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Sweet Seals For You, Always
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@kassandraleia
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Our little diwata (fairy) ready to make our dreams and wishes come true... đđđ #leiakassandra #princessleia #ourprincess #elevenmonths #soontobetoddler #dreamsdocometrue #mylife #mylove #mommysprideandjoy
Reminiscing. Kinda emotional because our little munchkin will be a toddler soon. @lp_pavon #flashbackfriday #leiakassandra #motherhood #parenthood #besthoodever
Leia Kassandra's Birth Story
Wow. September? Already?! I can't believe it's been almost a year since I gave birth to my cute little munchkin! few weeks more and she's officially a toddler! *bracing myself*. I was looking back to her newborn photos and my photos when I was pregnant and up to this moment, I'm still in awe how I was able to carry her in my tummy for 40 weeks and 2 days up to the time I was sliced to take her out of my body. God is just AMAZING. Since Kassie will be turning one soon, I want to share one of the wonderful moments in our lives...my labor and her birth story. My original due date was September 28th. I thought she'll come out earlier as I was already 3cm dilated a week before I was due. Yes, I was 3cm dilated for one week! I also had false alarm moment, it was night of Sept.26th as I was having contractions. But when we got into the maternity ward and put on all the strap to monitor me and Kassie, the contractions stopped. And so we were sent home. Then I had another check up on the day of my due date, and there's still no sign that Kassie will come out soon. Since I was considered high risk because of my gestational diabetes and my OB, Dr.Johanna Su at St. Jude, was not comfortable me going for another week, she already scheduled me for induced labor -October 1st. Obviously it didn't happen. Just like any other first time moms, I have a birth plan. And just like any other first time moms who had birth plans, not all those were followed. Well, except that I was able to take a bath every single day (and night) as I was anticipating labor and I don't want to go to delivery room stinky. So my birth plan includes: no one will be on the labor room except me, hubby and the nurse. My Coldplay playlist to keep me calm. My personal blanket. Epidural. Normal delivery. And breastfeed right after birth. It was 3am of September 30th 2014 when I woke up with strong contraction. It went away so I decided to go back to sleep. Before hubby left for work at 430am, i told him not to put his phone on silent mode "just in case" because my contractions were on and off already. At 5:30am, the contractions were getting stronger. Stronger than the usual menstrual cramps. "This is it." So I called hubby and told him to come back home. The diaper and maternity bag has been ready for a month before my due date so all I need is to change clothes while waiting for hubby. I forgot to glamorize myself for photo op since I'm already preoccupied with the contraction pain. At 6:15am, we were already in the hospital, me, hubby and my mother in law (remember my birth plan?) My regular OB was off that day so the on-call OB took over. I was already 5cm dilated when they checked me in at the delivery room. The contractions were so strong that I asked for epidural right away. 30 minutes after, I was finally relieved from the pain. And since my mother in law was already with us on the labor/delivery room, it would be unfair not to call my mom. So she and my aunt went to the hospital too. Yes, my labor ordeal was now a family event. #SMH At 2:30pm my water broke and I was almost 9cm dilated. The OB thought I will be ready to push for few more minutes, just need to wait until Kassie's head is in ideal position so I can push. Didn't happen. At 4pm I was still 9cm dilated and they have to put some water back. Kassie's head was still facing my pelvic bone. At 4:45pm, the OB went back to check on me and Kassie, I was stuck at 9cm and Kassie's fetal heart rate dropped twice already. "We have to do an emergency C-section", OB said. Oh no! I wasn't prepared for C-Section. But we just have to do whatever would be the safest option for the baby. The surgery team was quick. By 5pm I was already on the operating table. Hubby was by my side holding my hand while his other hand is holding his phone to take videos. I was shaking. I asked the anaesthesiologist if it's normal, and he said yes. He gave me more numbing medication and that's the side effect. I forgot about my iPod, my birthplan Coldplay playlist... But guess what, during the 15 minute c-section delivery, Princess of China and Clocks were playing on the background! That was the quickest 15 minutes of my life. Then I heard her cry. I was relieved. What a precious cry. Hubby left me and went to the baby. After the nurse cleaned her up she gave me the baby and I hold her for few seconds. I gave the baby to LP as I was feeling nauseous and about to throw up. Kassie had her "unang yakap" with her daddy. They sent us to a small room for a babymoon. Just me, hubby and Kassie. LP was holding Kassie during her first few hours outside the womb. When I was already feeling better, he gave me Kassie and I breastfed her. It was the best feeling ever. At 8:30ish we were already in my room. The baby was roomed-in. Thank God i was in a baby-friendly hospital. I was so tired, exhausted and in pain, but I couldn't sleep. All I want to do is stare at her. After six years of waiting, I am finally a mommy. #worththewait Oh you know what happened to my personal blanket? LP ended up using it. That's how My birth plan and birth story goes.
