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Can someone please remind me why we have an INSECT AS A HOST??

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Confronting is hell. Please tell me I'm not the only one😞

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This system is hell

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divinesys

headmate keeps paralysing me 😞😞

divinesys

the headmate here, that motherfucker had tired itself so much that they vomited TWICE because they moved too fast, they needed to lay down for a bit otherwise I think we would've passed out.

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we just came to the realisation that we haven't split a new guy in around 680 days 😦

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been thinking about this interaction a lot.

"evil alter" and they're just TERRIFIED of emotional and physical intimacy.

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this jackass is SUCH good accidental plural rep but my GOD do I hate him

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loving yourself means to love every part of yourself, yes, even that one.

headmate keeps paralysing me 😞😞

they never warn you about just how much confabulation and amnesia fucks up your life

our s/o is with me and also a headmate of mine (consensual by all parties dw) would this be considered polyamory?? polygamy?????

I think there's a guy lurking back there but I can't really tell

came back to front only to find ourselves in this state

I honestly think I shouldn't have an opinion on endos, bc honestly like I don't believe in the whole "having a trauma disorder with no trauma" bc that's not how it works, but then there are non-trauma-disorder systems (???) and like I'm not a phycology degree so I'm not fit to determine if that's true or not, plus it's a complicated disorder so there's no trust in googling shit.

idk man.

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i cannot be the only one who just doesn't tell my friends about my alters, there is 9 of us but my friends are only aware of 2(host and socialiser) and one of them isn't even aware that I am genuinely a system. the only one aware of my alters is my s/o. I know my alters want to be known, called by their name, and not have to mask, but I can't find it in myself to do it, I can't even figure out how 😔

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realised we have trouble breathing after doing basic tasks or when we're cold, deciding which one of my brain sharers to blame it on(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

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