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[xconsumed-by-darknessx-blog]

It may not feel like it but we really are trying

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Look, I could give you a big lecture on all the things you gain from loss. Empathy, appreciation, strength, resilience. But we just gotta get you through this first.

[kaybaewrotethat]

hey y’all. i hate doing this but i’m going to be taking an indefinite leave from 1x1, rping, and tumblr. i got back into it around september last year hoping that the concerns and drama that i had before wouldn’t be the same since a lot of time had passed. however, lately i’ve been finding that it’s been causing me more stress than fun. i’m sorry to all my writing partners whose threads i have or will drop because of this. it’s not because of you. it’s simply a me thing so i have to remove myself for my own mental and emotional health. i’m still around on discord to keep up with people so if you’re interested in keeping in touch, you can pm for my discord info. love y’all. stay safe.

[aquamanandfriends]

Night Read

[kaybaewrotethat]

aquamanandfriends‌:

She paused after his offer, the offer he hadn’t thought she’d even consider. “Really?” Was he dreaming? Clutch smiled slowly, “De, you can’t tease me like this, I’m serious. There’s always room for someone. We’ve got this rule that like, you can come with and don’t have to join up. If things get real then, that’s when we do some trials. I can talk with Fearless and make this happen but, you’ve gotta be with us for a whole trip,” he explained.

Was this happening? Were they actually going to do this? It seemed too good to be true. Del lifted her head and gave him a wide smile. “I’m serious too. It’s not like I have anything to hold me back this time. But I’m not just going to be a groupie or a roadie. I want to help. I can work on the bikes. I still remember everything you taught me from before,” she responded, starting to get more and more excited about the prospect of being on the road.

[kaybaewrotethat]

from the ashes

[kaybaewrotethat]

unlawfulx‌:

Hearing the crash was out of place for the town, or well it had been very dull and quiet so the shuddering sound that seemed to shake her core pulled her attention. There wouldn’t be a reason for a car accident or whatever it was to cause such a response in her, but there was something, underlining, a power that pulled her to the sound. She was quite surprised to see the car abandoned, and the body laying rather–unscathed, on the asphalt. She hesitated, this was the stuff she was trying to avoid, things like this, the unexplained, and power…inhuman-like power vibrating through the air. She walked into the road, this particular road being quiet, it was out of the way toward the town, she had used it coming back into town herself, which made her wonder how he’d managed to get out there…especially on foot. When she grew closed he shot up, pausing her in her place before he seemed to piece everything together, “Declan.” She said softly, as if not to startle him, her hand out as if to prove she was here to help, her brown eyes drifting to the car and back to him, “Wh–Are you okay?” She corrected her question as she grew closer, her skin seeming to slowly grow hotter in temperature, her guard rising, as she moved more toward him.

He was still trying to gather his bearings when he heard her voice. “Lucy... what are you doing here? Did you see...” he started asking, getting up from his spot. Declan’s entire body felt like it was on fire, but it wasn’t a painful burning feeling. Rather, there was a warmth that filled him like that of a campfire on a cool evening. His memory of what occurred still had shaken him; however, the question remained of how he could be alive in that moment. It didn’t make any sense. He looked back out to the road and back up to the brunette, eyes searching for answers. It had been a while since he had seen the woman, but he felt a strange sense of safety and trust. “I think I’m okay. Nothing hurts and I don’t seem to have any broken bones...” 

[kaybaewrotethat]

replies to come tomorrow. the three hours of sleep last night is finally hitting me.

[kaybaewrotethat]

persephone-rps‌:

Cecilia bowed her head down in silence at the ambiguous answer that came from his lips. Her father was the most important person in her life and she would be devastated if anything were to happen to him. However, she had to sport a brave face. Much like her father had done countless times in front of their beloved kingdom. Their situation was dire and her heart broke at the mere thought of her family and her people suffering due to this invasion. Perhaps if she were there, she could do something about it. But, she wasn’t. She was stuck miles away from her island.

She nodded her head at his next words,”Thank you for going out of your way to protect me. I apologize for the way I acted before, it was very un-princess like. In my defense, I really did believe I was kidnapped.”

He continued to look out at the sea and gave a simple nod. Paeris could hardly blame her for her reaction. They had kept her in the dark. Even out of necessity, it was a lot for someone to handle without any reassurance for days at a time. He only wondered why her father didn’t clue her in about what was planned. The king clearly had the forethought to have an escape route ahead of time. He could only assume that the king believed that she wouldn’t be willing to go if told to.

“My apologies to you princess for any mistreatment. I know my men are a bit rough around the edges, but they mean no harm. Most days anyways,” he replied. “I should have come and briefed you sooner; however, we had many complications with our routes that kept me on deck.”

[sensoriums]

[musingmemes]

reverse jealous / possessive meme

“he / she wasn’t flirting with me, calm down.”

“they’re just a friend, i swear.”

“you’re being really irrational about all this.”

“you can’t tell me what to do.”

“you can’t tell me who i can and can’t hang out with.”

“there’s no reason for you to be jealous.”

“who cares if they were flirting with me? it doesn’t mean anything.”

