where is my mind

I am sad, oh god I'm sad, but when I'm happy I am happy

[ninasdrafts]

You will meet people in your life who will do anything in their power to make you happy, who would pull down every single star from the sky just so they can see you smile. But be prepared to meet people who won’t fight for you. People who won’t help you to get back up when you fall down. People who will leave you behind without looking back, who will stab you in the back, people who abuse your good faith in humanity and your trust. It’s sad that sometimes we can’t keep the good ones and can’t let go of the bad ones, but it’s up to us to notice the difference and to draw the line. It’s time consuming and painful to get attached to a person just to find out they never wanted to stay in the first place. We don’t know who will end up breaking our hearts in the end.

evening thoughts #46 I wish we did n.j. (via ninasdrafts)

[night-rooms]

[ninasdrafts]

It’s incredible how after all this time you still have the power to make me feel absolutely miserable one second and mindlessly happy the next.

When will I stop losing sleep over you? n.j. (via ninasdrafts)

[ninasdrafts]

It was always this way with him. An almost at best, a careful maybe, a hesitated soon. “Are you thinking of me?”, he’d ask, his smile sharp as a knife. “Yes,” you’d answer, truthfully, because he was all you ever thought about and he knew. But you didn’t. With him you never knew. He’d take your hand and press a fleeting kiss to your forehead and you’d shut your eyes and smile, not even close to guess that he wouldn’t call for the next three weeks. “We can work this out,” he’d say while moving his thumb across your cheek in slow circles until you’d blush and you’d nearly kill yourself to please him, you’d cut yourself open every day to make things go his way until you’d feel nothing but drained. Empty. Hope would well up inside you like a current whenever he came back, and crush your skull and pull you beneath the surface whenever he went, leaving nothing behind but the echoes of his empty promises. He’d drown you, over and over again. And one day you won’t be able to stand it anymore. One day you’ll have enough of your lungs constantly struggling to draw a single breath around him, of your fingers craving his touch and closing around his wrist only to find that they closed around thin air.

Mixed signals answered ask, requested by @capnjessss n.j. (via ninasdrafts)

[podencos]

I’m in the mood for all evil energy to stay away from me now and forever

[chessys]

the purge but in reverse everything is illegal for 24hrs so we all just go to bed and be quiet for a bit

[weloveshortvideos]

[tumbylr]

The dramatic irony in this is incredible

[kaijubeast]

this is my new favorite video

[popokko-deactivated20210315]

*plugs phone into computer to charge* yes my child, drain the life from your superior,

[wegoingon-deactivated20181007]

[pussydeity-deactivated20151212]

[wethoneydew]

WHITE PEOPLE REALLY BE LIKE

[cuntsciousness]

[welovekanyewest]

[breakingbag-blog]

my last words are probably going to be ‘wait what’

[fatdemoman-deactivated20160922]

[seqa-ration]

[permanentlytragic]

you ask me about my day and you actually want to know the answer. you want to know the songs i love and you listen to them too. you let me be quiet. you let me say the thousand words in my mind. you tell me it’s okay to be sad. and when the sad is overflowing out of me you catch it. and we laugh at the same things, and we cry for the same reasons. best of all is you tell me you love me and there’s no strings attached. and you see the bad and you still say i’m lovely. you pick me up and it’s the best hugs i’ve ever gotten. and home is wherever i’m with you. and the sunsets are ours. you tell me “i love you” and i was so drunk but i remember how that felt. you don’t want anything from me when you say it. and i don’t have to ask you if you do. and you mean it and i mean it. i love you. i just wish we’d gotten the timing right. my heart breaks knowing i could’ve been happy, we could’ve been happy. so close. almost. we are parallel lines. nearly, almost. almost will have to be enough.

[stolentweets]