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Just made a college Dr where I'm the hugest loser on the planet; weeb, virgin, no friends, no social skills yada yada (it's embarrassing how similar it is to my cr self ๐ญ) and I secretly date Seungmin; the campus popular kid.
ยทLike we're dating but on campus we act like strangers to protect Seungmin's social life (because I'm genuinely a social suicide. Hang out with me and your social circle drops you like that.) and to avoid drawing attention to me and potentially putting a target on my back from the girls who compete for Seungmin's attention.
ยทIm anticipating on it BC it sounds so fun and I really want to be humiliated by Seungmin (I should keep that to myself ik ๐)
ยทI wanna be toxic with cocky seungmin leave me alone guys
Y'all stop fucking around and start giving me Seungmin x male reader fanfics
!! GACHIAKUTA MANGA SPOILERS!!
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How I was moving the second Mymo turned into a FUCKING ELDRITCH BEING
And when the fucking bullet bounced off of his uncanny asf face I KNEW they were cooked
Can we STOP tagging x reader in NON FANFIC POSTS. its acc so annoying having to scroll for ages past talks stupid ass posts (no shade)โฆ
How it feels logging onto Tumblr to read fics after joining a new fandom
Me with Gachiakuta LMFAOOO
ยฉย HANHANJIย | preview
Skz spreading the gay agenda we love to see it ๐
*looking at myself in the mirror*
Fanfiction is supposed to be cringy. You're allowed to write bad. You're allowed to be cringe. Fanfiction is supposed to be self indulgent. You're allowed to be cringe. Let yourself be cringe. Fanfiction is supposed to be fun. Stop putting arbitrary rules on yourself and be free.
Vampire! Suzuki x Werewolf Changbin
ยปEverybody shut up I just had a break through.. walk with me.
ยซy'know how Vampires and Werewolves constantly fight over who's superior? We just went fuck it and decide to bring world peace by fucking eachother.
ยปim pretty sure if I wanted to win an arguement or get out of a situation with him I'd just have to throw something and say "fetch!" And by OBLIGATION. He has to go and catch it, no matter how annoyed he is I don't make the rules ๐คท
ยซhe'd obviously be like "are you serious right now" staring at me like I just said a slur, but 30 seconds later he goes to get whatever I threw because he "doesn't want to loose things because of my dumbassery" while in reality its the dawg in him kicking in.
ยปand if he doesn't get it it'll bug him out for the rest of the week until he goes searching for it LMAOOO.
ยซI feel like he would complain about how I constantly sit in the dark, because I'm a vampire n shit and bright lights hurt my eyes (this is a fact about me irl). So he has to endure the house being in constant darkness/dimness because of me.
ยปI bet he constantly has bruises on his legs because of constantly knocking into things in our dark house. I'm pretty sure he's fallen down the stairs once but doesn't want to admit it.
ยซwe leave in a huge gothic style cathedral/mansion on the middle of the forest because I said so.
ยปI feel like once he tried being smart by buying holy water and garlic, and splashing it on me whenever I said something mean. He slept outside for the whole week.
ยซI think his werewolf form would be kinda greyish silver ish. Like his hair for the back door era (ugh back door Changbin you tickle me)
ยปoff topic but he is HAIRY. Oh my god one shower takes like half a shampoo bottle, that's why he has a whole stock of shampoo ready bcs he don't like being dirty.
ยซbut it's okay cuz I like em hairy, I want that chest fluff. I want that happy trail, I want that forest. That bush. I wanna feel like a pirate cutting through shrubs in the jungle to get to the treasure.
ยปanother fun fact but I feel like he's a FURNACE. Especially since I'm always cold IMMA NEED THAT HUMAN OVEN PLEASERRE.
ยซlike oh my god cuddling with him would unlock all my chakras instantly. You don't get it.
ยปImma be so honest but hear me out when I say I can take Changbin in his werewolf form (not the WOLF form but the WEREWOLF form, like humanoid wolf type ish)
ยปI might need furry Changbin in an unhealthy way.. mind your business y'all but imma need that furry dih
ยซGenuinely craving Werewolf Changbin nobody talk to me rn.
Dis one kinda short but wtv
ahaaaa monster fuckers wya?????๐
Non Idol boxer Changbin and Janitor Suzuki first meeting because it's the new year!!
โ Suzuki NEVER wanted to become a janitor at a nearby small boxing gym. I mean, he already was working a tight shift at a cafรฉ close to his house, but the money he earned wasn't enough to jumpstart his dream career. So he had to.
โ the only good side of his job was the fact that he could watch hunks work out. And he has a HUGE thing for hunks who look like they could tear him apart, so he happily took the job.
โ but bro regretted it IMMEDIATELY. The smell of ballsack sweat, protein powder and pure testosterone put him off BAD but you gotta do what you gotta do to get the bag.
