im just the same as i was

Heya, I'm Kara Baylor. I'm seventeen years old and a senior in high school. I love the glee club and the marching band and now this sweet little angel whose name is Lily Elise Adams... and sometimes I can be a bit obnoxious, so I'm sorry for that. Come at me if you're going to hate, I don't mind it.

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I love you all.

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I love you more!

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Impossible, Brandonnn.

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I love you all.

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We love you too Kara!

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Marley! Hey!

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I love you all.

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Thanks. I love you too babe. I miss you too, we gotta get a better schedule.

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We really do. I miss you and so does our little girl.

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You’d also be dead, and I don’t want that. Be careful around the diapers alright?

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Okay, okay, I will be.

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Oh don’t do that Kara! We need you! That’s great how old is she now? It’s going great!

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I'm not going to, don't worry. And she's two weeks old.

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Dirty diapers or clean diapers? Though I don’t think i’ve ever heard of death by diapers, you would have been the first.

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I'd be a legend.

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Most days? That’s good. And how’s lily?

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Some days I wouldn't mind sleeping and never waking up. Lily's fantastic. How's band?

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No, I knew you were alive when I kissed you this morning. I mean should I have been worried?

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Shh, I could have died under a pile of diapers.

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Well thats a relief.

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Were you worried?

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Well that’s handy!

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Yes, it is, most days.

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I thought you disappeared off the face of the Earth, oh my goodness!

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I did... into the world of babies. How have you been?

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Look, I'm alive.

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What would you say if I told you I asked your mom to watch Lily tonight and we're going out?

I'd say that's sweet.. but what are we doing?

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I miss school.

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I’m fine, I’m not working too hard. I’m not working enough, I need to focus more on home stuff. Zach right, I knew that. I can rest when she’s asleep for a little bit. You have been up all the time with her. You gotta let  me take a turn, I want to and I need to.

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Okay, I guess that's fair. You have to have some bonding time with her. She is your little girl, too. I know Zach will help you if you ask him nicely... just remember his name. I'll let you take over and sleep, but if you need me you have to promise to wake me up, okay?

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I miss school.

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She’s ours, not your mom’s. We’ll make sacrifices, and make it work. I’ll stay home tomorrow, its fine. I’ve been doing my work and I might even ask Kenzie’s boyfriend Zeke to help me so I can stay on top of things. I gotta keep my grades up so I can graduate. But more importantly I need to take care of you and Lily.

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I know, I just don't want you to work too hard ,you know? His name is Zach, not Zeke, but that's sweet. I just want you to rest after work. I can take care of her.

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I miss school.

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I know, I’m sorry too. My shifts over in a little bit and I’ll be home. I’ll take her and I can stay home from school tomorrow, that way you can get some rest.

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I don't want you to do that. You need your own rest and stuff. Maybe I can get my mom to watch her for a few hours while I sleep tomorrow.