2014 was so far the #BestYearEver! Looking forward to 2015 - to create & collect happy memories! #NewYear #2015 #NewYearsKiss
Our Christmas Miracle Story
It took me a while to share this story because I am having second thoughts, but then I want to keep my promise to the Lord to share the good news when it happens. I hope that this story will serve as an inspiration to others, to never lose hope and stay in faith, and that God is never deaf to our prayers. LP and I have been married for six years, when we got married in 2008, we planned to start a family right away, but it didn't happen. It was in 2009 when we found out that I am fertility challenged, I have a medical condition that prevented me from getting pregnant. That same year, I had a surgery to correct it, however, time passes by and I still I am not getting pregnant.  I was devastated and depressed, all our friends already have a baby, except us. I stopped going to the doctor since then. I thought, if it's meant to happen, it will happen. Then in 2012, my best friend kept on bugging me to see another specialist, she referred me to her friend's doctor who got pregnant through In Vitro Fertilization or IVF. At first I was really annoyed that I don't want to talk to her anymore, but then I gave in. So Sept. 2012, I went to see this doctor and there we found out that the previous surgery was unsuccessful and my left fallopian tube was in bad shape that it needs to be taken out. That means, it will lower my chance to really get pregnant. So I had another surgery that same year. Fast forward to 2013, 4 months after the surgery, we started the more advanced procedure. We tried artificial insemmination - four times to be exact, all unsuccessful. We're already emotionally, physically, financially and spiritually exhausted. The last plan is to proceed to the more intensive procedure which is IVF. I've been having second thoughts of doing it, what if it doesn't work? We'll be drowned to debt, and what we're going through is already straining our marriage. But I want to have a child so badly that I will do everything we can do. So we agreed to do the IVF, I said to myself, "this is our last chance". So in October 2013,  my doctor scheduled me to start the medications January 2014 and the procedure in February. I've been preparing physically and emotionally since then. My husband and I kept it to ourselves, even our family didn't know what we're going through. Then in December 2013, I thought of going to Simbang Gabi ( nine day novena in preparation for the birth of Jesus Christ) this time, with much conviction to complete it no matter what (i used to go to simbang gabi before but I couldn't complete it). So I did. Even if Im exhausted from work overtime plus I have cough and colds, I prayed and prayed, called all the angels and saints to wake me up so I can go to the early dawn mass. My intention then was for the IVF procedure to work. I prayed not only to God but to Mama Mary as well, I told her I want to experience the joy when she had Jesus. For nine days, I keep on praying for the IVF procedure to work as planned. Fast forward to January 2014, the month I am supposed to start taking medications before the procedure....my period never came. I decided to take a pregnancy test. I was so nervous and almost not wanting to do it as I was traumatized with previous negative pregnancy tests, being heartbroken month after month for several years is no joke and here we go again....but I have to do it, so there, peed on the stick... waited for 3 minutes...and saw the biggest shock of my life! Two lines! POSITIVE! I won't forget that day, it was January 19, Feast Day of Santo Nino. God has finally answered our prayer!!! I got pregnant naturally, no medical intervention. I said to myself, it was God. There goes my christmas miracle story.... I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl last September 30th, we told our family and friends our story, that our baby is a 'simbang gabi' baby. :) God really works in mysterious ways. He answers our prayers during the most unexpected moment, where he will be glorified the most. He doesn't say no to our prayers, but he answers it in His perfect time. :) Now I'm attending again the simbang gabi as a thanksgiving. And hopefully, in God's will, in His next perfect time, He will grant us another child, hopefully this time a baby boy. âș
My fur baby and my little princess! Finally, Peanut's not scared of Kassie anymore. đ #Peanut #LeiaKassandra #BFF
Sometimes it's ok to say NO.
I will not let myself or anyone from my family be psychologically manipulated and belittle us with our current status. #WeAreHappy #Contented #LivingANormalLife #NoToMLMCult
Please Donât Do This
Please Donât Trade Your Friendships For Your Downline
I have had multiple friends who began selling MLM products and because most MLMs encourage you to start by selling to friends and family to build up your network they came to me with an âopportunityâ.
I love chatting about business and could do so for hours with about anyone, but I donât want to be mislead.
Please donât ask me to get together because we havenât hung out in months, when your true intention is to recruit me.
The problem is that when you begin leveraging your relationship with your family and friends to corner them with your âopportunityâ you quickly erode the relationship.
As Warren Buffett has said, âIt takes 20 years to build a reputation and five minutes to ruin it.â  So it is with relationships.  All the trust that took years or decades to build, can quickly diminish when your friends feel manipulated by you.
