[kaiigen]

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[nkamachi]

WIP of a new hyperfixation

[kaiigen]

@devilshowdy said ::

❛ i wish i could’ve been like you. ❜

His smile falls as her words fire off in his brain, he stops steeping his tea to turn to her, brows furrowed. Like him? Another wayward heir? Their situations were different, he was adored in a way that elevated his family; the brighter their middle child shined, the more love he recieved. Or perhaps she wished to be the him within Vishkar, chasing his brilliance until he ran himself ragged, begging for love from his peers the same way he did with his parents, and when he didn't recieve it, he'd used his body. Or maybe the him that had seen the truth of Vishkar's founding and was on the run from bounty hunters.

None of the three were enviable. Ashe was a woman hurt by those she needed at her side; she had survived against all odds. Each and every time she came out stronger. She was just as hardy as the perennials she had donned as her motif.

"Now what good would that be, my dear? You being you is a gift in itself... Besides, Satya always said that just one of me is enough!" he winks.

[kaiigen]

@shouga-nai said ::"Whispering spring breeze, petals dancing in soft sunlight, nature's breath revealed." Tone as serene as the words spoken, Genji presented a wind chime with a lotus motif. It looked handmade. "Even in times of difficulty, one could find peace in the smallest things. May this aid in your endeavors for the year ahead." Happy birthday, Niran!

Putting down his cup of tea to clap, Niran smiles. "Ah, a poet!" How tragically ironic that both Shimada brothers were so alike, yet so different. Genji's voice, even behind the visor held the same comfort as a spring breeze to a sweet valley of lilies, maybells always rang in his mind when he saw him pass. Eyes close as he took in the verses, he inhales and chews on each word of his haiku. "I didn't take you for a poet as well, กระจอก." A man who has found peace in the midst of strife and anger was an enlightened one indeed.

His eyes fall upon the chime when they open, beautifully created, each lotus petal painted with care and love— what a wonderful gift. "Thank you, Genji, but... How do I say this..." he leans back, his hands careful to not scratch the glass with his prosthetic hand, he cradles it in his hands as he looks up at Genji.

"What is the occasion?"

[kaiigen]

@shouga-nai said ::

"So, I heard it's your day, Pruksamanee-san." Mizuki casually pulled out an embroidered yakuyoke omamori, a lucky charm designed to protect the wearer from misfortune and negative energy. It had the colors that reminded him of Niran - pure white, elegant gold, and soothing pink. "The world's all chaotic, duty calls and all that jazz. No harm in a little extra luck out there, right? Whatever you do though, don't open it."

"... My day?" He repeats, brows furrow, his smile falters just a tad as his eyes search for a 'just kiddin'!' from the young man. Nothing. What day was it? Was he missing something?

Mizuki had brought a wonderful ornament, a pouch that contained rich embroidery steeped in cultural significance and weaved in Mizuki's own superstitions. It's colours had him smile, his thumb caressed the careful stitching, each thread connected to a wonderful peace and inside... a good luck charm. Something he had little belief in, but if it was from someone as resolute as Mizuki, it had to have some sort of significance, now didn't it?

Don't open it.

What a cruel instruction; he felt like Pandora. "I appreciate it, Mizuki. Thank you, so much."

[kaiigen]

@shouga-nai said ::

Ramattra held a peculiar item in his hands. A small pot it was, with a succulent plant he had propagated from a single leaf. It seemed to be growing fairly nicely. "I expect you'd possess the know-how to care for these." He spoke while handing it to Niran. After all the effort and care put into growing the plant, it certainly took trust to leave it in another's hands. Perhaps that's all this was - a test of trustworthiness. No more, no less. Nothing to do with the date or any special occasion at all…

A lone human wandering into the Shambali monastery to garden was plenty ridiculous in itself, but an omnic presenting a potted plant in full bloom to said human was even more so. Especially when the omnic in question was Ramattra. Dirt covered hands are rubbed together and then over the cloth below his knees so as to not dirty a borrowed Kasaya— a cloth he wasn't deserving of, in his opinion. Niran pressed his palms together and bowed his head slightly as his ever present smile gleamed beneath the sun.

"สวัสดีคับคุณ รามัตตรา." before he can question what brought this 'chance encounter' on, his eyes fall upon it and his eyes brighten; his heart skips. "เด็กน่ารักจัง! What a stunning thing you are..." he marvels, hands carefully cradle the plant within it's wonderfully picked pot, his head tilts as he coos at it quietly; as he did with all plants he'd nursed. "You've clearly done a wonderful job, look at how strong and green the leaves are!" he lifts the pot above his head to check it's roots. Moist, not crowded as far as he could see from the drainage, well-formed and more importantly, healthy. "It must've been so difficult in this climate."

Even Niran had forgotten it was his birthday, but he treated this as a gift all the same. "I'm not quite sure if it'll survive if I plant it now, but perhaps next year it can go in the ground. What a wonderful thing you've brought me, รามัตตรา, thank you."

