My oc content and content in general have disturbing or sensitive themes ( Abuse, cannibalism, eating disorder mentioned etc. Its mostly their backstories, not the drawings) so be careful and because of that i ask minors to not follow me (Also the things i like arent suited for a young audience)
My current obsessions are Obscura (18+ visual novel), Magnus Protocol and my ocs (Specifically Vampire the Masquerade ocs)
You can ask me anything about my ocs in the ask box and pls do. i have many things about them but ughh
The image you see isn't just a text message… it's a direct death threat. A message sent by the occupation without fear, without shame, as if a human life is nothing more than a sentence that can be ended with a word. My friend isn't living a normal life… he lives between fear and threats, between the voice of death that haunts him and his inner voice that tries to stay strong for the sake of his sick mother.Imagine having your life threatened, and at the same time trying to save your mother who needs medicine and treatment to live another day. This isn't “news from Gaza” or “a story from the Middle East”… this is a human being.A human being like you and me. A human being who is supposed to dream, not count how much time he has left. To my friends everywhere in the world… If you believe in humanity, in compassion, and in every human being's right to live without fear—please stand with him.Support him, share his message, help him, even with just a word. Because silence in the face of injustice is not neutrality… it allows injustice to grow. My friend today is only asking that you save his mother, and give him the feeling that he is not alone in this cruel world. Whoever can help, in any way… now is the time.
Keti Jovanovski Needs Your Help | A letter from Abdul Rahman: Dear friends and kind hearts, My name is Abdul Rahman, and I write to you from
Guys… I’m writing this in a state of extreme fear. I just received a message from the Israeli army threatening to kill me, and I don’t know what could happen to me at any moment. I feel completely alone, facing something far bigger than myself.But my real fear isn’t for myself… it’s for my mother. My mother has a malignant cancer that’s spreading at an alarming rate, and the doctors said her only chance is to leave Gaza immediately for treatment. Every day that passes makes her condition worse.
You are my family, you are the only hope I have left.Please… help me save my mother’s life. Donate, share, support me in any way you can. Her life depends on it.Please… don’t leave us alone.
This is the most terrifying thing I have ever heard.
old gofundme was vetted by gazavetters Vetted by @/gazavetters, number verified on the list is ( #642 ), Gazavetters is trusted because they are Palestinian run AND they call out spammers and scammers they find.
nowUsing Whydonate instead of gofundme or chuffed, and has a 4.8 trust rating on trustpilot.com. The sheer number of 5 star reviews might be reason to be skeptical, but could also be due to being mostly people without other options being incredibly relieved. USe own judgement as whether you trust the website if not the people
Donation Rewards
Art and other rewards being offered for those who have proof of donation (such as a screenshot of receipt, probably with personal information blacked out) to the well-known vetting lists and a few other. I have collected an up-to-date list here. There is also links to other lists: for such as flowerpawarts's spreadsheet, you should make sure they accept the vetting list or are not just funding for a specific family
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hello its me shoving random drawings your way. interrupting magnus protocol activity to be showing my dear he/they douchebag that is my Touchstarved MC because im really proud of this drawing.
who knows what i offer you next and when. or if youll see them again. maybe if you scream about him youll get info.
i actually need Alice to stop embodying Mitski songs. Me and My Husband is literally so TMA Alice i recoiled for a moment after the realization hit me randomly
This will include spoilers as examples so if you're not caught up with the series, I advise you not to read it. (Future Kay says this was also written before season 2 but I just added stuff recently).
I want to put my own thoughts about Sam and Alice: individually and very shortly their relationship dynamic, what they must have had as problems (and generally what they are like as a dynamic) and my comparison of fire and water with their personalities and why. Its probably not new things, just my two cents.
This is lengthy so I'll put it under the read more cut.
So. Let's start with individual information:
Samama Khalid
Sam is a highly intelligent and empathetic man even judging from the magnus institute program for gifted kids spreadsheet. He was a child there but he still retains a few traits from those tests like his incredibly high empathy (98%), his inclination to trusting/doing what authority figures tell him to and people's pleaser tendencies from the Asch test.
