keep breathing~

kaiden / 27 / male

[kaydone]

really only posting here cause it’s the one social media where i’m kindof anonymous still (despite having hundreds of photos of me on my blog lmao)

life is really hard right now and i’m real stressed and feel really lonely

dealing with covid for a second time in less than 7 months (despite me doing everything right and wearing my mask everywhere) on top of other stress. it’s a lot and though physically i feel okay, i am not okay mentally. 

going through isolation on my own for the 3rd time (once for 2 weeks before a surgery last year, then covid the first time, and now covid this time) with little to no contact with my loved ones is really fucking hard

i’m tired of this stupid pandemic and i’m tired of this chronically ill body that cannot catch a break.

idk 

[kaydone]

hello friends

haven’t posted or signed into this account in a really long time - I hope you all are well. 

remember to drink some water, eat some food. take a shower if you have the energy to do so. 

I may not post here often / at all, but I am sending lots of love to all of you who find this post (and to everyone else, honestly)

[swankydesserts]

I went to a 90s themed party last night

[piesandswords]

it’s a cup cake

[eerin-deactivated-deactivated20]

Polaroids taken by me

[timbllr]

[niggazinmoscow]

OH WOW THIS IS BEAUTIFUL 

[charlemane]

i’m still PISSED about harry potter leaving draco to die because “oh boo hoo there aren’t enough seats in this minivan someone has to stay behind” like you fool. you fucking fool. i’ve ridden to walmart and back in an 11-person shuttle seating 17 people just bc i didn’t wanna wait to get some skim milk. are you really telling me that you couldn’t put a dude in the trunk for the sake of getting away from a collapsing island? you worried about not having enough seat belts??? people died bc of your poor minivan management skills, harry

[charlemane]

i drafted this in a blind rage immediately upon waking up today and i may have misremembered some plot points of the Harry Potter series

[kaydone]

wow you know what would be cool

if i could have a relationship where i wasn’t cheated on

literally every person i’ve dated has cheated

i’m not gonna say i trust people without caution, because i am cautious 

but fuck man, i’m a loving person and really forgiving and open - don’t do this shit to me and fucking own it when you do

[aspartaime]

My human anatomy teacher was talking about bone healing and when you break a bone it typically will heal stronger

So I look him in the eyes and say “so what you’re saying is I should break every bone in my body until I become superhumanly powerful?”

And he looks back at me and says, with the softest voice he could muster, “please do not no”

[unbreakable-red-riot]

[kyleehenke]

[faqoloqy]

I have watched this video about 25 times over the past 2 days.

[kaydone]

also hello to followers that hopefully will be able to see this (i feel like half of your blogs were cut off) - i should’ve posted this the other day

my instagram is aswavescrash, feel free to follow me there. i promise you, i actually post on there. feel free to message me and talk there! 

[kaydone]

just bumping this again - i’m definitely more active on instagram!

[florallpeach]

[connerys]

so i guess today people woke up and logged in just to see how crazy this censorship can get - now you can’t even see your own posts if they were (obviously incorrectly) marked as explicit. actually, there’s a way to see them.

you just have to go through the tag you use for your edits. posts that were marked explicit will look like this:

and if you click on the post, you’ll see this:

but take a look at the address bar

this is the post number. if you copy it and go to tumblr dot com/post number, you’ll see the post and will be able to edit it.

you can message support asking to review your post (since now it is the only way i believe) & also add a tag to your flagged posts to check if they’ve been unflagged.

[kaydone]

I still cannot figure out how to get to support to fix this, but I’ve messaged them through other means and have tagged my posts. 

the posts of mine that were flagged ranged from goofy selfies with friends, to transition progress / muscle progress photos. maybe one photo could be considered “NSFW” ((oh, how dare I show my hairy legs in water)) but even then, it’s not showing anything sexual and I am completely annoyed

[kaydone]

thanks tumblr

flagging my selfies even though they are not sexual at all, I can't even see the posts when signed in (to try and reclaim the posts like the "you can fight our ban if something was wrongly flagged" b.s. you've posted) And yet I'm still getting followed by porn bots and Nazis are still on the site. @staff, you done messed up.

[kaydone]

also hello to followers that hopefully will be able to see this (i feel like half of your blogs were cut off) - i should’ve posted this the other day

my instagram is aswavescrash, feel free to follow me there. i promise you, i actually post on there. feel free to message me and talk there! 

[kaydone]

@staff how come you’re blocking the human body, anything sexual / non-sexual, but nazis on the site still get their fucking platform? 

look up “butts” on search and there’s nothing there, but look up “nazis” and a bunch of blogs / posts are there - with “related searches” being linked.

congrats on killing your own site, i guess?

[das-asoziale-netzwerk]