Update! 2.0!
I'm still alive! I thought since I've been so quiet I should update you all properly. :) I've talked to some moots in DMs about what's going on, but felt like, since it's still going on, I'd make a public post. <3 I've had a hard year and new year mentally, mental health is in the dumpster and I got a new diagnosis as well (Bipolar, to go with BPD, anxiety, autism and straight up depression lel) I tried a new med, and it went over very badly, amplifying my struggles by a LOT. I'm off it now, and doing a little better, but it's still completely obliterating my creativity and motivation to do anything, let alone things like looking after myself. XD; (I have a great support system, they're helping a ton so I'm safe and okay!) And now I think I've come down with a milder version of covid. It's like a cold, but with additional symptoms. :) I want to emphasis I'll be alright, and I'm getting through it, so please don't worry! I've made it through 100% of my bad days over the years, this is just some more I'll get through too. :) I'm looking forward to when I get my energy back and can post something! :D
Love you all, thank you guys for reaching out and checking in on me, for the nice and loving messages, it's really helped so much! <3
