Kasten

"knowledge increases sorrow", "Accept the human condition", And relax to some music while you contemplate

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“Some of the greatest battles will be fought within the silent chambers of your own soul.”

— Ezra Taft Benson

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My life

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Christianity

Following my Lord since I was kid, learning from my elders and learning from the past and the morals in the bible and the new book of mormon. It's taught me many things and I've taught myself much on my journey through trial and error. Now I know enough, life in this world has gone hectic and goodness cannot be found nor honor or common sense within anyone I meet that is my peer.

It fills my heart with sarrow that now I'm left alone, utterly alone upholding my beliefs and new views to only realize I've been brainwashed through social norms and the acceptance of the devils sins through communities I've been in even they seem innocent.

Most folks won't understand, it would be harder for them to learn as I did.

The more I think about it the more I realize the sin of man around me and it reminds me of how I'm alone in this world nothing but crippling depression as my best friend.

Seeking holiness is the new goal, but seeking the right place to practice is more important.

Christ and my Lord is what will save me in the end as long as I do their bidding willingly as I struggle every night with this curse in my mind that brings me low and causes me to sloth around daily.

I only wish for company but that is a leisure I cannot afford.

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The famous filthy frank

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I've been Feeling suicidal And if I need remind you it's not coming from my heart or my brain.

I was thinking about how great it would be if I could make the tightness in my chest go away.

"A portrait Of" by "sorority noise"

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I grow tired of the heavy feeling of dark and emptiness in my heart. Nothing can comfort me truly anymore it seems.

I'd rather be among the dead now.

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Is there anything I could do?

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And you'll stay above me forever...

Just like you stay above me now...

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"Midwestern dirt" by "Dear and the Headlights"

I want to bury your face in the midwestern dirt 

To dull the shape

And cut that hand that changed my name

Polishing

And my next words could be my last

My clumsy mouth and the egg shells cracked

And oh no, oh no, oh no no, oh no, oh no no

I'm sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

Sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

Did you ever want to start?

Or just watch my love

Some impulse buy

You couldn't take your eyes off of

Some clean white slate for you to fill in the blanks

Then show me off

You show me off

And my next words could be my last

My clumsy mouth and the egg shells cracked

And oh no, oh no, oh no no, oh no, oh no no

I'm sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

Sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I'm sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I'm sinking in deeper, Midwestern dirt

I'm sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I'm sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I'm sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I'm sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

And you'll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you'll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you'll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you'll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you'll stay above me here forever

Just like you stay above me right now

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What a wonderful way to get burned.