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I love your blog and Nash Fan Fic. What did you want to be when you grow up? Now that you are grown up. What's something you dream of doing? Besides meeting Cameron. Just saying l.

I was such an original girl, I wanted to be a celebrity, haha. But to be honest, this dream didn’t really go away, I’m just more specific about it. I really want to be an actress, but not in a theater but in movies. It’s something I’ve been dreaming of for a long time now and I hope one day I’ll have my chance.

It’s also a dream of mine to write a book and have it published, that would be such an amazing thing.

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MISTAKE - Nash Grier - Part 2

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Part 1

People change

I listen to my mom and Elizabeth talk about the usual stuff, and make myself busy with my plate. I feel Nash’s eyes on me occasionally, but I still refuse to look at him.

“So Nash, how come you’re home?” my mom asks smiling at him and this is the first time I look at him since we started eating.

“Well, I’m kinda having a break,” he says with a prim smile. I swallow the food in my mouth and watch him.

“Too much work lately?” Mom asks politely and I’m hoping she would ask him about Taylor so I would find out if they are still together.

“Yeah. I just want to spend some time here before going back to LA.”

“And how is your girlfriend?”

Thank you mom!

Nash clears his throat putting his fork down and the sad smile says it all, but he answers the question anyway.

“We broke up about a week ago.”

“Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t know,” my mom apologizes.

“Don’t worry,” he shrugs.

“At least he came home and he can help me mow the lawn,” Hayes jokes making everyone laugh.

“Good thing I don’t have to do that!” Skylynn giggles and then stuffs some pasta into her mouth.

“You should tho, you have too much energy sometimes,” Johnnie says smiling at her, but she shakes her head no.

After dessert we have this polite talk sitting at the table full of dirty dishes, but then my phone rings and I excuse myself and walk out to the terrace to answer the call.

It’s one of my classmates asking for some help about the readings we have to do during the summer and when I tell him where he can find the details he thanks it and we say goodbye. I turn around to go back inside, but then I see Nash standing in the door.

“Shit,” I gasp because he scared me, I didn’t hear him.

“Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you,” he chuckles taking a few steps closer. His hands are in his pockets and a few strands of hair fall into his face as he lowers his head for a moment. “Can I ask why you are so quiet? You used to talk all the time.”

He smiles at me, and there is nothing offensive in what he said, but it makes me mad and I’m not planning on hiding it.

“People change. And I’m not the same person you knew years ago,” I spat maybe a bit harsher than I intend to be. He presses his lips together into a thin line.

“You’re right,” he says. “So how are you? Haven’t heard of you in a long time.”

“Are you going to pretend that it’s not your fault? Because I’m not playing that game.” I fold my arms on my chest and look away. He sighs and pulls his hands out of his pockets.

“You’re right. I just… I hoped we would have a chance to talk.”

I know him enough to see that he is in a bad shape. I noticed the dark circles under his eyes and knowing that he and Taylor broke up he was having a hard time lately. But it doesn’t mean he can dance back into my life and pretend like he didn’t throw me away when things got a bit complicated.

“I don’t think we have anything to talk about,” I shrug and just go back into the house technically running away from him.

Luckily, we don’t stay too long because my mom still has some work to do, so I don’t have to sit there and have Nash staring at me. We say goodbye and I walk back to our house without looking back, even though I know Nash is watching me from the front porch.

“That poor boy looks like he haven’t slept in a month,” mom sighs when we are already at home.

“Yeah,” I say.

“You should ask him for that party you are going to on Friday,” she suggests but I just shake my head.

“I don’t think it’s a good idea. Anyway, I’m going to sleep. Goodnight mom,” I quickly say before she can force me to invite him and then disappear in my room.

Before going to bed I check my Facebook. I scroll down the feed and then notice something. The old profile Nash was using before things got hectic around him became active again. Before I can stop myself I click on his profile and check his activity log. The last activity before the hiatus was a year ago. He liked an article about himself, and then disappeared. His profile was blank for a long time, but then he liked a photo an hour ago. It happened right after we left their house. It was a group picture of some boys in our school. I mean, in my school since he was homeschooled.

