綾瀬川弓親 @kakkoi-hana - Tumblr Blog

PANTHURS! My cat is unammused. But my wig came in... No contacts, no makeup, still haven't styled my wig... YOLO!

I doubt anyone will read this. But can someone talk to me please? Like fanmail back and forth or something... I have no one to talk too and I'm crying and feel like I'm going to throw up and like my heart is being ripped up...So if someone could kindly distract me before I make a dumb-ass decisions of saying some things that don't need to be said and fucking my life up further than it is at the moment, that would be awesome.

#;outofpetals

;ooc - Hey nerds. My Grimmjow cosplay (save for my wig came in)… I didn’t want to redo my eyebrows or putting on the jaw and did a bad makeup job…but it’s selfie night. So whatever. Just thought I’d share. Bye.

#;outofpetals

Sorry you don't want to RP anymore! Are you still going to have a personal blog? It's nice to have other ppl who love Yumi <3

Hi there~It's not that I don't want to role play, my Yumi muse is louder than ever, I just feel unwelcome and like I don't belong here, and no one has really done anything to make feel otherwise. v_v

It's like I'm not even on anyone's dashboard and everything I post is practically ignored.My uncle informed me that people on Twitter are pretty cool, chill and friendly though, so I will be moving to twitter and giving that a shot!~I am going to keep this account up, however, in the event I decide to come back, and I am also contemplating turning it into an 'actual-yumichika' type blog, for when do his cosplays and do gifs and picture reactions and stuff...If people ever find time in their oh so busy schedules to ask me a question or two.Perhaps I'm just being too sensitive, though no one seems to be correcting and saying "Hey punk, you got the wrong idea"....Soooooo.... v_v;

Here is my Yumi twitter: https://twitter.com/kakkoihanaI also have skype: em.curvin (I'm hardly on though)And if you're super bold, I have facebook: https://www.facebook.com/SpideyPunk

Upon further thinking. I don't think I'll be back at all. So many cliques, and none to belong to.

-sighs-

Happy role playing everyone.

;ooc - Soooo. I’m not 100% percent sure yet , but I’m probably going to delete this account , or just strictly write dribbles or something. My muse is louder than ever, but I feel like he has no one to interact with. I’m honestly completely turned off with seeking people out, because it always ends the same. It’s just like every other fandom I’ve role played in… If I wanted to feel unwelcome and alone I’d focus all my time on my real friends and boyfriend… Because that’s all I get in those two aspects of my life, and I try to role play to get away from that and feel included.

I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels that way.

I’m not seeking attention and this is not aimed at one person or two people or anything like that. This is just how things seem to go for me , and maybe will let everyone know why I don’t message them or try to actively seek out threads.

Of course, no one will miss me and no ones going to read this anyway, so I might as well just cancel this post and delete this account. But. Meh. -3-

#;outofpetals #;psa #;offline