โ at first the guys who attended the gym kinda picked on him Because he looks like a twink (which he is lmfao) compared to the absolute muscle monsters that stank and reeked of testosterone.
โ so he was on the BRINK of quitting because of the harassment and the DIABOLICAL stink that hits your nose every time you entered the gym.
โ UNTILL he met Changbin.
โ at the time Changbin wasn't a star in boxing yet, he was just a guy who decided to learn how to box as a side hobby because what are those muscles for if you can't use them?
โ They first properly met when Changbin slipped on a puddle Suzuki left behind and sprained his ankle.
โ and instead of getting rightfully upset and yelling at Suzuki for leaving a hazard, he instead flirted with him the entire time Suzuki was apologising and offering to call the ambulance. Talk about love at first sight.
โ "HOLY SHIT! I'm so so sorry, I completely forgot about that spill-" "..I-It's okay" "but your ankle looks broken!" "It's not.. -Unlike my heart if you don't tell me your name gorgeous" " Uh I- Lemme just call the hospital, it could be worse than you think it is! I promise I'll cover the hospital bill" "how about you call my phone instead?" "Fuck did you hit your head too during the fall? This is gonna get me fired.." "no- wait. I just want your number"
โ ever since that day he never shut up about the goth angel that broke his ankle to Han and Bangchan.
โ after that incident, Suzuki avoided Changbin like the PLAGUE for the sake of his own mental health. The guilt of the incident eating him alive.
โ after Changbin fully recovered he almost immediately threw himself into boxing again, all in hopes to catch a glimpse of that deathly gorgeous janitor. Which he did, multiple times.
โ infact that deathly gorgeous janitor was soo deadly he got distracted while in the middle of a fight and got his ass absolutely beat by his opponent.
โ So Changbin made up his mind and decides to approach Suzuki after his shift.. which just so happened to be in the boxing gym's alleyway.
โ and approaching fine shyt in an alleyway at night while being built like a guy who looks like he eats dry protein powder for breakfast, lunch and dinner isn't exactly a great idea.
โ so my boy Suzuki thought he was getting jumped. And he did whatever normal person would do if they were cornered in an alleyway by a muscle daddy. He started SWINGIN.
โ he landed a pretty solid hit on Changbin's jaw and nose before Changbin efficiently restrained him and tried getting him to calm down.
โ Suzuki thought he was gonna get kidnapped or threatened for some cash by the hunk who broke his ankle a couple of months before only to get a phone shoved into his face and an exhausted Bin asking for his number. Which he gave.. reluctantly.
โ after that they hit things off and got along well. Changbin always drove him home, brought him lunch and just basically spoiled him like it was nobody's business.
โ Going as far as to giving Suzuki a bouquet of roses on a random Tuesday just because he felt like it.
โ I mean he had the money, so why not spoil his bae?
โ Changbin fell first but Suzuki fell harder.
Im gonna make another one with just head canons for the both of them later because why not?
I also want to make a racer Changbin and flag boy Suzuki so stay tuned
More non idol Lawyer Seungmin and Dancer Hyojun headcanons cause it's 4 am and I'm in my flow state
โ Sometimes he flexes his law degree on me whenever I'm winning an arguement as if that's gonna do anything like ok honey, you have a piece of paper securing your future can we go back to debating whether the egg or the chicken came first?
โ doesn't admit it but he loves when I show up looking absolutely cunty in his conservative work space. he dgaf about his coworkers whispering cuz the show ain't for you bro, it's for him.
โ I feel like if one of his bitter old seniors told him "I would never let my partner dress like that out in public" he would instantly fire back like "isn't your wife/husband filing for a divorce?" "..What?" "Oh yeah! they called me by the way, We're currently discussing the procedure"
โ like he would defend me with his LIFEE, -I mean like I'm your husband you better be defending me like rent is due.
โ Like a coworker would be like "Oh my God did you see Seungmin's lover yesterday? Those shorts were a bit TOO short" and he'd pass by with his coffee like "isn't your hairline a bit TOO short?" Then he sips his coffee "he's my husband by the way, Not my 'lover'." Sips his coffee AGAIN "You're making it sound like he's a side chick, which YOU are by the way" *silence* "don't involve him with your kind" then he walks away AHA-
โ And when we go out I hesitate like "is my outfit a bit too much for a picnic?" And then he'd be like "did those rats at work say shit to you? Because if they did I SWEAR ILL-" "they say stuff about me? ๐" "Nevermind." "No wait what do they say??? โน๏ธ" "Nothing important. What's important is that you look good and you wear that shit for me to enjoy. Not them." Then I get all shy and giggly like a child
โ then whenever I show up at his workplace all his coworkers are forced to smile and be nice to me cuz they know Seungmin is around the corner watching, with murderous intent.
