KANZA AWAN 👑

کہیں تولکھے گا وہ دل کی چھپی باتیں

[herr-qalb]

A wife kept her late husband's shirt hanging for eight long years... She never took it down.

She always placed money in its pocket. Whenever her children asked for money, she would gently say,

"Take it from your father's pocket."

She did this so that her children would never forget him, so that his presence would always remain in their lives, even in the smallest of moments.

A mother is a school of love, sacrifice, and endless devotion.

[mylittle-reddiary]

[istandwithpalestine-deactivated]

[mza99-deactivated20180909]

فریب ہیں یہ مٹھاس لہجے.

[kanzawan]

میری ماں باپ نے اتنی کٹھن مشکالات میں مجھے پیدا کیا

کہ ہم تینوں بہن بھائیوں میں سے ، میں مری ہوئی پیدا ہوئی

- awan

[deadbyinsidee]

[shazi-1]

بہت عرصہ ہوا اک دن

بتایا تھا مجھے اس نے

بنانا کچھ نہیں آتا

اگر میں کچھ بناتی ہوں

تو بس "چاۓ" بناتی ہوں

پیو گے نا ؟

اور میں اس بات پر

مسکراتا ہی رہا تھا!

کہ بنانا کچھ نہیں آتا

بناتی ہو تو بس چاۓ ۔ ۔ ۔

مجھے چاۓ سے الجھن ہے

نہیں پیتا، نہیں پیتا

اور اب اس بات کو گزرے

زمانہ ہو گیا کتنا

نہیں معلوم مجھ کو کہ

وہ کیسی ہے، کہاں پر ہے

مگر اب چاۓ پیتا ہوں

بڑی کثرت سے پیتا ہوں

بڑی حسرت سے پیتا ہوں ...

[shazi-1]

اُسے میک اپ کی چیزیں پسند تھی اور مجھے سادگی پسند تھی وہ گرین ٹی اور کافی پہ مرتی تھی اور میں سادہ چائے پہ اُسے میوزک شور شرابا پسند تھا مجھے قوالیاں ، سنسان اور ویران راستے اُسے شاعری غزلیں سب بورنگ لگتی تھی ، وہ بڑے بڑے شہروں میں شاپنگ کے خواب دیکھتی تھی اسکی باتوں میں مہنگے شہر تھے اور میرا تو پورا شہر ہی وہ تھی نہ میں‎ ‎نے اُسے بدلا نہ اُس نے مجھے. ہم آگے بڑھ گئے. سال یاد ہیں اُس کی ہر بات یاد ہے کچھ دن پہلے اُس نے بتایا ٹھنڈی جگہ اکیلے گھوم آئی رات کو اب اُس کا دل بھی چاہے پینے کو کرتا ہے اب میں بھی اکثر کافی پی لیتا ہوں کسی مہنگی جگہ بیٹھ کر ...

[kanzawan]

I didn’t say goodbye and I left

[kanzawan]

مجھے اپنے گھر جانا ہے

جس کا پتہ مجھے یاد نہیں-

[deprosin]

[ad3ya-athkar]

‏ وَاسْتَغْفِرُوا اللَّهَ ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ غَفُورٌ رَّحِيمٌ

[99-97]

I wonder if u even realize how confused u make me feel

[fuck2everything]

[rekhtaa]

Ik Bagal Mein Chaand Hoga, Ik Bagal Mein Rotiyaan…

“Ik bagal mein chaand hoga, ik bagal mein rotiyaan ,

Ik bagal mein neend hogi, ik bagal mein loriyaan,

Hum chaand pe roti ki chaadar daalkar so jayenge,

Aur neend se keh denge lori kal sunaane aayenge”

Literally : One one side is the moon and on the other side there is bread (food) , On one side there is sleep and on the other there are lullabies, We will cover the moon with the flat bread and tell “sleep” that we will sing a lullaby tomorrow.

Interpretation: On one side are dreams (moon) and one side are daily needs (food). One one side are will be peace of mind (sleep) and on one side will be the means to attain it (lullabies). But we will always choose to fulfill our needs while ignoring our actual dreams completely, and as for the peace of mind, we will choose to walk on that path tomorrow (i.e. sometime later)

‘’Ik bagal mein khankhanati sipiyaan ho jayengi,

Ik bagal mein kuch rulaati siskiyaan ho jayengi

Hum seepiyon mein bhar ke saare taare chun ke aayenge

Aur siskiyon ko gudgudi kar kar ke yun behlayenge’’

Literal Meaning : On one side there will be tinkling oysters, one one side there will be cries and sobs. We will gather stars and fill the oysters with them and we will pacify the sobs with tickles.

Interpretation: One one side there will be happiness (the oysters) and one side there will be worries and tensions in life. We will collect/gather all the happy moments and treasure them  (just like pearls in oysters) and we will turn the sobs (sad moments) to happy ones with smiles, giggles and tickles.

‘’Amma teri siskiyon pe koi rone aayega, koi rone aayega

Gham na kar jo aayega wo fir kabhi na jayega, wo fir kabhi na jayega

Yaad rakh par koi anhoni nahi tu laayegi,laayegi to fir kahani aur kuch ho jayegi’’

Literal Meaning : Oh mother someone will come to weep with you as you sob, and don’t you worry once that person arrives he will not leave you. But remember you will not bring anything improbable with you, as then it will be a different story all together.

Interpretation: There is a hidden hope that someone someday will definitely help us out of the situation we are in no matter how bad it is! Someone will come to share our sorrows and then probably stay with us and support us for the rest of our lives. However we need to be careful we do not make choices that spoil our life to the point of no repair, because then its a different story all together. (Then there might be no support, no help and probably no life, we might be just be left to die)

‘‘Honi aur anhoni ki parvaah kise hai meri jaan

Hadd se jyada ye hi hoga ki yahin mar jayenge

Hum maut ko sapna batakar uth khade honge yahin

Aur honi ko thenga dikhakar khilkhilakate jayenge’’

Literal Meaning : Who cares about the happenings and mishappenings, the worst that can happen is that we will die here, we will call death a dream and stand up again, and will mock at the happenings and laugh our way out of it!

Interpretation: I think this last stanza is written as a continuation of the previous one, but on a positive and carefree note, stating the fact that no matter how hard we try we all know we cannot get out of here alive anyway!  So whatever happens or does not happen should not worry us! Worst come worst we will die (that we will anyway), so for now think of death as one long dream and stand up as if nothing happened! And laugh at whatever just happened. (This is something we all must have experienced at some point in life! At one moment a problem might seem so big that it might just kill you, and then probably a couple of days later, we might be explaining the problem (that got resolved) as a funny story …atleast I have done that many times)

I must say each stanza now feels like a complete story in itself! Love the finesse and the completeness of the whole song! The way I see the song, its a very practical take on how we all live our lives, how we always have some reasons to be happy and some others to be sad, its about that confusion that exists in all our minds, the confusion between what we like to do, and what we have to do, and how we always choose what we have to do (roti over chaand), how we can always keep ourselves happy in spite of the compromises, and the end of the song mocks at death and the tolerance and patience of mankind to bear all that happens to us and still continue with our lives as though nothing happened.

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Credits : Lyricist : Piyush Mishra, Interpretation : krithya.wordpress.com

Sunday, January 24, 2021

8:30 PM , Bangalore, India

[kanzawan]

Listening to the soul touching shaayri or romantic song with music??

کچھ بھی نہیں

[kanzawan]

Have a blessed ramadan

بہت شکریہ ❤️🥺