your superhero

Kasey Matsen. 23. Police Officer. “For there is nothing heavier than compassion. Not even one's own pain weighs so heavy as the pain one feels with someone, for someone, a pain intensified by the imagination and prolonged by a hundred echoes.”

[kasey-matsen]

whispers is anyone still alive

[scarredheartvalentino-blog-blog]

Alright, awesome! So do like actual fun drinks like alcohol and stuff or would you rather just go get some coffee?

[kasey-matsen]

See, I should be responsible and say coffee. But I really don't want coffee. So, I'm going to go with fun drinks.

[scarredheartvalentino-blog-blog]

You need a break, then. Want to go get a drink or something with me? I don’t mean like a date or anything but you just seem stressed so I suggest you take a break.

[kasey-matsen]

A not date drink break sounds amazing right now.

[crash-jesse]

I feel the same way.

[kasey-matsen]

It's crazy. Now that I have some spare time I feel like I'm forgetting to do something.

[scarredheartvalentino-blog-blog]

What have you been busy with?

[kasey-matsen]

Work. Lots of work.

[kasey-matsen]

I feel like I've barely had time to breathe these past couple of days. 

[garrxderik-deactivated20150603]

— Today at work some guy wore green bright socks under his grey slacks and a bright pink tie. I don’t understand, don’t they have a fashion sense?

[kasey-matsen]

I mean, that seems like some pretty amazing style to me.

[beckfrayn]

Pfft, I break the law all the time and you don’t see me trying to bribe you. (I really don’t, I’m a good boy, promise.) People are just idiots, you know? That’s just how it is.

[kasey-matsen]

Well, there was that drink you bought me at the bar... I'm kidding. It's just that everything comes with a price for some people y'know? Very few people can do something nice just for the sake of being nice. 

[sullyxblake-deactivated20170328]

Alright, That’s enough cheesy movie shit for one day.

Yeah, yeah. Whatever. Nice to see you again, I guess.

[kasey-matsen]

Whatever you say, mate. It's nice to see you again too. How are you besides annoyed by people wanting you to sign their boobs?

[sullyxblake-deactivated20170328]

The person you’re looking for is long gone, Sweetheart.. What did you say your name was again? Didn’t I hit on you at a bar once?

And you’re not wrong.. Not fully.

[kasey-matsen]

I don't believe that. He's still there. Just hiding. And I'm Kasey. We talked very briefly at the bar, yes. 

I'm glad. I'm even more glad that you can see at least some of what I see.

[greenetalks]

Care to give some of those free doughnuts to a ravenous hospital patient?

[kasey-matsen]

Of course. You must be slowly starving to death having to live on hospital food. 

[beckfrayn]

Eh, you get used to it. I mean, it’s kinda like being a cop, right? You get all those cool cop perks.

[kasey-matsen]

I mean, yeah. We definitely get some perks, or like bribes. I dunno. People like to think that if they are really nice to a cop, it gives them a right to break the law. But it really doesn't work like that.

[kasey-matsen]

hi friends 

today has been long and crazy and i have a lot of homework and a big project due tomorrow that im kinda stressing out about but im taking a break

anyway replies are coming they just might be slow and far apart okie 

much love

[beckfrayn]

I just think like, if people like to treat me like someone useless because I don’t talk, then why not just make it seem like that and use it to my advantage?

[kasey-matsen]

It's good that there is a way that you can use that to your advantage, because that would be a horrible thing you have to deal with all the time. 

[sullyxblake-deactivated20170328]

Enlighten me then, Sweet cheeks. Exactly what do you see in me?

[kasey-matsen]

Well, obviously I see someone who is very talented. I see someone who is very hard on themselves. And not in like, "I'm hard on myself so I can get better" kind of way, but kind of in a self hatred sort of way. It makes me sad to see. You act like you dislike your fans, but it's because you don't think you're worthy of their time and affection. It seems like you've deemed yourself unworthy of love in general. You don't see any good, but I do. I think there is some hiding in there. 

But, hey, those are just my observations. I obviously don't know you super well, or at all really. So, I could be wrong. 

[jacksonelliot-blog-blog]

In theory it should be the sweetest thing ever. They’re more of a boy blocker and intrusive onto my personal life. I moved here to be me and they followed me, so I’m not exactly thrilled with them. Wait- really? Wow, I’m actually surprised that some people are like the ones on TV. Have you ever like- dealt with the mob or something?

[kasey-matsen]

They just care. Awe, I think that is just really sweet. They moved here to keep an eye on you. Awe. Some people are just really abrasive, and that definitely comes out in the interrogation room. But sometimes that necessary y'know? I mean, I haven't dealt with the mob, but I've been involved with some things regarding some teen gangs and such. It was, uh, it was rough. 

[beckfrayn]

I simply only understand because I am one of those guys who gets the perks. The thing is that they must be used to an advantage rather than a disadvantage.

[kasey-matsen]

Yes, exactly. Just taking the negatives you're given and turning them into positives.