“stop treating me like a piece of property.”

“i wasn’t flirting, i was being friendly.”

“i don’t belong to you.”

“calm down. i’m yours, nothing’s gonna change that.”

“are you seriously jealous right now?”

“why does it matter who i was with?”

“i only have eyes for you, you know that.”

“you have nothing to worry about.”

“you need to stop being so controlling.”

“you have no reason to be jealous!”

“why are you acting like this?”

[lilpieceofmyworld]

[pink-usagi]

[lcveology]

have we talked about plots for musicians before they make it big though? because here’s a few:

you just attended one of my gigs away from home, there were barely any people in the audience and i can’t afford gas to go back home just yet. can i crash at your place so i don’t have to sleep in my car?

i play in the streets and you walk past me every day and i make up little songs about something you’re doing/wearing/carrying every time

you saw me crying after one of my emotional songs and checked up on me afterwards

we’re dating and the distance is hard while i’m touring because we can never afford to see each other and my gigs are always during weird hours

i’m touring, you’re hitchhiking, hop in the van and let’s go

i’m famous, you’re not, i just caught you sneaking into one of my parties to hand someone your demo but i’m amused enough to hear you out

one of my bandmates always hooks up with someone after the shows in the space we share so i’m left to fend for myself and you’re sympathetic to my plight

just give me plots where shit is hard and trying and sometimes they think their careers won’t pan out but there’s also a lot of crazy stories and great memories to carry on ok

[kaybaewrotethat]

from the ashes

| muse:  Declan Abbott | open to: m/f/nb | sexuality: heterosexual | suggested connections: someone with the knowledge of the supernatural - friend, girlfriend, passerby, person who was driving the car, someone who found him on the side of the road

Declan awoke with a start. Where was he? The last thing he remembered was walking home and bright lights. Bright lights... they belonged to a car, didn’t they? Suddenly, the memory of the lights barreling closer to him brought back the pain of his entire body breaking. An impact like that should have killed him. In fact, he should have died with the speed that the car had come towards him. Yet, here he was, alive with all of his bones in tact. Where was here exactly? It wasn’t the road that he remembered walking on, but it wasn’t anywhere familiar either. Declan sat up and looked around, trying to see if there was any sign of life or a witness who could explain what happened. “Hello?” he called out.

[aquamanandfriends]

Coffee Time

[kaybaewrotethat]

aquamanandfriends‌:

“Oh god, that is pretty bad,” she sighed, “Okay, you leaving, not that bad now.” Lucy smirked over at him. “Did she actually say ‘the magic’ of it? I can’t believe that,” she shook her head, “Wait I think I had an English Comp class with her, oh my god.”

“Yes, she actually said the magic of it. It was a ten minute tirade about how we were killing our ecosystem by not eating tofu more often. I personally became nauseous through it just because I can’t stomach the food, if you can even call it that,” Adrian confirmed with a nod. “Okay, so you do know her! And now you can commiserate with me. I just hope that your dating life isn’t as terrible as mine.”

[kaybaewrotethat]

dragonfire

| muse:  Aurelia Tullos | open to: m/f/nb | sexuality: bisexual | suggested connections: dragon hunter who was tailing her, villager who accidentally stumble upon her transformation

It was becoming more and more dangerous for Aurelia to remain in her most natural form. The dragon hunters had come out of no where, taking down more and more of her kind. Her species was blamed for the destruction of the land despite the obvious fact that the wars of men had harmed it more than they had. She at the very least was one of the few who could shift down to human form. It wasn’t without its consequences. The transformation was excruciating and the longer that she remained in her human form, the weaker she became. Rae was running out of hiding places. She flew out far enough away from the castle that could be safe. Her wings landed her by the waterfall as her painful transformation back to human began.

[kaybaewrotethat]

stand your ground

| muse:  Celina Laurent | open to: m/f/nb | sexuality: heterosexual | suggested connections: bodyguard, betrothed, lady in waiting, enemy soldier/king

The enemy had broken through the last line of defense and were just moments away from infiltrating the castle. Celina was supposed to be locked down in the cellars of the castle where the women and children were told they would be safe; however, this was her home. She was perfectly capable of fighting. Already, she had been kept away from the battlefield, but this time around, the battlefield was coming to her. She slipped away from her hiding place and had her bow poised, ready to defend herself. If the enemy was coming in, she was not going down without a fight.

[aquamanandfriends]

Coffee Time

[kaybaewrotethat]

aquamanandfriends‌:

“Maybe just a little pleasure,” she teased, “You did not!” Lucy hit his arm playfully, “Adrian, that is so rude,” she shook her head. He did so many things she’d never do but it always made for a good story. “You did just leave you said you were going to the bathroom, aw,” she put her palm over her face, “That poor girl. That poor milkshake hating girl,” she laughed. 

Adrian put his hands up defensively and laughed. “A little pleasure? Not a lot? The look on your face tells me otherwise,” he teased. “I’m sure that girl was better off. Besides, she was telling me about the magic of tofu. I don’t think it would have worked even if I had stayed. She probably would have realized that I was not for her once I ordered my steak.”