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Too much death today, family friend died this morning, our japanese maple was dead had to be cut down today, and I found 3 dead baby birds in my driveway. I cried for them.

Don’t know what kind of omen this is, gave me a bit of a mad euphoria.

When is ur birthday? :)

August 26, I am a Virgo & year of the Snake

#ask #My moon is sagittarius is that too much info

Did you take down your grass wonder art? I have been looking for it and I cannot find it

Ah I had it accidentally left on private, that's why... Here :)

#ask

Hello friends I would like to receive some novel recommendations Dark topics are good, psychological horror etc... Thanks.

I lick my fish reverently

Home from trip

Back on Meds. They are working, I forgot to take them one day on my trip and had an episode, it's amazing that science has invented the chemical solution to hysteria.

This got me thinking... Managing 'BPD' takes two.. I take as much accountability as I can for my episodes considering I cannot prevent them 100% (BPD episodes are scary and hurtful so there is alot of accountability to be taken), but no matter what I do, if the other person can't trust me then it's impossible to come to a happy conclusion. But you know, it's possible. I would say that, 'it's hard to come by since not many people can understand it', but I think that instead it's something you need to learn to teach people to understand, and get lucky enough to find someone who is mature enough to really absorb it.

Really i'm just happy I finally have someone who can withstand me cursing and swearing at them in one moment and gently comfort me the next. Yaknow. The outburst shouldn't have happened in the first place, but at the very least you understand it's an affliction out of my control & it happened because I care about you, and those emotions can be felt.

#I hope others can do their best with their diagnosis and find success as well #There is a lot of pain and humiliation leading up to enlightenment though. Unfortunately.#c'est la vie

Milky Elf

I like to scroll down your page all the way to the bottom when I feel alone. It makes me smile because you draw things which could be considered ‘frightening’ or ‘grotesque’ in a way witch is beautiful. I draw things which are beautiful in a way that is hideous. There is a sort of reassurance there. I digress.

Could you draw something inspired by decay? (If not that’s all-right OuO)

Thank you for shareing your art<3

#ask #Thank you for the message short on words because i'm feeling shy today

Something sooo fun about your art... is it a fetish thing? What interests you in drawing such obscure stuff? Apologies if worded weirdly English isn't my first 🥲

Fetish is a big part of it yes though i'm not particularly making my works for fetishistic gratification as much as I am trying to potray a feeling/emotion/sensation. And I guess anything I find really cute that gives me that 'kyun' feeling too.. (amputees are very cute the same way a manx cats tail is very cute, seeing characters uncomfortable/confused is cute, etc.)

There is a really beautiful surrealist atmosphere to fetish art that I want to contribute to, & I like the complex feeling that abstract sexually charged situations give. More recently i've become more indulgent now that I feel a lot less shameful regarding anything morally dark. I want to draw all kinds of things.

#ask

My recent drawings might be too risky to post here but I will try it anyway...

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