He is very inquisitive and observant, two examples being his research into the Magnus Institute and how much he garnered even alone through observations before Celia ended up helping him and also that he always noticed Celia's avoidance and hiding things but he was just waiting for her to naturally say it until he had enough in tmagp 30 because of Celia’s resistance.
He is a burnout gifted kid. He is incredibly scared of disappointing his parents and why he did not tell them he is no longer at the law firm.
He wants people to understand him and not control him. He desperately seeks his own autonomy despite being a people pleaser at core so he is conflicting himself internally all the time. The Magnus Institute isn't only his trauma and curiosity but it's also the one time only he could do something only he'd be “qualified” for (not everyone gets admitted to such a program so in Sam's head this was a really big thing) and also the piece that will make him feel worthy. He wants to be seen as worthy and dependable but he ends up depending on others and things failing left and right. Even when he gets a job, it's all because of Alice and it's not something respectable he can please his parents with.
As for flaws as others said before, he is very tunnel visioned and stubborn, keeping the Magnus Institute thing going even with the doubts he was getting himself and with Alice trying at every turn to stop him.
He usually avoids conflicts unless it's something that affects his freedom/autonomy like the talks with Alice about the Institute or about her deleting that one case file of his terminal.
A few things water is known to symbolize are going with the flow,rebirth, knowledge. Also its fluctuating waves.
Sam is a passive person most times when it isn't about his ambition, heavily leaning to pleasing people and often going with the flow of things. His incident from small made him encounter death but also he is trying to turn a new page in his life. He is very knowledgeable in subjects he knows and he has this thirst for knowledge. Like the water currents and waves, he can hold strong and be stubborn which makes him hard to go against.
Alice Dyer
Alice is also a highly empathetic character with an incredible emotional intelligence. Her sarcasm gets in the way of it for self regulation but she is very self aware and observant with others. She cares so much that she has to distance herself from people by using the sarcasm mentioned above, the mean jabs at people and overall pretending to not care. She is highly loyal and fierce, going to great lengths to save and help loved ones and even people that she isn't close to (literally checking up on Colin when no one else would, going to the ruins with Sam and book a taxi to stop him from his own mistakes and helping Gwen even when she didn't ask for it and relating to her, helping Gwen with the pc in ep 36 and Celia with her panic attack).
Despite not appearing to be the most dependable person in the OIAR, everyone depends on her one way or another. (the examples above + Luke and Lena depending on her through her being canonically the most productive employee and the only data processing person she doesn't fire in the “what if” timeline).
She is also the most reasonable sounding OIAR member because you can't tell me that anyone else would have ran away to save themselves in the Drowning Victim incident as fast as she did (she did eventually come back there but we don't talk about it).
She is overprotective and controlling because she saw her parents die (not directly said but heavily implied because come on.) and then had to go through all of that alone.
She is also an extreme worrier down to getting anxious if she doesn't see someone asap like when Sam and Celia were out or in the what if timeline when she meets with Sam again after he got fired.
In season 2 we get to see that she also is very quick to anger when stressed and has the tendency to lash out at everyone, catching people in the crossfire (literally take about any scene in season 2 from 32-34)
Fire can symbolize passion and knowledge (being one of the most important things discovered in the beginning) and also protection because it can be used to defend yourself but at the end of the day, it's a destructive force and it can easily burn down everything around it and burn out in the process. Alice is a very passionate and bold person, knowing way more than she lets on and taking on a protector role by default. But because she is so assertive with protecting people, it ends up doing more bad than good sometimes. Not only that but her habit to lash out when stressed like in season 2 reminds me of a fire storm, taking everything down with it. She's also very self destructive.
Their relationship
I'll start strong and say that I totally think he broke up with her. Alice's inability to immediately break up with someone that caused harm to her brother cements that for me.
They never got along for a long period of time imo. They literally can't. Their dynamic is that they are people that will never leave each other's orbit but they are so different in approaches they repel each other like magnets do. They are a written tragedy because water and fire are opposite and they never work together. Water overpowers fire no matter how much the fire tries to keep going and the water can never stand alongside the fire.
Sam's curiosity and impulsivity must have been a huge problem and Alice's overprotective tendencies just made this worse. They were bound to crash and burn eventually. Especially since they haven't talked for ages. They may have started on good terms but at least from Sam's side there seems to be a bunch of hostility and internal disagreements with her way of being that he only addresses when he lashes out at her.
