The Spirit of Perception

"They say curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought her back!" Rise of the Guardians/Multiverse RP account for the OC Katya Auralee, The Spirit of Perception. 

[katyaauralee]

//I joined in the last year, but yeP. 7 yeaaaars. 

[katyaauralee]

[katyaauralee]

“Always happy with you by my side.” 

[katyaauralee]

Definitely, definitely wanna know. Whats going on there ???

//So the tabletop sounds complicated on the surface so bare with me: We were playing was a sort of mix of Kingdom Hearts and a buUUUNCH of other things, where a bunch of players were trying to fix their world which was ravaged by war and death, by fighting this ultimate monster called DREAD in a simulation/dream/game version of the world. There was also a WHOLE group of other villains and such, one amongst them was pretty much the concept of Madness. 

He was working with DREAD to keep our team away from him and with their attention and interests divided. He had kidnapped a bunch of people who were very important to other characters and was keeping them in places that were pretty much impossible to find even through magical means. 

Now Katya in this universe was possessed by the concept of Perception, which basically made them a demigod, (which was appropriate cause it was at the tail end of a seven year long campaign and everyone was at about that level or higher) was using their powers of perception to try and peer out into the universe, specifically looking for any spots that seemed empty, or hidden from view. Madness then crept into their psyche and kept hounding Katya every moment, giving them nightmares and always making them see those distinct yellow eyes, always watching from every corner. That comic is from one point where she woke up from a particularly awful nightmare and the madness in her had reached an extremely detrimental level, to where for one campaign, she was an antagonist. 

[katyaauralee]

“Oh how I miss you dearly,  on days you go away. My heart cannot speak clearly, but resolve it will not sway. As the stars above have shone, Always I will come home, And be back unto you someday.”

[katyaauralee]

“Bittersweet endings, better than no ending at all.” 

[katyaauralee]

“Another me, Another time, Another door waiting to be opened and closed.” 

[katyaauralee]

“This will show my way home to you.” 

[katyaauralee]

“When you thought made me stronger, is this everything you dreamt of?” 

[katyaauralee]

“Sometimes even in waking hours it’s hard to avoid paranoia, and the madness that comes with him.” 

[katyaauralee]

[katyaauralee]

//Anyone still around here? 

[motherednature]

So this blog is going through some major construction verse-wise. The verses labeled ” main ” and ” mirrored souls ” are officially terminated.

That means she’s lost the only lover she’s ever had, and her the reconciliation with her father on top of it. So in my head right now, she’s psychotically deranged due to grief and self-loathing.

However. On this blog, it will be like those two verses never happened in the first place. The new “mainverse”, so to speak, is now called “blinded wrath”, where her volatile emotions would be completely in-character. She has not reconciled with her father, and believes that he hated her/was so disgusted with her, that he just abandoned her to die on a desolate rock. She has never had a lover, and she is very averse to the idea, both out of fear and out of an instinctual belief that she’s a monster

Changes to the relationship page have also been made. There is no longer a Pitch Black that I have interacted with whose relationship goes beyond the books. I also no longer have a Loki Laufeyson who I’ve interacted with enough to build a relationship, and will act like she has never met him before should I interact with one more. That also means there are now no active ships on this blog. Absolutely none.

So in short, like I said in my previous post, beware. She is definitely not a nice person, and she will attempt to insult/hurt your character if you happen to brush over her hair-pin triggers. That goes for all verses to be honest, but just reiterating it just in case.

[katyaauralee]

//Dude, really? I'm sorry but this is going to sound harsh. And I don't know if you are doing this intentionally, but this is really being unnecessarily manipulative. Maybe it's just the way I'm reading it or reading into it but it sounds like you are trying to guilt-trip her into coming back or something. She never said that both muses were gone only that she wasn't gonna do Pitch anymore? I know it's a big deal to lose a mainverse partner and it's okay to be hurt by it but there is no need to express this in a demeaning manner towards the person that left, and for personal reasons. Amber is one of the nicest most intently caring people I have ever met and has never once EVER done anything to intentionally hurt someone. You should know this, if you talk to her and listen to her for a half a second you can see how much of a damn saint that woman is. If she wants to leave a character for peace of mind and safety and sanity then by god she deserves that. You know what she didn't deserve? This. 

[motherednature]

    {❧}; A flash of golden eyes, and immediately she is            focusing her full attention on the carving in the            other’s hands. Something she admired, obviously,            in the Spirit of Perception. Her attention to detail.

                                         ❝      Do you play?  ❞

[katyaauralee]

Her mouth formed a thin straight line, she concentrated more on the blade in her hand and the way it slid around the grain of the wood than the other woman in her presence. "Uh, yeah. Yeah I do." Her tongue poked its way between her chapped lips as she notched out another tiny rose.

[motherednature]

    {❧}; That curly mop of hair could be recognized from a  mile away, even without the aid of omnipresent             powers. Neither maliciously nor particularly amiably,             she addresses the spirit.

                         ❝  Keeping my father busy, I should hope, Katya Auralee?… ❞

[katyaauralee]

Perception half-looked up from her carving to the new intruder to her meadow. Not a face she expected to see at all. "Oh." She paused, collecting her thoughts together in a clearer pattern. "Well sometimes yes I suppose so." Her attention returned to her task at hand, she was about halfway through carving an ocarina from a lovely piece of red oak.

[guardianindarkness]

//SO this is a crappy five minute doodle in honor of the holiday, and in thanks to Xranipari, On-Geese-and-Good-Books, Floatinggoldensands, Chocolatebatsandgummyrats, and Katyaauralee who all made the day fun :D

[torunnthorisdottir]

A Call For Action

Hey everyone, one of my best friends is going through an incredibly hard time right now and could use more than a little encouragement. She is probably the most dedicated, hardworking, kindest person I have ever met. She gives so much to the RP community here on tumblr, be it art, meta, or her amazing prose and character introspection that she regularly posts on her accounts, that it’s only fair that we do something for her. She possesses traits that are admirable no matter what fandom you come from, no matter if you even like characters she plays.

Her Loki Account

Her Pitch Black Account

Please, Please, Please, take just a few seconds to look over her stuff and say a few kind words about it. Please know that this would mean the world to me as she is irreplaceable and instrumental to my own happiness. Assure her that there is always a place in fandom, and that she is appreciated as much as she really is. If you have more than just a few seconds, I ask you to do something really nice for her. Maybe write her an ask or two IC, maybe make a nice little doodle, something, anything, if anyone deserves it it’s her.

I’m really really worried about my friend. So please, if nothing else, signal boosts are appreciated.