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Can 2018 end already...

So, kinda haven’t posted in a while, life’s been crazy. Since my last post I’ve found the love of my life, hit my lowest point in life, and also slowly started to rebuild my life.

CHANTAL. I love her. She’s absolutely amazing. Have you ever met someone & automatically thought “this is who God intended me to be with” We’ve had our ups and down but she’s proven to be the rock of stability in my chaotic life. It’s impossible for me to think of a future without her.

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ER Visit

May be TMI, but oh well.

So last night I’m on the phone with my best friend. All of a sudden I start getting a pain in my stomach. I figured it’s a stomach pain because I haven’t eaten in a while...WRONG AF.

As soon as I eat something out of the fridge, my stomach starts doing cartwheels man. Not even cartwheels, it felt like something was ripping out from right under my rib cage. It was so extreme that I was on the floor of my bathroom crying for help. So we go to the ER

Everything was fine (as fine as things can be when your in excoriating pain) I tell them abt all my symptoms laiding up to that night & I get admitted.

So they ask me to take a urine test, I couldn’t even pee in the cup. I was so dehydrated it was even funny. I was poked with a needle 7 times by 5 different staff members until that call a specialist to get my lab work. My IV on the other hand, one nurse thought he managed to get a vein. He was mistaken. Let me mention this is my first time being hooked to an IV so I didnt know what it would feel like.

IT FELT LIKE HELL! The nurse that pierced straight through my vein so all the IV fluid was accumulating in my arm. So not only am I having abdominal pain, my arms are beat af too.

After that, my label work managed to come back. They ordered a ultrasounds right afterwards. Turns out my gallbladder is the problem. More than likely it will need to be removed. Since then, Ive been doing a lot of research online abt the organ and the recovery time after removal.

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Car selfies are the best

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Welcome

This is my first post on my new blog. I’ve had a tumblr for abt 5 years but I was very inactive, only using it when I was going through a crisis really. I believe this one will be a combination my love life, work, school, and my hobby smoking weed. I want this blog to still function as a place where I can express my true feelings. I feel as though in my pervious blog I still held in some of my fairs and emotions.

Even though I have changed tremendously over the past 5-6 years, there’s quite a bit I still don’t understand about myself. I put on a big smile, but I’m dealing with struggles everyday. I wanna keep this first post light. Over time I’m sure I’ll open up more and more. I would love to tell a little about myself though.

My name is Kayce. I’m 22 and currently living in Georgia (idk for how long). I’m a lesbian. I love women, but my love life right now is in the garbage. I work a lot during week but in my free time I smoke plenty of weed and read books. That’s really all I have right now. Anyways thanks for reading, if you read & I hope you enjoy what’s to come.