I would bet Sam changed more than Alice did because she is stuck in the past and also concerningly codependent with him.
Uni Sam and Alice strike me as the people that really needed emotional support and got it for a short time and it was great and sweet until they got closer and closer. They work well enough as friends but as partners? They just spell destruction to me.
Im going to lose my mind. ok so if i can structure my thoughts well, you might get a Sam and Alice and in turn SamAlice/Dyerama post in the same time. ( i want to analyze them individually and dynamic wise with sprinkles of what problems their relationship must have faced)
Ive been comparing them to fire and water this entire time and i need to get a lot of stuff of my chest because i keep rotating them in my head.
Do No Harm nation, do you exist? i have gotten the game 3 days ago and im obsessed so heres this little freak. Maybe youll see more of him. this is just a quick doodle but yeah.
Luke is likely in his early to mid 20s being his his “Young And Unsustainable Band Life” kinda time in his life and it's been about a 8-10 years since Sam and Alice were in Uni which means Alice's parents died somewhere in that time likely 3-5 years ago just from the way it's talked abt be it seems like enough time has passed where it has healed a little bit
So it was likely Luke was still a teenager or at the most like 20 when their parents died
Alice was left with a teen or young adult little brother and there isn't any mention of extended family so it's not confirmed if there were any that supported them or not but there's a good chance she was on her own or at least a good amount of the responsibility was on her shoulders with taking care of Luke as well as grieving while only being in her mid to late 20s herself
OF FUCKING COURSE she's going keep a white knuckle grip on anyone close to her especially if she thinks they may be getting themselves into danger
literally though. I just thought about how old she must have been on an estimate some days ago.
Of course shes controlling and overprotective, she literally cant function without people being around her and internalized a lot of things purely because she has little to almost no support group rn.
She thinks that if everyone listens to her, everything will be fine
Im going to lose my mind. ok so if i can structure my thoughts well, you might get a Sam and Alice and in turn SamAlice/Dyerama post in the same time. ( i want to analyze them individually and dynamic wise with sprinkles of what problems their relationship must have faced)
Ive been comparing them to fire and water this entire time and i need to get a lot of stuff of my chest because i keep rotating them in my head.
I need to make tiefling Alice a reality and possibly high elf Gwen too because Dyhard but i feel like im chained to the wall because my art motivation is gone and this would be the 2385438 wip.
BUT ALSO TIEFLING ALICE FITS SO WELL AND I NEED HER TO HAVE A HEART POINT TAIL NOW.
I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my parents, two sons, and four daughters (two of them suffer from allergies).
Dear Humanity,
I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my… Ahmed Alshawish needs your support for Emergency: Help Evacuate My Fa
I've witnessed the evidence of the tragedy that has struck our lives in Gaza, where my family and I have survived amidst numerous previous wars. But today, we face the most dangerous and fierce battle in the current war. The urgent need intensifies for us, as we have nothing left and are unable to secure our basic needs such as food, water, and safe shelter.
Here is our story - On October 7th, our lives changed forever, my family and I evacuated from northern Gaza to southern Gaza, hoping to return soon, but it wasn't meant to be. Our home was surrounded, burned, and then completely destroyed, Our home, once a fortress of hope, now lay in ruins, a stark reminder of our shattered dreams.
The night before we left from the north to the south was terrifying. Shelling sounds were everywhere, making a loud noise that felt like it went through our souls. Every explosions shook the ground like earthquakes, sending shockwaves of fear through our trembling bodies. filling us with fear. The air smelled of destruction and blood, making it hard to breathe. When dawn came, we saw the devastation around us, realizing our home was now a symbol of loss and despair.
We ran into the streets and with each step we took into the unknown streets, we felt as if we were plunging deeper into the abyss of our shattered existence, leaving behind everything we own in our home: Clothes, important official documents, the car, and literally it's almost everything - the enormity of our loss weighed heavily upon us.
Our home it was where we found hope, safety, and made precious memories. Losing it felt like losing years of our lives, leaving us adrift amidst the wreckage of our shattered existence.