[kaiigen]

boring ass blog with mid tier writing. next plz

Unlike you, I have been at my new job. Enriching my life.

Whether or not you enjoy my writing or my blog is of little consequence. I've been on hiatus, and you are here. Sucking my dick. Love yourself. Now.

[vincememes]

banana fish starters

WARNINGS: IMPLIED SA, VIOLENCE MENT, DRUGS MENT spoiler warning .    to make it less long, the rest is under a cut.

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

ASH LYNX

❛   even if i did know something, what good would it do?  ❜  

❛   even a stupid street punk like me knows that  ❜  

❛   i envy you … being able to jump like that.  ❜  

❛   what could be more relaxing than three days away from these guys?  ❜  

❛   i wish i could hate you. i need someone to hate.  ❜  

❛   someone is dead. not that you’d give a damn one way or the other.  ❜  

❛   treating him like you’re giving the pope a bath isn’t going to help.  ❜  

❛   aren’t there any decent parents in this world?  ❜  

❛   that guy always regarded me as a human being with a real heart, not some sort of tool.  ❜  

❛   this little act of charity, you’re going to regret this.  ❜  

❛   i tried to forget.  ❜  

❛   stay with me… i won’t ask “forever”. just for now.  ❜  

❛   well, i already know you’re a sick man.  ❜  

❛   ready to lose your life over a pizza?  ❜  

❛   my name… has become the signal for a massacre.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   what do you think i am…? i’m a murderer… okay?  ❜  

❛   i told you before. i kill people.  ❜

❛   they paid the price for their decisions— that’s all.  ❜  

❛   what the hell do you know?!  ❜  

❛   let‘s say i am ‘exceptional’. the problem is, i never, ever, my whole life wanted to be.  ❜  

❛   you said i am not like ordinary people.  ❜  

❛   there’ve been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   that nothing could be worse than what was happening to me right then.  ❜  

❛   at times like that…death looks sweet and peaceful, and unbearably enticing.  ❜  

❛   war is always good business for those in power.  ❜  

❛   sorry to destroy your youthful innocence.  ❜  

❛   you have any idea what those guys made us do?  ❜  

❛   don’t tell me you still believe the pen is mightier than the sword.  ❜  

❛   if you ask me, the white house can go screw itself.  ❜  

❛   i wonder if i’m dying somewhere.  ❜  

❛   i wasn’t expecting the law to protect me.  ❜  

❛   i’ve ignored it all my life… i sure as hell don’t plan on hiding behind it now.  ❜  

❛   just keep them away from me— please!  ❜

❛   this town’s my backyard, remember?  ❜  

❛   sunrise and sunset are about the only times this junkyard of a city looks good.  ❜  

❛   even if i said no, you wouldn’t go back anyway.  ❜  

❛   if you went home i’d probably worry if something happened to you.  ❜  

❛   so it’s better you’re right here, where i can keep an eye on you  ❜  

❛   some people never change.  ❜  

❛   vulture got together with the viper. you make a great pair.  ❜  

❛   why now after all this time— does it have to be you, of all people…?  ❜  

❛   i don’t stand a chance. i’m dust against him.  ❜  

❛   over my dead body. if anybody hurts you… it’ll be over my dead body—  ❜  

❛   i don’t care who it is. i am not letting anybody hurt you.  ❜  

❛   do i scare you?  ❜  

❛   dont give me your stupid advice.  ❜  

❛   i’m happy, goddammit!    ❜  

❛   i know there’s at least one person in this world who cares about me. who doesn’t want anything from me.  ❜  

❛   do you have any idea what that’s like? i never did… not once in my entire life—until now.  ❜  

❛   and that’s worth more to me than anything else.  ❜  

❛   go back home! don’t look at me!  ❜  

❛   i don’t want you seeing me like this!  ❜  

❛   my hands are dirty with other people’s blood.  ❜  

❛   i don’t even know how many people i’ve killed.  ❜  

❛   i’m bad news.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   it’s just that… i always picture the worst-case scenario, that’s all.  ❜  

❛   guess it’s because i’m a coward.  ❜  

❛   i just can’t relax. it’s turned into a habit.  ❜  

❛   i was so scared i couldn’t speak, i couldn’t cry, and i screamed in my head, but… nothing came out.   ❜

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[kaiigen]

It's been years since he's been back home. On days like today, his heart wavered. Going to Thai clubs was risky enough. The last few times resulted in him fleeing the country.

But, god did he miss home.

The warmth, the colours, the smells, his family.

He lifted a glass to himself, leaning against an open window as he watched the sun crawl in over the horizon.