โ then one time I was consistently not coming at my usual 3 o'clock with his fav snacks because I'm getting busy with my dance classes and he genuinely starts tweaking out on his coworkers. It's like he constantly had a stick up his ass cause NO ONE was safe from his scrutiny.
โ but the second I make time for him and show up with his coffee and pastries it's like he gets a taste of heaven cause for the rest of the week he's ACTUALLY being nice.
โ (taste of heaven quite literally because he ate me out on his desk lmfao-) then after that he was jolly af lmfao. Forgot about the snacks I brought him and went straight to business.
โ when I finally moved in with him he's suddenly forced to provide for 20 other stray cats I brought along with me. He says he hates providing for other mouths but I know he doesn't, HE LOVES MEEEE (โ โโ โขโ แดโ โขโ โโ )โ โงโ *โ ใ
โ then on one of his off days I bring him to my dance studio and teach him a few moves. Because he's not an idol in this Dr I think he'd be a little stiff and awkward but whatever, that's my baby. You're doing great Kylie!
โ I know this is a bit tmi but I think he has a kink for getting physical with me in public. He just loves having me under his desk working my magic on him while he's doing his job, even better when he's talking to a client or a coworker. Trying not to let out suspicious noises while talking.
โ he's a freak but he's MY freak.
โ then god this guy likes bending me over his desk, All his important papers pushed off of the desk and stuff. If I'm not bent over on his desk then I'm definitely spread out on his lap. Using one hand to jack me off or finger me senseless while using his other hand to type away on his laptop nonchalantly.
โ and his coworkers probably hear what's happening too no matter how hard I bite my shirt or cover my mouth. But they never tell HR and I don't know why. Seungmin probably scared them shitless into staying quiet about it.
โ I can imagine how annoying that might be. Imagine trying to do your job and you hear your coworker cracking their husband in the next room. Oh my god now I feel so bad.
โ ANYWAYS I definitely limp out of that office once in a while LMFAO-
That's all for now, I might make one about vigilante Hyojun and detective Seungmin... KAZU OUT!
Thinking of making a non idol Dr where Seungmin is a lawyer and I am a dance teacher who somehow crossed paths with him. (โ โโ โขโ แดโ โขโ โโ )โ โงโ *โ ใ
โ How did we meet despite being on opposite ends of the job spectrum? I don't fucking know but it's cute asl.
โ as far as anyone knows I just started showing up to his office. Bringing snacks and gossip only to get kicked out by him.
โ Im sure everybody in that building has heard of Mr. Kim's "best friend" who comes around every 3 O'clock with coffee, pastries and gossip.
โ "best friend" as if they didn't hear me get my back blown in his office last Tuesday.
โ I had to cancel my dance class for the next day because I couldn't walk straight, so fuck you if you think im gonna be dancing.
โ lowkey wanna show up to his super formal office in the most disrespectful sweatpants, skimpy sweater and fur boots. When everyone else is wearing a suit and tie here comes that one lawyers "best friend" breaking every dress code.
โ I also lowkey wanna pop up when he's busy and ask him to rate my dancing or just show him a tik tok dance challenge and learn it in real time as if he's not stressing in the background over how to defend his client.
โ then he'll be like "fuck out my office if you don't have a case" then when I actually try to leave he'll be like "where tf are you going?"
โ I feel like If I ever tried to actually help him with his job we'll sound like that one Unikitty audio "business business business.. numbers. Is this working..?" "Yes" "YAYYYYYYY๐๐"
โ then like one day we both just show up in wedding bands like it's a normal Monday and the entire building goes to shit because WHEN? WHERE? HOW?
โ we got married in secret over one random weekend cuz his parents don't approve of me (he dgaf๐).
โ it was a small and I mean SMALL small wedding with quite literally just us, our rings, our lovesick gazes and our hushed vows on a rainy day. No guests cause we don't need other people, It's quite literally us against the world.
โ so when he suddenly appears at the office on a boring Monday with a ring on his finger everybody's confused af, cuz he's known as the 'no distractions' kinda guy, and romantic relationships IS a distraction. He said it himself barely a week ago.
โ So everybody's being nosy, making theories and having a full on investigation. Till I show up at my usual 3 o'clock, and what's that they see on my finger? A RING.
โ and suddenly things start clicking into place. And everyone's like "no wonder Mr. Kim has been glowing for the past week despite the weather being absolutely shit this month."
โ and we'd be like, sort of lovey dovey now. Obviously he still hates me, but we're tied together for eternity so..
โ "did you eat today?" "No, I'm not hungry" "get your fucking ass to the nearest bakery before I beat you up" LMAOO I know they're sick of us acting like an old married couple.
