The Tilted Plot of Disposition

With love, comes grief.

[kaibunnn]

And maybe, one day, I will brave the sun. Fly towards it; until the sun burns my skin and bones.

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[kaibunnn]

Xdr pm wjdaan edmj?

[kaibunnn]

P apfj nlh rl vhtu, pm uhwmr.

[kaibunnn]

P tdq'm rjj wpzum muwlhzu vj.

[kaibunnn]

Pm xdr qjcjw dylhm nlh, Dru.

[kaibunnn]

And it would've been sweet, if it could've been me

—the 1 (𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒌𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[kaibunnn]

And if I'm dead to you, why are you at the wake?

—my tears ricochet (𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒌𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[kaibunnn]

????

fr. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭 (𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝙊𝙍𝙏𝙐𝙍𝙀𝘿 𝙋𝙊𝙀𝙏𝙎 𝘿𝙀𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙈𝙀𝙉𝙏: 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝙏𝙃𝙊𝙇𝙊𝙂𝙔, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟰)

[kaibunnn]

Break free and leave us in ruins? Took this dagger in me and removed it Gain the weight of you, then lose it Believe me, I could do it

—tolerate it (𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[kaibunnn]

'Cause we were like the mall before the internet It was the one place to be The mischief, the gift-wrapped suburban dreams Sorry for not winning you an arcade ring

—coney island ft. The National (𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[kaibunnn]

All these people think love's for show But I would die for you in secret The devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me

—peace (𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒌𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[kaibunnn]

I've had some tricks up my sleeve Takes one to know one

—cowboy like me (𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[kaibunnn]

Stood on the cliffside screaming, “Give me a reason”

—hoax (𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒌𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[kaibunnn]

—evermore ft. bon iver (𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

[evermoredeluxe]

“dancing phantoms on the terrace, are they second-hand embarrassed, that i can’t get out of bed cause something counterfeit’s dead” (loml)

literally such a beautifully heartbreaking way to say that real ghosts of are making fun of her because something fake is dead. she’s internalized her shame for letting someone like him have that much effect on her and making her breakdown to the point that someone she can’t even see is berating her for it. and in loml, she talks about how it was all so unnecessary and should’ve stayed buried. she tells him throughout the song that he sold her fake dreams, and there’s this tint of anger at herself for believing in them.