charlie

janet mock favorited one of my tweets (6/19/17)

[pigmenting]

[phoebe-does]

sometimes love is just doing things without having to be asked, making a cup of tea for someone as they’re working, packing an extra lunch because you know they’re rushed for time. Love doesn’t have to be expressed in grand gestures, to me, the little gestures of love matter more.

[authenticstains]

[sexwitsockson]

[oldmancanyons]

does anyone else feel like they constantly have to justify everything they do? Iike I’m always mentally preparing a reason behind everything just in case anyone was to question it.

[pixelatedcrown]

[foreveralone-lyguy]

I sent my dog outside for standing on the dining room table. This was his response.

[reconnect-kingdomhearts-deactiv]

REBELLION. 

[straightboyfriend]

y’all will call healthy coping methods ableist (going outside & getting fresh air, cleaning your room, taking a shower, journaling) but then say lashing out at your partner or friends is an okay coping method so do you ACTUALLY want to get better or do you just want an excuse to be an asshole

[peachykiari]

Tell me I’m pretty and play with my hair, but also please slap me across the face and call me your dirty little slut

[kaarevs]

two big moods right now:

i want to fuck

i want to feel pain

[dankmemeuniversity]

[fakenasty]

actually sleeping with someone is so nice like waking up in the middle of the night and snuggling closer or lazily giving them a kiss or just feeling their arms around you squeeze slightly even though they’re in a deep sleep or handholding while you both are asleep ugh that’s that shit I like

[kaarevs]

Charlie I’m living for all the selfies you’re reblogging. Missed your face. <3

💕

[c-bassmeow]

[giornogiovanna]

​tumblr is a 100% functional website improved with each update

[miifighter]

there is no war in ba sing se

[whitepeopletwitter]

[ftmcharlie]

I started taking testosterone on August 13th, 2015.

(The last clip is actually at 19 weeks, I got that wrong.)

My first shot was 1/8 of a mL because my endocrinologist wanted to start me off low so I could build myself up to the average dose of ½ a mL every week.

Week 2 was ¼ of a mL, and Week 3 was when I started doing my regular weekly dose of ½ of a mL.

My prescription is for 1 vial (with refills) of 10 mL of a 200 mg/mL solution. That will last me 20 weeks at ½ a mL per week.

I also have a prescription for 12 syringes (with refills) as well as two types of needles per syringe: one for drawing the testosterone from the vial and one for injecting.

I got bloodwork done after 4 months, and I should be getting more done in six months.

My top surgery (double-incision method) is going to be on December 22nd, 2015 with Dr. Garramone in Davie, FL (pre-op appointment on December 21st, post-op on December 28th).

[kaarevs]

Bitter? Who’s bitter? I’m not bitter. Nope, no sir, not me.

My endocrinologist is horrible and is literally creating obstacles and hoops for me to jump through, and it’s infuriating because I’ve actively been trying to get on testosterone since April and it is now the middle of June. And it doesn’t help that my psychiatrist didn’t send her medical records when she was supposed to. And it doesn’t help that I get misgendered every time I go to the campus clinic or get calls from the endocrinologist’s office.

Basically it might be hell for you when you start this process, so please be prepared to deal with a lot of ridiculous shit.

[kaarevs]

I just realized that literally three hours after I posted this, Dr. Garramone’s called me to tell me they had opened up two extra surgery dates in December and I was first on the waiting list. July 20th was wild.

[ftmcharlie]

Throwback to five months ago when I was convinced I would never be able to start medically transitioning.

Now I’m four months on testosterone and getting top surgery in four days.

[kaarevs]

HUGE THROWBACK. i’m now over 3 years on testosterone and almost 3 years post-top surgery. what a ride