Then he liked some more pictures that were taken at prom and scrolling I see that he liked one that was taken of me. I’m posing with my friends, we are smiling with our drinks in our hands on the photo. After this picture he liked several photos that had me on them. I stare at the screen before closing the tab and then turning my computer off. Climbing into my bed I think about what I told him and start feeling bad about it, but then I remember that he was the one who decided to end this friendship and I have the right to shut him out.

I push these thoughts to the back of my mind before pulling the blanket over my head and let myself fall asleep.

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MISTAKE - Nash Grier - Part 1

It’s here! I couldn’t wait any longer so the first part of the Nash fanfiction is here! I hope you’ll like it!

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Mixed feelings

It’s a beautiful summer day, school is finally over so I’m officially free for the next about two and a half months. I’m on my way back from the grocery store with two bags in my hands when I see an unknown car down the street. I haven’t seen a similar car at the Grier house in a long time, and when a very familiar boy walks out of the house I quickly hide behind a tree. I watch him open the trunk and grab a box, then he pulls his phone out of his pocket and holds it to his ear speaking into it. I wait until he is inside again and then rush into our house shutting the door behind me.

I literally throw the bags to the kitchen island, run back to the window and peak out just to see Nash walk out again but this time with Hayes. They are arguing about something and Zan is jumping around the boys as they grab the last boxes from the trunk and go back. Nash stops at the door and waits until Zan runs back inside, but before closing the door he looks right at our house. I immediately jump away from the window not wanting him to see me. My heart is beating in my throat and I wait a good three minutes before stepping to the window again. The door is closed and no one is around.

I slowly walk back to the kitchen to unpack the bags, but can’t stop thinking about Nash. What do the boxes mean? Did he move back home? Or is this just a visit?

I’m too afraid to go over and see myself why he is back so I just occupy myself until my mom gets home, but she makes sure to freak me out.

“Honey, we are going over for dinner to the Grier house. Get ready by seven, okay?” She smiles down at me and I almost choke on the juice I’m drinking.

“Uh, what? Can I skip?” I immediately ask feeling nervous about seeing Nash without a window and a wall between us.

“Why would you? Nash came home from LA and I ran into Elizabeth at the bakery, she told us to go over so we can catch up. It’s been a while we had a great family night with them. And don’t you want to spend time with Nash? You two were like best friends when you were younger.”

She is right. When we were younger, but then his career happened and what’s worse, his girlfriend happened. I don’t feel like talking to him even though I’m dying to know why he came home.

“We haven’t talked in years, I don’t think it’s a good idea to meet for the first time at the dining table.” I put my glass down and then fold my arms on my chest as my mom is organizing some checks.

“Don’t be silly, it’ll be fun. Be ready by seven,” she says and then walks out before I can say anything.

In the next two hours I’m in my room trying to get myself ready to see Nash again and I can’t help but think about how things ended between us. My mom was right, we were best friends since first grade and I was by his side all along. I was even there when he made his Vine account. But then he started travelling and we saw each other less, and after a while he didn’t even respond to my texts. Then I had to find out from Hayes that he had a girlfriend. I didn’t know Taylor and I also didn’t know if she was the one who told Nash not to talk to me or he decided to cut me off on his own, but it doesn’t matter, because he changed his oldest friendship to a new girl and fame. Even though I didn’t make him choose between me and his career, I would have supported him, but he solved the “problem” easily.

I put on a floral printed dress and let my hair down. I even put some makeup on to hide my mixed feelings towards this dinner. I really don’t want to see Nash just yet, I need time. But then my mom calls from downstairs and I have to go.

We are walking across the street, my mom is holding a pie in her hands that she bought and as we walk up the porch I feel the urge to run back and hide in my room. But my mom rings the bell and I know I don’t have enough time to run away, so I put a fake smile on and when Elizabeth opens the door flashing a warm smile I quietly sigh.

“Hey! I’m glad you’re here! Come in!” She steps back letting us walk inside. It hasn’t been so long since the last time I wa sthere, but I look around anyway. I hear my mom giving the pie and then Elizabeth says something I don’t listen to and then hear her call for the boys and Skylynn. She is the first one to show up and she smashes against my legs hugging them.

