People always tell me to ''go get therapy'', ''go talk to a trusted adult'', ''go talk to someone you trust''. But I can't. I don't trust anyone, especially adults. Especially counselors and therapists. My parents have only ruined my life, and if I told them about my life, they'd only ruin it more. My counselors have never been interested in helping me, and have blamed every bad thing that happened to me on my behavior, when that wasn't the case. Once, I thought I could trust someone, but it turned out that wasn't true. There was a really nice history teacher I had, and I genuinely thought I could trust her. But I couldn't. She said she ''wasn't qualified'' to help me, and told me to talk to a counselor, because a counselor could ''help me process my feelings''. I can't. I've only had bad experience after bad experience with all my counselors. And, why I thought I could trust her with my feelings? I was bored, so I decided to tell her about a poem I wrote. I told her it was about how I was a burden, how I didn't ask to exist and how as long as I exist and am alive, I'll make others miserable. She got really concerned, and I got annoyed, so I decided to show her the poem. I did, and she became worried, asking me if I wanted to hurt myself and telling me that I was a funny person, and I should be proud of that, and how she didn't like it when people said bad things about themselves. I thought, I could trust her, so I decided to try showing her some of my other poems. But, when I showed them to her, she said she decided not to read them because she couldn't help me and that she was going to show them to the counselor. She also said she wouldn't talk about poems with me anymore. Once, I complained to her about not having any trusted adults, and she said, ''Aw, I think you have a lot of trusted adults''.
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