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[marcellstory]

[kailanganngclosure]

Your warmth, your presence, your embrace felt like home, until it wasn't anymore.

[kailanganngclosure]

Ang sarap siguro maging pahinga ng taong mahalaga sa'yo 'no?

[ariesvibe]

I want to be your favorite place whenever you have a bad day or a good day.

[kailanganngclosure]

Nakakatakot na magtiwala ngayon, hindi nila deserve.

[kailanganngclosure]

Mali ako, oo. Sorry. Di ko naman minimean na ganon maging effect sayo. Dito ko ipopost kasi baka alam mo twt ko. Babalik ba ko dito sa tumblr dahil sayo?

[kailanganngclosure]

Pahuway lyrics hits differently.

Iba yung feels ko for this song. Hjndi ko ma-put into words kasi sobrang ganda ng meaning nung kanta.

[goodguytogo]

Sometimes, we console others with the words we need to hear.

[somewhatsomelikepoetry]

My fear was always to lose you, that you would leave me because I wasn’t enough.

I lost you

[li-way-way-deactivated20250410]

Minsan iniisip ko dapat ba hindi ako sobra sobra magmahal para ako yung sobra sobra mahalin?

[kailanganngclosure]

Ngayong pagod na ko, pwede bang magpahinga muna? Pwede bang sa'yo muna ako kumuha ng lakas ng loob? Pwede bang ikaw muna paghugutan ko ng tapang ko, pwede ba ‘yon?

[kailanganngclosure]

“Kailan mo balak bigyan ng pansin o halaga ‘yung taong hindi ka iniwan noong walang-wala ka at puno ka ng problema?”

—

[kailanganngclosure]

“It’s either you never loved me or you can’t show it.”

— Celeste (The Cutting Edge 3: Chasing the Dream)

[ginniemouse]

It hit me; I've never had a home. Nothing or no one ever felt like home.

I easily get attached with people. With anyone. And I realized that it's because I've been looking for a home. But people leaves and no one ever stayed - or, no one stayed the way I wanted and needed them to be.

I'm always alone. And when I meet people, I tend to please them. I tend to do everything I can do just for them to stick with me. I tend to open up everything. I show them me. In the the end, I get so vulnerable. And being vulnerable would mean forgetting my worth and losing myself.

Again, I just want to be home. I just want to be feel safe and wanted and loved and cared. For once, I just want to feel special.

[rantsandwords-deactivated202602]

Kakain ako ng jollibee, sisig, chicharong bulaklak, samgyup, sinigang, crispy pata at bagnet after this covid!!! Makikita ko na rin ang Baguio after covid. Fckin shit. 😭

[rantsandwords-deactivated202602]

Kakain ako ng jollibee, sisig, chicharong bulaklak, samgyup, sinigang, crispy pata at bagnet after this covid!!! Makikita ko na rin ang Baguio after covid. Fckin shit. 😭

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