“You’re here!” she giggles and she makes me smile. I looked after her a few times on the weekends when all the boys were away and Elizabeth and Johnnie wanted the evening off. She is an amazing little girl.

“Skylynn, wash your hands!” Elizabeth warns her and she runs into the bathroom immediately.

When I hear the water running the moms walk into the diner and I’m about to follow them when Hayes appears, walking out of the office in a pair of dark jeans and a white shirt.

“Hi Bailey,” he smiles at me. “How are you?” he asks running his fingers through his hair. After what happened to Nash I didn’t cut everything off with Hayes as well, we are on good terms.

“I’m good. I swear you get taller every time I see you,” I chuckle. A year ago he was shorter than me, but now the top of my head is at the height of his eyes.

He laughs shrugging.

“I hope I don’t stop here just yet.”

As he says this I see Nash appearing at the top of the stairs wearing a pair of ripped jeans and a deep blue t-shirt. I turn to him and I forget to breathe for a moment. I haven’t seen him in about one and a half year, he changed a lot, his face definitely became more mature and even though he had long hair on the last photos I saw of him on a website now his hair is short, just like when he was younger.

“Hi,” he says with a half smile as he joins us.

“Hey,” I whisper, because I can’t talk louder right now. I’m confused and I’m not sure how I should feel about meeting him. The most awkward thing is that the last intercourse that happened between us was a text I sent to him telling him to fuck himself. Don’t blame me, I got drunk with my friends and decided to tell him my feelings about the situation.

I shift my eyes from him not wanting to stare, but he doesn’t bother himself, he takes me in fully, from my head to my toes.

“You look great,” he compliments and even though my feelings are mixed right now I feel myself blushing.

“Thanks. You changed yourself a lot too,” I say. It’s no secret that I always found him attractive, but then my anger and hate towards him for abandoning me made me forget about it.

“Thank you,” he chuckles and before anyone can speak up Elizabeth calls for us.

We all take our seats at the table, I sit next to my mom and Johnnie, Nash is in front of me, Skylynn sits between him and Hayes and then Elizabeth takes the seat next to my mom, across Johnnie. My palms are sweaty and I refuse to look at Nash afraid of the effect he would have on me and I just patiently sits there, eating my pasta as Elizabeth starts the usual little chat. So I’m just praying they would leave me out of it and I can survive this evening.

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How long ago you made this acc and does it make you feel famous now?

About two years ago,I think? And why would I feel famous? Like,I’m just posting shit I like,I’m not famous lmao

I love these photos

Jack Gilinsky - I hate him! (Part 1)

