Pieces shaved off until

You're not enough

To hold and then

Left behind

In a crack

Some

Place

.

[anoxfordscribbler]

In which we take tea together; one cup left unfilled in front of an empty seat.

In which I trace patterns on skin; drawing the border of the indent you leave behind.

In which I turn toward you laughing; only to hear the same cadence echoing back.

In which I lean into your warmth; falling through the chill, through the space entirely. In which I learn how you love; in which I miss its sharpness, pressed to my throat.

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

You know , i used to think of , how cruel you were when you came along with the guy to tell me or show me you were having affair with.

The unhealthy amount of time i spent in front of mirror that day , the amount of ugly i felt that day,

Maybe we were not meant to be, i get that ,

But i wouldn't do this to my worst enemies , let alone people i held dearest to my heart at some point in time.

You were a shrewd barbarian who kept slashing his sword at the long dead corpse.

And you know the worst part,

I hate the fact that i'm still unable to hate you.

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

ये स्याह काली रात में , उजाले से दूर , किसी अंधेरे कोने से,

आसमान को देखना तुम,

हम बेघरों की छत यही है।

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

उदासी के तीन बेटे ,

एक गाता ये फिरे, जीवन का यार वो ,

दूसरा घुटनों में सिर दबाये बिस्तर से न उठे ,

तीसरा हँसता यूँ बोले , खून में नहीं उसके उदासी ,

नहीं जानता वह कौन है उसका बाप ।

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

Peak Bharat Chauhan Mausam 💅❤️

[kaagaz-ka-tukda]

Maut ka kaaran ~ Bharat Chauhan ke cover songs