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been thinking about this interaction a lot.

#being in a system with mommy issues is such an experience.#did community #did system #plural system #sysblr #system stuff #traumagenic system #did #did alter #dissociative identity disorder #fyp #identity disorder #plural community #plurality #dissociative system #traumagenic did #system blog #system #sys #sys blog #systemblr #did blog

"evil alter" and they're just TERRIFIED of emotional and physical intimacy.

#cough cough FOG cough #did community #did system #plural system #sysblr #system stuff #traumagenic system #did #did alter #dissociative identity disorder #fyp #identity disorder #evil alter #system blog #sys #system

this jackass is SUCH good accidental plural rep but my GOD do I hate him

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loving yourself means to love every part of yourself, yes, even that one.

headmate keeps paralysing me 😞😞

they never warn you about just how much confabulation and amnesia fucks up your life

our s/o is with me and also a headmate of mine (consensual by all parties dw) would this be considered polyamory?? polygamy?????

I think there's a guy lurking back there but I can't really tell

came back to front only to find ourselves in this state

I honestly think I shouldn't have an opinion on endos, bc honestly like I don't believe in the whole "having a trauma disorder with no trauma" bc that's not how it works, but then there are non-trauma-disorder systems (???) and like I'm not a phycology degree so I'm not fit to determine if that's true or not, plus it's a complicated disorder so there's no trust in googling shit.

idk man.

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i cannot be the only one who just doesn't tell my friends about my alters, there is 9 of us but my friends are only aware of 2(host and socialiser) and one of them isn't even aware that I am genuinely a system. the only one aware of my alters is my s/o. I know my alters want to be known, called by their name, and not have to mask, but I can't find it in myself to do it, I can't even figure out how 😔

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realised we have trouble breathing after doing basic tasks or when we're cold, deciding which one of my brain sharers to blame it on(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

I hate how DID is often portrayed in media, no we don't kill people, where'd you even get that idea from even?? most harmful alter we have is our socialiser who just shows affection by kicking our friends.

the concept of alters having ages is so funny to me bc like why is there fog, the literal weather phenomenon, and why is it in its 40s???

#why do I have an old man in my head #-🪲#sysblr #traumagenic system #system stuff #sys #did system #plural system #did alter #did community #dissociative identity disorder #did #fypシ #fypage #fypツ #fyp #tumblr fyp

bless our s/o and the patience of a saint that they have, I'm suprise that they willingly deal with our bullshit

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when I'm considering kms but then I remember there's people I need to annoy🥹

thinking back to the time June was trying to not be as dehydrated so they'd drink water, but then forget that they did and drink again. which eventually lead to hyperhydration. it wasn't fun.

#-🫧#system stuff #plural system #sysblr #did system #did community #traumagenic system #sys #dissociative identity disorder #fictive #tumblr #tumblr fyp #fyp #fypシ #fypage #fypツ #did alter #stupid #sigh

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