a dogs blog

a blog abt being caninekin with some other alterhuman stuff sprinkled in! [!17!]

[kaninewonders]

Anyone else have shame or insecurities surrounding their alterhumanity?

I feel like ive never accepted myself fully, like every day i try to hide it and pretend i am fully human. Which means im in a constant state of dysphoria.

I know doing that is hurting me, but theres just so much shame i feel about what i am that idk if i will ever be able to express myself fully.

Its honestly why finding the alterhuman/therian/otherkin community was so healing for me, to see folks who where so proud and embracefull of expressing themselves and their identities.

Im not there yet. And idk if ill ever be, but its a nice thought- to think theres people or a world out there that thinks i dont have to hide who i am and what i am.

Im sending my support to those who are also insecure abt their alterhumanity ♡ feel free to share ur experiences (!)

[kaninewonders]

Recently ive found comfort in drawing myself (my kintype) interacting with my friends or comfort charecters.

Id reccomend it to any alterhuman artist, as it really feels warming picturing that your favorite people/charecters would still be kind etc to the real you :3

[kaninewonders]

Woah my fur is super fluffy today..maybe u should like...pet it....or something....idkkkk

[tiredcanid]

Missing the fall/winter, because that is where I feel as if I thrive. Anyone feel connected to a specific season?

[kaninewonders]

Yes!! Its harder to mask my alterhumanity in winter ESPECIALLY when it snows. I just wanna be out in the snow all day!!! Raaaah!!!!!!

[kaninewonders]

Hey bro its so sunny out wanna go to the river and play until are paws are soaked with mud and were so exaughsted we go nap in the warm grass after? Its okay if u dont want to bro

[kaninewonders]

Staring at u through the darkness of the trees as my fangs shine in the moonlight type shit but also if u call me a good dog ill roll over so u can pet my belly type shit

[kaninewonders]

I think rolling in snow or dirt or perhaps sand once in a while is rlly important. Yous should try it :3

[kaninewonders]

Id reccomend a tennis ball to anyone. I found an abandoned one on a walk the other day and spent 30 minutes throwing it around and chasing after it- instant dopamine, 10/10. X3

[kaninewonders]

Any therians/otherkins later go on to find out their an alter in a system and their alterhumanity comes from that?

For me its always felt like i dont have a kintype, i am my kintype. Which is technically true bc thats what i look like in the innerworld.

Though also, even tho i am not a human alter, i am still a person. For the longest time the system did not treat me like one though, i was just a beast to them. And still are to many. but times are changing :3

Anyome have similar experiences?

[kaninewonders]

Masking as an alterhuman needs to be talked about more, because as silly as it probably sounds i get so tired 'pretending to be human'

For example sometimes i dont have enough energy to use words so i revert to noises or just dont speak at all.

And every time i refer to myself as a human, it feels like lying even though ik i physically am one.

Its why finding the alterhuman community was so freeing because it made me realise there is a place for me to actually be myself.

Not sure if others relate but thats my experience :3