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I lick my fish reverently

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Home from trip

Back on Meds. They are working, I forgot to take them one day on my trip and had an episode, it's amazing that science has invented the chemical solution to hysteria.

This got me thinking... Managing 'BPD' takes two.. I take as much accountability as I can for my episodes considering I cannot prevent them 100% (BPD episodes are scary and hurtful so there is alot of accountability to be taken), but no matter what I do, if the other person can't trust me then it's impossible to come to a happy conclusion. But you know, it's possible. I would say that, 'it's hard to come by since not many people can understand it', but I think that instead it's something you need to learn to teach people to understand, and get lucky enough to find someone who is mature enough to really absorb it.

Really i'm just happy I finally have someone who can withstand me cursing and swearing at them in one moment and gently comfort me the next. Yaknow. The outburst shouldn't have happened in the first place, but at the very least you understand it's an affliction out of my control & it happened because I care about you, and those emotions can be felt.

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Milky Elf

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I like to scroll down your page all the way to the bottom when I feel alone. It makes me smile because you draw things which could be considered ‘frightening’ or ‘grotesque’ in a way witch is beautiful. I draw things which are beautiful in a way that is hideous. There is a sort of reassurance there. I digress.

Could you draw something inspired by decay? (If not that’s all-right OuO)

Thank you for shareing your art<3

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Something sooo fun about your art... is it a fetish thing? What interests you in drawing such obscure stuff? Apologies if worded weirdly English isn't my first 🥲

Fetish is a big part of it yes though i'm not particularly making my works for fetishistic gratification as much as I am trying to potray a feeling/emotion/sensation. And I guess anything I find really cute that gives me that 'kyun' feeling too.. (amputees are very cute the same way a manx cats tail is very cute, seeing characters uncomfortable/confused is cute, etc.)

There is a really beautiful surrealist atmosphere to fetish art that I want to contribute to, & I like the complex feeling that abstract sexually charged situations give. More recently i've become more indulgent now that I feel a lot less shameful regarding anything morally dark. I want to draw all kinds of things.

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My recent drawings might be too risky to post here but I will try it anyway...

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Thoughts on “guilty pleasure” media? Like a media you fully aware that it’s kinda dogshit but can’t help but to enjoys it nonetherless 🥲 mine is Euphoria

I think the value in anything lies in the observer, of course. And even in something ‘dogshit’ theres always going to be a quality within that which always brings you back… That is nuanced, and outshines the surface level flaws of the piece, because You observed it. I think the art itself is only 1 half of the experience, and the observer completes it with their own projection. That observation is an important catalyst which can transform something shit into a masterpiece… I think complete garbage and Shit and Filth is sacred & to be held dearly, shit and filth is potent fertilizer for beautiful flowers after all.

Euphoria is a tricky one because it’s not necessarily ‘dogshit’ (makes you think of that one scene.. lol) it’s just a game written with sexual gratification as it’s first priority. It’s a nukige about rape, but for that reason it’s able to explore a lot of emotions and reactions in it’s characters that not alot of stories can, and it does make a point to depict it.

Personally I really enjoy Clockup’s ryona & guro titles, i’d say it’s a guilty pleasure of my own. I don’t think any of them are that amazing but I do like the debilitating imagery of guro & the characters are very symbolic, idols absorbing pain & sin. It’s very beautiful 2 me.

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Thankyou for the requests recieved, i’m holding onto them for warmups and such…

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I feel like there's a certain "Shiki" inspo on your artstyle (the anime)... Do you know it?

You’d be correct, I really love Shiki’s design. In particular Muroi, I think it shows. I’ve used him as a muse in the past.

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