☔︎𝒌𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒂☔︎

i write and read and cry

[katreadscards]

today i was walking around ledras, and i overheard these two guys talking in persian. they were walking an ugly dog, wearing stupid fitting puffer jackets. dadash, yedafe darya jigh zad. thats what i overheard. chi jigh zad? komakesh kardi? chera dasht jigh mizad? tarside bud, ya jighesh az zoq bud? i wanted more than anything in the world to jump in between their conversation, to be included. please, continue. what happened to darya? im so lonely, and you carry the voice of home. please let me pretend that we are all friends, just for a few hours. let the words that roll off your tongue carry me to a room that only exists in a far away world, lay me gently in a bed ive long outgrown. maybe then when i wake up, they will al be waiting for me in the other room, a cake on the table, a candle already burning. maybe then the missing wont have to stretch over oceans and foreign lands.

[katreadscards]

the bunny is soft and small and ready ready to be loved ready to give love and yet you strike him and kick and scratch you fear the devil you see in him in his red eyes and his pointed ears if only you'd see for just a minute kneel in silence and be gentle you'd feel that his fur is soft you'd feel that his fur is soft.

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Richard siken / dave eggers

[flowerytale]

Frank O'Hara, from “Biotherm (for Bill Berkson)”, The Collected Poems

[katreadscards]

the roach's indelible will to live

tonight, just for tonight i would like to be the roach in the hallway.

with a body doused in pesticide and disfigured by the hands of the slipper, with legs criss crossed and antlers bent in the wrong direction, he still crawls. however poorly, it does not matter for he still crawls from one end of the hallway to the other. and when his aching body has flopped him onto his back, arms crossed at the chest in defeat, he pushes himself with his wings he finds a way he still crawls. and when the setting sun casts the shadow of Death approaching from behind the corner, he looks the other way. not today, he thinks. not today. and so, he crawls.

[katreadscards]

hey

will I be pregnant with twins in the future?

thanks

S.T.

hello! in order to give a more accurate reading, i will need to have a bit more details about your life (name, general background info, star sign, age etc). feel free to message me if you want a more detailed reading! however, the cards said that there is a chance, but it seems very unlikely. maybe you will become pregnant with twins initially, but one of them will eat the other or something. a little trick that my friend taught me in order to see how many children you'd have is to grab a necklace with a heavy pendant at the bottom, and dangle it over your open palm; if the necklace sways back and forth in a straight line, your child will be a boy. if the necklace swings in a circle, it will be a girl. keep repeating this until the necklace stops moving; the amount of times it took for the necklace to stop moving will tell you have many children you'll have! for example, mine stopped moving completely after i dangled the necklace over my palm for the third time, and the pattern was straight line, straight line, circle. this means i'll have 3 kids; two boys and a girl.

[katreadscards]

Hello i saw your post for free reading my question is if i have sucess in my career music and acting? I have not started

My inicials are SB

Thanks

hello! i'm going to need more details abt u in order to give a more accurate reading (name, general background info, star sign, age etc). you can send me a personal message if you want a more in detail reading! however, the cards said that if you pursue a career in only music and acting, at first you may feel relief that you are doing something that you're passionate about, but overall stress and the energy of the people around you will really get to you and affect you negatively. at some point in your career, you may have way too many ideas and will be unable to decide exactly which one you want to do. this is likely because you could be a bit insecure about your abilities and yourself. your success in your music and acting career would likely come later in life, with the help of an older man (whether it be a relative or a love interest).

[katreadscards]

message me for a free tarot reading! i can do - general life reading - love life reading - yes/no questions - any specific questions you have in mind!

[katreadscards]

you drown yourself in a sea of perfume, waves of colorful scents wafting over your body roses pink and prickly and vanilla sweet as a bakery and coconut like the sun shining through the palm trees in the summer and mango heavy and cold on the tongue and cherries glowing red under the sun to drown out the putrid stench the disgusting, gut-wrenching vomit-inducing stench, reminder of a body that's never been loved, a slab of meat that's been discarded over and over again left on the side of the road, the sun's gentle hand stroking rot into its skin the only resemblance of a loving touch. try as you might to cover it, the fumes melt through pouring out the pores of your skin like beams of light and everyone knows. everyone knows everyone knows

[katreadscards]

in my frantic search for sugar i stumbled upon an unlabelled container of salt. harsh and mean,  he scrapes my throat raw as i gulp him down  a teaspoon swirled in with late night tea.  perhaps for tonight the burning will do. perhaps perhaps perhaps

[weltenwellen]

Franny Choi, from "What a Cyborg Wants"

[bnmxfld]

One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.

Jack Kerouac (via bnmxfld)

[katreadscards]

maybe on the moon, I will find love

[stlowens]

George Seferis, tr. by Edmund Keeley & Philip Sherrard from, “Stratis Thalassinos among the Agapanthi.”

[katreadscards]

"Could you get up, just for a few minutes? I don't know what the hell to do. And I miss your voice."

Kafka on the Shore, Haruki Murakami

[katreadscards]

“That night I lie there in the darkness, breathing quietly with my eyes wide open, hoping to catch a figure appearing in the dark. Praying for it to appear, and not knowing if prayers have any effect. Concentrating for all I’m worth, wanting badly for it to happen. Hoping that wanting it so badly will make my wish come true.”

Kafka on the Shore, Haruki Murakami

[katreadscards]

you look back at pictures of all the people you’ve hurt, their faces blurring into one another,

a heavy chain tugs at your heart.

it wraps around you, rattling, shaking, dragging you down

down

down

you search the sky for forgiveness but the sky’s empty

the boats are floating, the fish are flying.

you’ve reached the end, there is no more depth.