A brief video depicting the devastation that struck our home and our entire neighborhood in Gaza.
Desperate Plea: Escaping Gaza's Allergy Nightmare
I, Haya, suffer from severe allergy to penicillin-derived medications, and my sister, Amal, also suffers from severe allergies to medications from my family such as Paracetamol and Ibuprofen.
These allergies create a deep sense of fear and anxiety for us, as we live in a constant state of tension and fear of anything that may require a visit to the hospital. We fear being given inappropriate medications due to the unavailability of suitable treatments in Gaza because of war or lack of awareness and not informing the doctor of our allergies, which could lead to serious consequences threatening our lives.
MY Father Income
Our dreams are heading towards oblivion in the labyrinth of an uncertain future
My story, along with my siblings, represents a united team of four individuals, three of whom are skilled programmers and one graphic designer. We work as freelancers in the world of freelancing.
As for my younger sister, she is a student studying at the College of Architecture. She has always carried a big dream in her heart, a dream of being part of changing Gaza, of making it more beautiful and better. She looked forward to the day when she would receive her degree and start building this dream. But the beginning of the war changed everything. The destruction of infrastructure and universities cast shadows of despair over her dreams.
When I think of my brother in Belgium, I can't help but feel deep sadness. He has been suffering from unbearable anxiety and insomnia since the outbreak of the war. Sleep eludes him at night, and his physical and mental health collapses under the weight of these heavy burdens, negatively affecting his performance at work. Problems and challenges pile up in front of him without the slightest opportunity for rest.
We all feel psychological pressure and extreme anxiety. The war hasn't been limited to external attacks but has deeply infiltrated our daily lives. We search among the rubble for a little safety and the basic resources for survival. Every day comes with a new challenge that we must overcome.
As we sway amidst the rubble of shattered dreams, our souls wrestle and our hearts beat strongly challenging the ravages of war.
Our parents earnestly seek a way to rescue us from this hell, feeling the heavy responsibility for every moment we spend under the shadows of fear and destruction. They dream of a safe place where they can build for us a better future, filled with security and hope, for we deserve life in all its meanings of comfort and peace.
Perhaps this fundraising campaign represents a light in the midst of darkness, it is indeed the only hope we cling to firmly.
I appeal to the world as a whole to hear my cry and the mournful cry of my family in Gaza. We need the helping hand that reaches out to wipe our tears and build a bridge to safety.
Your donation is not just a donation; it's an opportunity to rebuild life and brighten a better tomorrow. Be part of our hopeful story, for we need your hand to start anew.
The purpose of the fundraising campaign
The goal of this fundraising campaign is to rescue my family - my parents, my siblings, and me - through the Rafah Crossing to Egypt, which currently requires $5000 per person. This campaign is our only chance to stay alive, and I humbly request your assistance at this critical time. I will provide you with a comprehensive breakdown of the expenses, committing to transparency and clarity.
Dear Humanity,
I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my… Ahmed Alshawish needs your support for Emergency: Help Evacuate My Fa
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Today i offer you The Magnus Protocol Actor AU (if it was a show) and some silly hcs i made or my friend pedaled to me. feel free to add things or expand because this is all i think about rn and i need someone to go crazy about it with me.
written in no particular order because im too lazy to format it properly (may change it later)
Alice should wear glasses and has them most times but on set she doesnt carry them so she sometimes bumps into set things and they have to redo a whole scene
Gwen is basically like Anusia mode where she smiles very brightly and the contrast between her and the character is insane
Dyhard actor AU because i said so
Celia has a jacket she comes to set with that everyone recognizes her by for some reason
Sam has to be 5 minutes late all the time because the universe hates him and he gets stuck in traffic almost always
Alice tries really hard to make people crack when they are in a scene with her
Lena always cracks first and she thanks the lord everyday she isnt in many scenes with her
Gwen and Alice also cant take each other seriously and results in a lot of bloopers
Actor AU Gwen in hoodie supremacy
Lena is really good at poker faces but she isnt stoic in general, she just is really good at not showing that shes dying on the inside when Alice isnt trying her best to make her crack
Colin is a really quiet introverted guy that reads books in a corner. he gets adopted by the extroverts
Sam is actually way less awkward irl and is a dog dad