I go on my Snapchat, Instagram, vine, Twitter, any social media Jack Gilinsky has. Jack and Jack have been my friend for the past 12 years. If something messed up our relationship or friendship. I would be heart broken. I texted Johnson. Johnson and Gilinsky landed off there plane to visit. I look at my phone then Johnson responded; Sorry y/n were coming to visit you. I responded; Okay well see you in a bit. I get an Instagram notification. It’s Gilinsky. He said, “It’s been a week. And I already miss you" Madison Beer was tagged in it. I have tears going down my face. I wipe them away. Then I hear a knock at the door. I open it to see my friend Paige standing there. Paige said, "What's going on?" Madison updated her Snapchat story and it showed them kissing. I dropped my phone. I went and ran in the bathroom. She came after me. She Grabbed me. She said, "Y/n calm down. You don't have to do this." Then I heard the knock on the door. Paige yelled, "It's open!" Trying to fight to go hurt myself in the bathroom. Jack and Jack come in. Johnson ran towards me and said, "Paige go call 911 now!" I yelled at Johnson, "I'm Fine Let Me..... Go! I have a reason to be in the bathroom!" Johnson held on to me when I was close to being the bathroom. He held on to me with his hands. Around my arms and waist. And his legs around mine. I just sat there crying. Gilinsky looking at me clueless. Then I ended up being out. __________________________________________ Paige P.o.v. So I'm with Jack and Jack waiting at the hospital. Going through her social media. All I see are things from Gilinsky and Madison. And Fans tweeting her about Madison and Gilinsky. I don't understand why she would do this. It's so not like her. I whispered, "Johnson?" He got my attention. Still eying the bed. He whispered, "What's up Paige?" I whispered, "Look!" Johnson saw everything that Madison and the fans. Johnson and I gave Gilinsky a look. He said, "What did I do?" Y/n woke up. I said, "Hey Y/n." Y/n said, "Hey." Then closed her eyes and slowly opened them again. She continued, "Johnson? Paige?" We nodded. But she didn't say Gilinsky. Johnson said, "How are you Baby Girl?" Y/n said, "Tired, hungry." Johnson looked at me then half smiled. Then he said, "I'm glad your okay Y/n what's up?" Paige said, "Why don't we ask her that when she goes back to her house. Johnson." Y/n said, "It's fine Paige. I'm okay." I started crying. I said, "No. If I wasn't there... you would have been gone already Y/n!" The Nurse said, "Okay she's up. Um.... she has until 7:45pm. For visiting." Johnson said, "I'm Staying." The Nurse said, "What do you mean?" Johnson said, "She's my girlfriend. And I'm not leaving her side. I'm staying here. She has no Mom, no Dad. I have to be here." The Nurse said, "Okay well Jack Johnson you can stay. The rest will leave in 45 minutes. Okay." Then she left. I whispered to Johnson, "Girlfriend?" Johnson whispered, "Hey I'm not leaving her. And she's still Single. So don't worry." Y/n said slowly, "Johnson?" Johnson said, "Yes?" Y/n said, "You don't have to do that for me. Really you don't. Johnson I understand how you feel but I'm okay." Johnson said, "I'm still staying with you." I sighed. Then the next thing I knew it's 7:46pm. Gilinsky said, "Bye Y/n later Johnson...." then he walked away. I said, "Well I'll see you Tomorrow Y/n." She said, "Bye." I ran after Gilinsky. We're both out of the hospital. I said, "Hey!" Gilinsky wiped away hid tears. Then said, "What do you want Paige? To yell at me!" I stopped Gilinsky, "Do you know what's on her phone and Computers." Gilinsky said, "What?" I said, "Madison was making Y/n jealous." Gilinsky said, "And why would she be jealous. I was going to tell her." I said, "She likes you.... You Fuck Boy! Madison knew all along. Y/n hates you." Gilinsky said, "If I'm such a fuck boy. Then how can I do this...." I have no idea what happened. Then he wrapped his arms around my waist. I did around his neck. Then I pulled away. I said, "Yeah how can you!" Walking away from Gilinsky whose Speechless. Did I really kiss a guy who hurt my best friend. I'm glad I'm walking away. I don't know now....

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would you maaaybe interested in a cover by me?

It’s going to be a hungarian song, but still. And it’s far from done, my friend is working on the guitar part and then I can go to record the singing, but we are making it this summer. Just wanted to know if I should post the video here if we’re done. So?

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Yass you should!!!

Yasss

Bae

My selfies

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Baby Johnson lol

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My Cutie Pie tho I kinda get a little….

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Yass 😍😍😍💯💯💯

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Shawn Mendes - I don’t

Request: Request: Could you do one where Shawn and you have a crush on each other and one night they confess there love and end up dating.

“You’re staring, again,” I heard someone saying from behind and turning around I saw Susan, one of the makeup artists.

“What? No, I wasn’t,” I mumbled but I was fully aware of the fact that I was. But I couldn’t help myself, Shawn looked so good standing on the empty stage as he was doing sound-check with his guitar in his hands.

“I really don’t understand why you are doing this, you should just tell him,” she sighed and stepping next to me we watched him both. He was laughing on something one of the technicians said and God, he was so cute.

“Because I simply can’t,” I replied chewing on my bottom lip.

“That’s bullshit.”

“No, Susan. He is my best friend and I can’t risk it. I don’t want to lose him.”