Please remember that friends should be straight with each other. We have been through so much together and I am not giving up on you, so please donât give up on me because I didnât join your MLM.
To be clear, I donât at all have a problem chatting with you about the MLM, but just be honest with me and say thatâs why you want to get together.  Just donât tell me that it is because you miss spending time together.
When all is said and done I donât care how amazing the product is.  I donât care how much money there is to be made.  I donât care how it is revolutionize the world. I just want you to be my friend.Â
From: http://christianpf.com/dear-friend-mlm/loo
Happy Thanksgiving! #KassiesFirstThanksgiving
Got Milk?
Today we found ourselves back to the lactation consultant. This is our 3rd visit within 8 weeks of giving birth. Yes, I belong to that few first time moms having issues on breastfeeding, unfortunately. From sore and cracked nipples, âlow milkâ supply, baby having jaundice, engorgement, nipple confusion⊠name it, I had it all! And because I really wanted to give the best for my baby, and that is to breastfeed her, I was armed and dangerous⊠with lanolin creams, nursing pads, nursing cover, electric pump, milk storage bag, nipple shield, and knowledge (thank God for Google!)âŠyes, I have become a breastfeeding guru. But why am I still having issues with breastfeeding?
Kassie had a mild jaundice when she was born so the pediatrician recommended to supplement her with formula worried that Iâm not producing âenoughâ milk. She also had me use a pump to measure how many ounces of milk my baby was taking. I shouldn't have listen.... but I was not armed with breastfeeding knowledge 8 weeks ago. Since breastfeeding is a natural thing to do, I thought it would be a breeze. Just a thought. And so my breastfeeding challenges begin.
Since I am supplementing my pretty little one, either with my expressed breast milk or formula, she eventually developed nipple confusion (I therefore conclude Tommee Tippee closer to nature bottle is NOT TRUE). Itâs really hard to latch her, especially now that she knows how easy it is with a bottle. But then I tried really hard to put her on my breast until she re-learned to nurse directly from me to the point that I am almost ready to ditch the formula and started freezing some breast milk (for when I go back to work). Not until one day when she went on nursing strike.
I donât know what happened that made her so mad with the boobies. Even just putting her on nursing position, be it cradle or football position, she would not just cry but scream. I'm pretty sure I have enough milk since every time I nurse her, I can hear her swallow, and milk drips from the side of her mouth too, plus the diaper count and loud burp after feeding. So we decided to take a break. After two days, I tried to nurse her again. I did it slowly, I made sure she's on a good mood and we did it kangaroo style. And I succeeded...but only for a short time. She will only nurse for 10 minutes, sometimes not even two minutes. Why is it too hard to understand babies?
So I decided to go back to the lactation consultant. Today there were 7 other moms and babies with same issues - baby refuses to latch, engorgement, sore nipples, etc. Listening to each other's stories made me realize that breastfeeding is not just about feeding your baby. It's a journey, and each mom dreams of a wonderful journey, sad to say that those 7 moms and babies, including me and Kassie, are on the rough road. But despite of these setbacks, we keep on looking for an alternate route to create a wonderful journey...if one of us won't succeed, then at least we tried, right? Â Â
I won't give up. As long as there's milk coming out of me, I will thrive and do my very best to give it to my daughter. Whatever it takes. Â
A letter to my dear Kassie's daddy...
It's been 8 weeks since our precious little angel was born, and I admit the first few weeks has been really hard, I was sleep deprived, in pain, stressed, overtired (plus the raging hormones!)... and Im taking it out on you. And now na naka recover nako, I just want to say sorry... the truth is, I really appreciate all your efforts and I enjoy watching u and Kassie together... you're doing great as a dad! pagpasenshahan and please understand kung minsan (or most of the time!) praning ako, maybe because it took us a long time to have a child and she's just too precious to me. Anyways, thank u for taking care of us! Now Im ready for baby #2!
Unang Yakap
" I could stay awake just to hear you breathing, Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender, I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure..." #GoodNight #LeiaKassandra #loveofmylife #motherhood #Blessed
I love u baby! I'll probably say and do things that will drive you crazy (the way your Papa Nols did! don't worry, slight lang.đ). But know this... itâS because I love u very much. #LeiaKassandra #loveofmylife #myeternalsunshine #motherhood #Blessed #ForeverGrateful
Mommy, I think I like it here! @lp_pavon #HomeForTonight #KassiesFirstHotelStay #PechangaResort #TheDaddyIsNowOnLeave #QualityTime
My two babies! I finally have a picture of them together! âșâș @lp_pavon #LeiaKassandra #MyFirstBorn and the #furbaby