" สุขสันต์วันสงกรานต์, นิรันดร์~ ; Happy Songkran Day, Niran~. "

[kaiigen]

@galaxythixf said ::

❝ just focus on breathing. i’ll handle the rest. ❞ - Mira to Zoey

"No!" Her blood rushed, seeping through an open wound. She'd gotten careless in the heat of battle and now she was a burden. Zoey clasped at her forearm, her hand painted red as she tried to follow. What happens when they get home? Of course she'd have to patch herself up but what about the music show tomorrow night? And their comebacks had to be pushed back so she can heal, which means she can't perform with the others, which means the honmoon will fracture because she was stupid, she—

She was hyperventilating. Light headed, everything became quiet save for her breaths and her heart hammering in her ears. Then, there was nothing as she fell with a dull thud.

[kaiigen]

@devilshowdy said ::

"so what flavor's that sparkly lip gloss y'got on?~?" 👀

Brows raise as a cup presses against soft, moist lips. Niran allows the question to hang in the air as he quietly drank his tea. Comfortably sat whilst a slick talking gunslinger leaned against the table beside him. With a satisfied sigh, he sets his cup down and simply smiles.

"Would you like to find out?"

[petalsprompts]

𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 & 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

intended for mature audiences, minors dni. specify muse if interacting with a multimuse.

what is their sexuality/sexual preference?

what is their romantic preference or inclination?

what are some features of others that attract them from the outset?

what are some features of others that arouse them, or they find arousing in a sexual situation?

what are their most common turn-ons?

what are some more situational or contextual turn-ons?

what attire do they feel most attractive in?

what attire do they find others most attractive in?

what is their favourite sexual act?

do they indulge in masturbation or personal fantasies?

how do they feel about foreplay?

how do they feel about one-night stands?

are they openly flirtatious/sexual, or are they quite private?

how open are they, or how do they feel about sexual experimentation? elaborate if needed.

what is something they consider a kink of their own?

have they engaged in sexual acts beyond themselves and a single partner (group sex, swinging, polyamory, etc.)?

how satisfactory has their sex life been thus far?

what is something they wish to try? why haven't they tried this yet?

are they dominant, submissive, switch, partner/context-dependent, or unsure?

do they prefer to give or receive sexually?

+ established ship question. in any/all verses, with any/all ships, have your character/s speak about that ship's intimate & sexual dynamic, and how they feel about it.

[kaiigen]

I made a ship tierlist for Lifeweaver before I got banned from TWT.

[sheepyboo]

Just wanted to see what lifeweaver would look like with the new glasses I bought myself but I went a little too far with the rendering 🧍‍♀️ oops idk wtf this turned into

[shouga-nai]

@kaiigen said:

"Mr Ramattra, I heard it's a significant day for you. Do you celebrate your own birthday?"

About as significant as a crack on old decrepit walls... was what Ramattra had in mind, teetering between providing a chilly response or simply disregarding the other all together. Such a simple, innocent yet unabashedly ignorant question.

He fully faced the human, sizing him up, and choosing then to humor him with a question of his own.

"Would you celebrate the day you are created with the sole purpose of doing your creator's bidding without conscious thought or will, only to be shunned and persecuted by the humanity that refuses to accept you as their equal?"

No, he'd imagine not.

[kaiigen]

"I would do so out of spite." Though he said it in a jovial manner, he meant it. Despite being a fugitive. Despite going against everything his parents had ever wanted for him, ever strived for him to be: he chose to celebrate life.

"Though, I don't have the same experience as you, allow me to be ignorant in my reasoning. Allowing others to dictate how you view your own existence would be a waste of your unique being... But, my bounty doesn't say 'dead or alive'."

[kaiigen]

"Perfect, I'll brew some milk oolong tea and connect my speakers." He happily dances over her curiosity with the swiftness and grace of a trained and groomed affluent progeny. "If you need help with 'meaningful dissociation', the first lesson is to allow your thoughts to be just that. Allow them to slip by just as easily as they come. Even the stubborn ones."

[pyrrataexe]

No point in even rolling her eyes, she expected that one. Wouldn't be worth the effort if she could crack this nut before even working on aligning her chakras.

❝ Way ahead of you, it's like a river up here, everything just flowing swift and true toward ... y'know. ❞ Hands flex and float outward as she sinks onto the ground, drawing her legs together in [ ... ] ah, the best criss-cross she can manage. ❝ Give me an example of a stubborn thought you want to let go of. ❞

[kaiigen]

He hears her grin, despite practically gliding toward the kitchen and boiling water. Assembling tea leaves and a large teapot were like second nature to him. Pouring it with a flexible wrist and a high elbow, sitting upright and making little to no sound while assembling dishes. Those habits engrained into him from his upbringing tended to plague his every movement. For a moment, his eyes narrow as he brings a tray of freshly brewed tea to Sombra.

He could just not answer; but where was the fun in that? He had nothing to hide.

"Being a burden to those who show me the kindness of helping me on my journey. Not being able to help save the world. Or... I've kept this one to myself for a while now..." He slipped into a kneeling position and poured her a cup. "But... not being able to get tickets to Lucio's next concert is my biggest concern right now."

[wherememescometodie]

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