i have to learn what i got and what im not, and who i am. 24.04.2018
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i have to learn what i got and what im not, and who i am. 24.04.2018
Isn’t it that date again, the one that was quite awaited,
Perhaps, till only a few years back I suppose,
For the life has passed through the times that became belated,
There’s no you, I’m moved to suppress the feelings which once rose,
But I’m inclined to send a little prayer your way,
May you keep beaming like the sun’s brightest ray.
- DG (NaPoWriMo'18 | Day 13)
Nightmares have come back to haunt me again,
As if they knew of all that I’ve been going through, the pain,
Creating a little jeopardy, driving me insane,
Looking at the mirror in blackness, tears streaming, with disdain.
- DG (NaPoWriMo'18 | Day 24)
“So tired yet afraid to sleep / What if the eyes close and demons creep / Frightened out my wits, terrifying / Monsters await me, I have to be lying.”
- DG (@fragments-of-my-mind )
Often a place of laughter, sometimes tears, but nearly always, a solace, a peaceful resolve for the hearts that perhaps needed some mending or consolation. Creations are mentioned there often, sometimes sanities can be found too if you look closely. A place of recommendations and discussions, of life and the happenings, I am but fortunate and grateful for the words and encouragement which are needed more often than not. Across the continents and oceans, this place exists, at least for now, and the times are cherished whenever visited.
- Fragments (Room 19)
Immersed in the stuff requiring my attention, I am but absorbed within the little needs of life, my head bowed low, in concentration perhaps, or in exasperation, of the destinations to be reached, of the journeys yet to be made, through the hurdles, and exhausted from life plausibly, in the midst of everything, I left my head to see outside my window, a rainbow forming.
- DG (About today: 13th Oct 2020; Rainbow)
And when the darkness surrounded me, I found the doubts within me only rising higher. I thought I could hold on a little longer, 'cause there was nowhere else to flee. Oh, but how wrong was I to tie my hopes where they had no home, and I didn't even realize that chasing after dreams also meant being alone.
- DG
”He saw her scars
and loved her
all the same”
“She saw his demons, and still stayed all the while.”
I couldn’t talk about the thoughts that buzzed through the rooms of my head, for a while too long. I couldn’t bring myself to tell you even, that I felt my life being torn apart, without any particular purpose. These uncertainties clouded my mind, fragmenting my existence apparently, and I couldn’t bear to bring myself to express, other than spilling my pain through the words, that I could push myself to write.
- DG
Take the train back home
Transitions from landscape to cityscape
Teleporting my body into your arms
Transcending emotions
Tender kisses exchanged
Contemplating the moments spent
Changes adrift too many
Crawling within my mind to where you are
Craving the proximity of your fragrance
Caressing your flowing hair at last
Longing for your touch
Leaves are falling outside
Letting go of my anxiety when I'm with you
Lavender is your fragrance
Love me like you do
Knitting my fingers within your palms
Kind softness takes over me as I'm with you
Kindling back the long lost feelings
Keep me so very close to your heart
Kiss me like you do
Hands and legs intertwined
Humble words in my ear
Have faith in us
Hit me with your love
Hold me like you do
Absence otherwise pains too much
Abysmally losing within each other
Answer me through your actions
Allow me to drift to a faraway land
Absorb me whole like you do
Daydreaming when I'm with you
Dystopic dreamscape when you're away
Don't ever let go
Daring to do whatever we want
Darling, I love you
Meandering through the hours without you
Missing you the moment you leave
Mellow becomes the heart
Make me yours forever
My love, I love you too.
Written in collaboration with DG (bold verses) @fragments-of-my-mind it was a great pleasure to write with you again!
A heartfelt collab with the awesome @lexiklecksi =)
This heart of ours
I need you, all of you, all that you keep to yourself.
You can have me, all of me, but all of that will ultimately destroy you.
I’ve been destroyed by you, your eyes, your voice.
I’ve been ruined by you, your fragrance, your smile.
Your actions ruin me, the way you touch the flower’s petal gently, the way your lips shape when you smile.
Your words destroy me, the way your eyes express depth when you speak, the way your voice crashes into a barely beating heart.
You shouldn’t wonder what goes in this heart, it beats for a little while then dies inside, this heart will be the death of mine.
You shouldn’t bother about the heart, that seemed to be touched by the words you spoke, for it ceased to exist, the moment you left.
If I come back will it be returned to your chest? For you, I loved you and for you, I left you.
How could it be, if you come back, but without both of our hearts, what use would that be, to our love and our story?
Would you accept me, if I could bring back the love? The one our souls loved, The one you and I shared.
How can I not, you’ve always been a part of me, even when your heart’s been away, even when my own heart ceased to exist.
If you take me as a part of you, promise me your hand that you’ll never leave me alone, for if you did, I’ll cease to exist.
This hand and existence was and is yours, for only you can handle the chaos within, and I will try to prevent you from ceasing to exist.
Promises aren’t meant to be broken, that’s the reason I loved you, for you, I made a promise within, To hold you and heal you, till you cease to exist.
If that is indeed the reason you loved me, then I cannot let go of that promise either, for I shall exist with you, as a part of you, until I or you cease to exist, for even if we do, we do so together. - @you–she & @fragments-of-my-mind
A heartfelt collab with the amazing @you–she ^^
She was strong but she wasn’t too strong Some nights she cried alone wondering if it would ever change
She was angry but she wasn’t too angry She was soft and crumbled at the sound of his voice
She was sad but she wasn’t too sad She masked her tears and she packed her things and she left
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