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the man’s gaze lifted from the soft features of the newborn in his arms and focused on those of his wife, and he lifted an eyebrow as he smiled. “you might be a little biased there, but i can’t disagree with you. they are pretty freaking cute.” he readjusted a bit in his chair so he could have a better view of his wife holding the other newborn. it was so strange, it was as if each time he saw the scene it was the first time he saw it. each time, a knot formed in his throat, and this almost unbearable urge to cry made his arms fill with goosebumps. but instead of crying, he cleared his throat and gave the brunette a soft smile. “blue,” he mumbled as he pointed at the baby in his arms, “green,” he added, pointing to asher. “got it.” he sighed. “i think felix looks a bit more like you. asher looks a lot like how emma looked when she was born. i think she would’ve loved to be a big sister. or maybe she would’ve bee super jealous. who knows? with two baby brothers, it’s kinda hard to tell.” he stopped his own thoughts with another sigh. “but yeah, i think felix has some of your features. i’d know - i do enjoy looking at your face as often as possible, i can comfortably say i have it memorized.” sam added with a smile.
sam let out a chuckle at his wife’s compliment, unable to think of what to say in reponse. “thank you, baby.” he didn’t want to doubt her, but he couldn’t help but wonder how long it’d be until he made a mistake he wouldn’t be able to fix. it was an overwhelming feeling, wanting - no - needing to protect his family yet not having control over every possible situation. well, this would probably just have to be something he discussed with his therapist next time he saw him. “i have no idea what we’ll do when they start crying at the same time,” he chuckled lightly. “but hey, i do have some experience with babies. it is why you accepted resume, isn’t it? for the baby daddy position.” he smiled a bit wider at his own silly joke. “i’m here to help you figure this out. seeing you with them, like this, i’m sure it’ll come naturally to you. i can see it, you have that… what would you call it? this… unconditional love built in.” that was true. after everything, all the time they’d been apart and how she still loved him as much as she did… it was obvious their children wouldn’t be lacking any of their mother’s affection. as he held his wife’s hand, and she kept on telling him sweet words, he kissed the back of it a couple more times before he looked up at her. “come on kate, it’s the absolute least i could do, after having you carry both of these chunksters. how did they even fit in there? i can’t imagine how that felt. you’re incredible.” still holding her hand, he rubbed the side of his face on the back of her hand, beard and everything. “do you need anything? i think if i can’t help, the nurse definitely can. since, you know, she’s actually qualified.” sam added, refusing to break physical contact with his wife, now resting his cheek on her hand.
Asher and Felix were so precious and Kate still couldn’t believe that they were finally here. She had waited so long to become a mother and she was so happy. Happier than she had ever been in her entire life. “It’ll be interesting to see who they take after as they get older.” Kate hoped they were mini clones of Sam. She loved her husband so much and wanted that for him. She couldn’t imagine what it was like losing a child, and she was proud of him for how well he seemed to be holding it together right now. This was the happiness he needed. They both needed it. At the mention of Emma, she nodded her head. “Well, we can take them to see Emma. We can make a tradition out of it,” she suggested. “I guess you’re right, he kind of does have my nose,” she said, studying Felix’s little face a bit closer. “If anyone knows my face best it’s definitely you.”Â
“I’m sure it won’t be too long until I starter to feel slightly overwhelmed, but I know you’re right here no matter what,” Sam was always reassuring, unlike her ex-husband. He was never there for her when she needed him. Kate felt like she was meant to be a mother, but of course she was still second guessing herself and she was sure she would continue to do so. “Exactly, that’s the whole reason we got back together. I needed a baby daddy,” she teased, letting out a laugh. “They just melt my heart every time I look at them,” she said before kissing the tiny baby on the head once again. “I never would have thought us reuniting at that library would ever lead to this. I’m so glad it did,” Sam was the love of her life and being able to have two perfect children with him was a dream come true. She felt so lucky. “To answer the question, I’m really not sure how they did. I won’t lie, I was pretty miserable the last few weeks.” All she had really done was lie around. “No, I think I’m just fine for now. I won’t say no to some McDonald’s in a little bit, though. A McDouble and a large fry sounds amazing.”Â










