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Deceiving

As I step my foot in the moist ground

It felt so hot as I’m being surrounded with the crowd

I decided to get out and go somewhere else

Because “I can’t breathe” is what my mind tells

My attention was drawn by the nosegay of flowers

The onstentatious ambiance made me feel empowered

I let myself sit and rest in the benches

Until someone came to me, he’s walking with crutches

I was so frightened as the distance between us gets smaller

My heart pounded so fast as he gets close

I came to saw his face clearly

He offered his hands beggarly

His looks were cogent and I can’t handle

The hopelessness in his face made my heart being fondled

An old man with so much sadness painted on his face

Leaving my heart a hollow space

My heart melted but I don’t have some food to give

A 50-peso bill came from my pocket and he received

I smiled but he left while he drags his feet

He reached the end of the road as if he wanted to fleet

He grabbed his crutches and run effortlessly

I was deceived by a man whom I thought is needy

He walked across the road with a cigarette on his fingers

As he exhale the smoke, my thoughts and doubts lingered.

I can’t believe how people can be so heartless

By that time I was so clueless

That I was blinded when I see him yonder

My trust, generosity, and heart were pondered.

photo credit: https://twitter.com/HeavenTouch_/status/628738197573337088/photo/1

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I just want to start this week with a BEAUTIFUL reminder. 

Always remember that you are BEAUTIFUL!

#SelfLove

#HeyBeautiful

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Felt Weak in the Week

Kring! Kring! The clock is ringing.

It’s a brand new day! And the birds are tweeting

I opened my eyes yet I was so sleepy

But I need to get up & I should be ready

It was indeed a week, where I feel exhausted and full of tiredness

8 hours of sleep? Not anymore dear! So I feel so helpless

Submit here, submit there, submit everywhere

The week just passed but I didn’t feel it as if like I wasn’t aware

I’m just in my room but it felt like I arrive from school and came home dragging my body

All I want is to sleep but the tests and requirements gave me so much worry

As the wind blows, my body felt like I was floating

I want to work but my body seems like its not cooperating

I might be weak having no sleep for the past weeks

I  might be so tired and feel my body starting to ache

But I believe that it will all pass in just a click

So I became patient to survive in just a flick

This week gave me again a reminder

That whatever it takes, I should remember

I maybe starting to give up and stop trying

But I should not let it happen. For in the end, I will be succeeding.

#HelloMonday

#LetsDoThis

#NeverGiveUp

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#Padayon

#WeCanDoThis

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Rain Rain

I felt how the cold air touched my face

As the trees bend their bodies with so much grace

I hear how the raindrops heavily reached our roof

I’m on my bed and it’s so hard to move

I looked at the window and saw how things flew

Suddenly, I noticed myself feeling blue

A ton of thoughts quibble inside my mind

And the reality has turned my eyes in blind

So cold that my hands and feet started to shiver

And even my jaw and lips moved and quivered

As I lift the blanket on me, I imagined the families and children

In which challenges in them are never hidden.

As I lay in bed, I stared in the ceiling

I’m in a house and should never be complaining

Despite others are homeless, they are still continue living

I should not count, but be thankful for the blessings

My stomach growled as I squirmed to silence the rumbling

I step outside my room’s door and started walking

My feet brought me to where our pantry is

And had the freedom to choose what to eat and felt so much bliss

I wonder again how others still survive

And I salute them for they still strive

As I build a mountain of all my complains

I should also consider how brave others are, even if things are uncertain

From the simple drops of the rain have turned to some realizations

That I’m blessed enough to have something for my need’s satisfaction

We should learn how to be contented

For God gave us the feeling of being loved and blessed.

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Reminder on a Saturday!

#BeVigilant

#ChooseToBeAFilipino

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Life vest

I was blinded by the past’s bitterness

When you reminded me about happiness

As I imagine myself being caged in a castle

You sheltered me with my worth without any hassle

The wind swayed me with so much havoc

But you made me feel that I’m just in a hammock

You held my hand and lifted me up

Encouraged me when I am being burned up

I look up to you with so much admiration

Because you filled me with so much motivation

Years might pass and even things might be unclear

But we always make it to a point that the blurriness will disappear

Amidst the circumstances that we can’t feel each other’s physical presence,

You still made me feel that our friendship remains its essence

I believe that were tenaciously connected

And by heart, we’re really interconnected

You really deserve all the happiness in the world 

I’m really proud for what person you have turned

I hope that out friendship will grow and remain strong

Because in each other, WE BELONG.