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[girlnephew]

[alanqar-nader]

when did you join tumblr? (don't vote without reblogging)

before 2010

2010-2013

2013-2016

2016-2019

after 2020

Voting ended onAug 13

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[memorycycle]

he stole 1 penny from her hot dog cart and she chased him across the world and her hot dog cart sat there and nobody touched it out of respect

[memorycycle]

the hot dog stand was there for 100 years and nobody touched it out of respect and the rain didnt rain on it and the wind didnt blow it and time didnt decay it and 100 years later when she got her penny back the hot dog stand started coughing and the neighborhoods kids said whats wrong and it started coughing and said i dont have much time left and they said no and the hot dogs started smelling bad and the kids cried and the kids started smelling bad and the candles started smelling gioood

[flipchild]

System of a down in 2026

"Hawk Tuey!" lol

[reishi-with-the-shorks]

wake up! on that thang

[flipchild]

i dont think you hawk. in. my. self-righteous tuahcide

[niceinchnails]

real streaming site called 67 movies northern lion

[niceinchnails]

They got servers called ice wizard and hog rider

[kath-artic]

took my gorilla puppet to watch the meteor shower on the beach and then emptied my diva cup into the ocean #newmoon

[kath-artic]

What does girlhood mean to you? Moreover, does your fear of being perceived 'incorrectly' kneecap your connection girlhood more than to yourself?

i dont know that it actually means anything in particular, but there is a definite part of me associated with it that has been avoided and is therefore undevelopped and childlike. i think my fear of being perceived incorrectly has subsided more recently (still there to a degree), but when i'm in settings that demand a certain part of me to come out, there's just no one there. i notice it a lot when talking to kids. i know what i want to say to them, but i all the sudden become weirdly shy and insecure and afraid of saying the wrong thing. i lose the ability to improvise and be authentic. i feel like if i could learn to teach that rule-fearing child self that its good to take risks, i wouldn't be short circuiting like this. there's then also just the whole sexuality element of feeling detached from my body and overwhelmed by perceived expectation but i feel like i'm beating a dead horse a little whenever i talk about that

[lesserknownwaifus]

madamepee logo woman 

[kath-artic]

thoughts

its something i never really talk about because i dont wanna come off as if i'm like. trying to steal the struggle of the trans community when my problems are objectively less difficult both in the personal sense and in the sense of how society views them but i do think theres a lot i could benefit from in following the lead of trans women. when i was little i was given this christian model of being a girl that meant i was going to suffer and i didnt have a choice and the only good life for me was going to come when i died. i was told about long dead women in my dad's life and when he got drunk, i felt like i was supposed to be them. i became a passenger in my own life, just wanting to observe everything and fade from the scene. i'd scream and cry when i saw myself reflected in the mirrored side of the escalator because i hated that others could see me, that everyone was projecting their idea of what being a girl was onto me. so i adopted this very neuter-masculine persona, completely desexualized myself socially, and kept everything personal secret out of fear that it would corrode when exposed to the air. i denied myself the chance to grow up like a girl, the chance to grow up free, the chance to be a selfish kid. and i was SO obsessed with rules too (still am to a degree). i think what i hated was that being a girl was a choice everyone else made for me that came with different projected definitions, and not something i chose for myself. i think i'd like to choose indifference, to just be without labels, but there is a girl in me who never got to grow up and learn to express herself. and when i see trans women letting that girl inside them grow up for the first time i think maybe it's not to late

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

to every girl whos blod, i mean blog, ive been a part of. thank you. and the virus is spreading. and the tigermen are spreading.

[skarchomp]

5-HOUR VIDEO ESSAY "THE THING YOU LIKE SUCKS": i don't agree and can tell you're simply courting controversy in order to work the algorithm. i will not watch the video. blocked.

5-HOUR VIDEO ESSAY "THE THING YOU LIKE RULES": i already knew that. i will not watch the video. blocked.

[fox-with-five-iiiiis]

[littlegreyzetan]

WAKE UP BRO … … … game gramps uploaded new video … … AWAKE

[kath-artic]

continuity as a person is so crazy. like ive done some shit that i certainly wouldnt do now and i'll apologize for it but its so crazy. like sorry i dont know who that guy was actually lol

[kath-artic]

yesterday was lowkey made by angels. i learned so much

[kath-artic]

had a girls day with some people i knew in college a couple weekends ago and it was nice but i just felt kinda detached and started to get into a bit of a "man i dont know how to talk to people and there's something broken in me when it comes to being in feminine spaces blah blah blah" kinda space but like. got invited to an old high school friends party who i havent seen in 7 years and a bunch of people from our old stage crew friend group were there and we just sat and talked and caught up and i felt both myself in the past and present healing because like. as a teenager i was neverrrr truly vulnerable or myself with people. like i only talked about my shit when it boiled over and i just started trauma dumping all at once. no one knew what i was feeling or thinking from moment to moment though. and i think that went hand in hand with this sense that i wasnt important to anyone (because i didnt let myself be) and it was just like. oh you guys care! you wanna know whats new!! and youre all excited and giggly when i talk about the good things in life!! felt like this

[kath-artic]

yesterday was lowkey made by angels. i learned so much