!!!! I need help getting back to work.!!!!
Guys, things here at home are difficult.
The Social Security (INSS here in Brazil) does not help me, they just keep toying with me even when I’m always presenting reports from all my doctors saying that I have no more conditions to work outside my home. I’m in treatment, I take all my medications right, but I still have panic attacks, anxiety attacks; There are days I can not even go to my yard, can you imagine taking the bus, a train and the subway to work ?
People, besides all that I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia: I have visual and auditory hallucinations; I do and I say things that I do not remember afterwards and that’s scary. I can not trust my own mind, always afraid to do or say something that will harm someone or myself … I live in a state of constant fear and alertness, my mind does not rest right nor my body because of the tension. I’m always tired physically and mentally since I need to police myself so I do not mess up.
I can not cook (I forget things on the stove and I’ve almost caused a fire at home once), I can not have anything sharp near me (when the crises are strong I end up self mutilating. .. I have several scars… or I end up cutting my hair) and I was already hospitalized for a month in the psychiatric ward of a hospital after a second suicide attempt (I cut my wrists and took sleeping pills).
Even with all this difficulty I do not want to give up on life. I thought a lot about trying to kill myself again, but that’s not the solution. So what can I do to continue? What can give me a reason to live and means to support me while the INSS does not help me? The answer was only one: work from home.
Work from home with things I know how to do, and for that I need the right tools. And that’s where you come in.
I will work with everything I can do at home, on the computer and with internet: I will work with drawing, graphic design, review of online / offline games, translations, video creation … anything .. .all things! But for this I need a powerful computer, a good tablet and other materials (in addition to money to pay the internet).
That’s why I will need your help, because the total value of all the things I need is $1.420,90 USD
Yes, it’s a lot of money, but it’s also an investment and the only lifesaver I see right now.
Any value that you (yes … you reading this post) can send will help me A LOT! It does not matter if it’s $ 0.50 cents, 1 dollar or 5 dollars … ANY VALUE will help me get closer to my goals, closer to no longer needing to depend on donations to survive. That is all I can do: the means for me to be able to work on my own and in accordance with my limitations.
If you can’t or don’t want to help I understand. I’ll just ask you to share this post so that it reaches as many people as possible and that some of them can help me.
That’s it, folks. Some of you already know me for years and know of my struggles (many of you helped me a few times in the past too and for that I will be forever grateful) so I’d love to finally say to all of you: This is the last time I’m asking for donations. Now I’ll work and get my own money and maybe I will be the one helping people soon.
Thank you so much for your attention and I’m sorry for all the trouble.
God bless you.
Paypal: [email protected] (if doesn’t work as friends / family choose the option services <3)
For Brazilians: Conta Poupança na Caixa (pode depositar em qualquer lotérica):
Agência: 2871
Operação: 013
Conta: 23680-6
Em nome deTatiana Cristiane Kolisnyk Breves
CPF: 285.297.978-09
Note: I do not have a cell phone but if you want to get in touch with me it can be through facebook or email.