I had known Shawn since forever and I didn’t want to risk our friendship with telling him that I had feelings for him. I didn’t want to get rejected, so I just quietly locked everything inside me.

“It’s ridiculous. You’re not in a Nicolas Sparks movie, Jesus,” she rolled her eyes and walked away.

When I was able to quit staring at Shawn’s perfection I went back to his dressing room and called my mom to let her know I was still alive. She was very afraid to let me go on tour with Shawn, but it was summer time and she knew it was a great chance for me to see a lot of new places. But she still wanted me to call her every day.

“Yeah, okay mom,” I sighed when the door opened and Shawn walked in with a bottled water in his hands and smiled at me. “Shawn just walked into the room,” I commented.

“Hello!” he shouted into the phone.

“Say hi to him,” my mom answered.

“Okay. But I gotta go now. I’ll call you tomorrow.”

“Alright, Honey. Have fun, love you!”

“Love you!” I said and then ended the call. “Hi,” I smiled at Shawn who was now looking at his own phone. I threw mine to the table and sat down.

“Hey. What’s up?” He smiled at me glancing up.

“Not much. Are we still going to have dinner with the crew later?”

“Yeah, as soon as we are done here we leave to the restaurant. Why?”

“Just asking,” I shrugged.

My phone started ringing on the table and as Shawn looked at it his expressions changed. I stood up and walked to the table grabbing the phone. My ex-boyfriend was calling me, but I had no idea why.

“I have to go,” Shawn said and before I could say anything he was out of the room. I sighed and answered the call.

It turned out that he just needed the phone number of one of our family friends who was a lawyer and he didn’t even tried that awkward “how are you, what have you been doing” talk, thankfully.

I watched the show from backstage and Shawn was just as amazing as always. I loved seeing him doing what he always wanted to do and his passion was the most precious thing in the world. When the show was over and we all packed our stuff we headed to the restaurant as we agreed on earlier, but something was wrong. Shawn seemed very into his thoughts and also a bit distant to me.

We sat next to each other at the table but he was talking to one of the dancer girls, so I also made myself busy with other people. But when my phone buzzed, and I got a message from one of my classmates who happened to be a boy he turned to me.

“Another guy, huh?” he asked. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him locking my phone without replying to the message.

“What?”

He shook his head and shrugged as if he didn’t say anything, but then continued.

“Earlier your ex, now this guy. You are talking to a lot of boys.”

“What is this supposed to mean?” I asked definitely feeling hurt.

“Nothing.”

I stood up and grabbing his arm I dragged him with myself and headed out to the garden of the restaurant to have a few words with him.

“What’s the deal?” I asked as we found a quiet spot, far from everyone else. He obviously was avoiding to look at me and it just made me angrier.

“Nothing. I’m just saying what I see.”

“What you see? Shawn, what are you talking about?”

“You!” he snapped finally looking at me. “I’m talking about you and how you are being adored by all these guys and I just… I-I don’t…”

“You don’t what?” I asked with my heart beating crazily as I was waiting for him to finally speak his mind.

“I don’t want to see you with these guys!” he suddenly snapped. “I don’t want your ex talking to you, or your loser classmates messaging you, because I… I’m in love with you and I’m fucking jealous!”

Even though deep down I was feeling this coming when he started bitching, his sudden outburst surprised me. And made me feel happy.

“You are?” I asked quietly and couldn’t hold my smile back, but he didn’t see it, because he was avoiding to look at me again.

“Fuck, I didn’t mean to tell you this, I just couldn’t ho-“ I didn’t let him finish, because I crashed my lips to his.

He was definitely surprised, but as soon as he realized what was happening he kissed me back putting his arms around me. Neither of us wanted to pull away, but we eventually had to. He slowly leaned back and caressed my cheek.

“What was this?” he asked chuckling.

“It was my “shut up, I love you too” message, I hope you got it.”

“Oh, don’t worry, I definitely got it.”

We walked back to the table and he decided to hold my hand under the table. Even though it wasn’t quite obvious, Susan noticed it and winked at me. No need to mention that I was blushing. But at least I had my happy ending.

Imagine the Old Magcon Embarrassing Hayes in front of you

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