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not my ex requesting to add me back on Snapchat after he ghosted me for 2 years. mourned you for too long, stay dead to me

I remember working on my assignments for my poetry class last year. The only thing I could write about was being alone and separated from you. I could not work on a poem without crying. You were days away from meeting my family, yet I only felt pain when I thought of us. Sure enough I was right all along. How could I be so stupid.

Y’all I am so fed up rn

I started reading the things I wrote during the time I was with you. I always remember thinking I was happy with you- until you were gone. Not sure how my brain managed to forget how painful it was to be with you. How alone I felt.

Idk why but I’m reminiscing being in Mexico when I was younger and staying with my tia gloria

I’m finally feeling like myself again

#january 31

naturaekos

Reminder

Currently at 116 pounds, trying to get abs by summer ☀️

Woke up to a snap saying “you in a dangerous mood lol” from a really cute boy I haven’t talked to in 4 months, then I scrolled up and realized I sent him 7 video snaps while I was drunk... and I have no memory of this :-) great

Somebody pls tell me wtf I sent him

#vanessas holiday party #dec 15 2018

missmalaysia

serotonin producer said fuck work

It’s always a weird experience looking in the mirror while you’re crying. Im always surprised by my reflection. I expect to look in the mirror and see something hideous- but I look, and it’s just me. I see a young girl crying, and I feel bad for her. I find myself wanting to comfort her. But it’s just me. And I realize all the hate and frustration I have towards myself is completely made up in my head. All the insecurities and self doubt is all my own doing. And I don’t know how I got here or why I believe these awful things to be true, but looking in the mirror brings me back to reality. And I think, maybe it is all just in my head..

#i dont know #dec 12 #2018

I miss all of it

#fuck you