I just realized that Castiel was the only person that truly belonged to Dean and that is fucked up. I know y’all remember that clip about Dean and his subconscious and when the entire fandom realized that John was even more of a piece of shit because he couldn’t even let his own son find his own identity.
And it’s kinda crazy the only possession that belonged to him was another person, or cosmic being. Dean never had a best friend before because they would always move, Dean never had a solid relationship because hunting always got in the way. And it’s kinda funny how even his own family would just leave him or throw him away.
I love Sam I really do and I’m happy he got away from the life because it looked miserable but when Dean said that Sam wouldn’t answer any of his calls and that’s why he had to drive all the way to California…
And the fact that their father was a piece of shit… maybe that’s why it meant so much to Dean when Cas said that he always comes when he calls. Maybe that’s why every time Cas died he looked so devastated because Cas was the only person that’s was with Dean because he was Dean.
It’s different with Sam because a siblings love is unconditional but having a powerful cosmic entity rebel against their entire purpose to find it in someone else’s is just…wow.
I can’t believe Dean has that much of a powerful face card he had a literal angel—something he never beloved in mind you—fall in love with him and rebel, all because they hung out and talked a little.
I’m still pissed the writers botched the script where Dean meets Castiel again in Heaven and apparently it was because Misha got sick with Covid.
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