โ and when it's bring your kid to work day, me and Seungmin prank the nosy coworkers by bringing an actual child.
โ (It's just the daughter of our neighbour who lets us babysit her since the parents are always busy. And we also got permission from the mom to play the prank)
โ but they don't know that. So we show up with a child and they're like "how tf?" Because they've heard Seungmin saying that he doesn't like children yet here we are with a child on his shoulders.
โ and when they ask "is she adopted" he's gonna be like "No, my husband birthed her." "..." "Times have changed, don't you know about mpreg?"
โ LMFAOOO I LOVE THIS DORK (โ โงโ โฝโ โฆโ )
Yeah so... I'll probably make the Dr when I'm not lazy gang.
But also who said I need a script? I can just shift there lmao.
I don't think you female shifters know how lucky you are (especially if your s/o is a male). You get FANFICS and CONTENT with a snap of your fingers.
ALL (yes ALL) of the x reader fanfics are almost always female, if it's not explicitly stated the author might mess up and use she/her pronouns or say that you were wearing a flowy dress or smh.
god I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ค
When it comes to smutty FANFICS. The author might say something shit like "โจGender Neutral!โจ (โ โงโ โฝโ โฆโ )" Then proceed to write that the male love interest grabbed your tits as he did something else explicit with your FEMALE organs.
Like excuse me, since when do I have breasts?
Im just throwing a tantrum but you guys genuinely don't know how hard it is to get x reader content where the reader is male or correctly gender neutral. I have to SCAVENGE the depths of the internet to get a Seungmin x male reader fanfic.
And another thing is, if you do find a x male reader fanfic get ready cause you almost never gonna be the bottom.
Personally, I'm a switch (mainly a bottom though) and almost always in every fanfic they make you an aggressive top. Which I can work with but it just gets exhausting sometimes ๐ซฉ
I'm probably suffering the most bcs Seungmin is a not a very popular skz member, meaning the fanfic content is already scarce. now imagine looking for an x male reader where you are a bottom.
But we thug it out ig..
Y'all are homophobic I just can't prove it yet/j
(I have nothing against y'all btw I'm just a bit jealous ๐ฎโ๐จ)
If you have any Seungmin X male reader fanfics recommendations, send me a link. :3
โ(โขโขรท๐๐ญ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐จรทโขโข)โ [!!TEASER!!]
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!Anti-Shifters dni!
SHIP: Seungjun (AKA Seungmin X Hyojun)
DR: Stray Kids 9th member
TROPE: fluff! sfw! Misunderstanding! angst if you squint!
ABOUT: Seungmin getting caught shopping at Hyojun's favourite store to get him a present but accidentally gives Hyojun the wrong idea when he's shopping with an unfamiliar friend.
Warnings: Based on authors dr! cursing! Suspicions of cheating! denial! Jealousy! Mlm! lovey dovey! sarcasm! Seungmin being a menace!
!Reblogging helps!
Main shifting acc: @kazuyas-gallerymwah
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6:45 AM
Hyojun didn't expect to roll over to the other side of his bed seeking warmth only to be met with nothing but sheets, ghostly empty from his boyfriends presence.
It took him a moment to register the cold and empty space before finally shooting up in bed, dazed and confused.
The sun just barely perked through his curtains, confirming it was indeed the buttcrack of dawn. No matter how hard he stared at the empty space as if his boyfriend would just manifest from nowhere, the unoccupied space in his bed remained. Mocking almost.,
He could swear his partner was just here right now. arms wrapped around his waist loosely, legs tangled as he slightly drooled onto his neck. But the sight of him sitting alone in his bed disproved that.
Where the hell would Seungmin be at this hour?
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Full story coming soon...
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โ Please for the love of everything that's holy, don't interact with my account if the content bothers you. I'd prefer if you just blocked me and called it a day over harassing me with hate in my comments, DMS and asks.โ
โ If you are an anti shifter also please don't interact for the sake of both of us, it might create unnecessary conflicts and waste time that I don't haveโ
โ I always encourage readers to leave opinions on my writing to help better my growth as a writer, but then again don't come to my DMs or asks blindly criticising my writing if you don't give me advice to back it up and help me. Because that's literally hating in disguise.โ
โ I write mainly fics about my drs, that includes smut and angst. If this bothers you also don't interact and just block me. I am talking about MY Dr and MY experiences, please don't come to my DMs screaming and crying about how such information should be kept private because it's your real life in another world. I get that and I understand why you would do that, but then again its MY choiceโ
ยปาแดส สแดวซแดแดsแดsยซ
โ If you do request a fic for you and your S/O or about your Dr, you NEED to at least flesh out how the story is gonna play out, When it took place, personality traits of you and your S/O or friends, key points in the timeline or story, desired length and style of the fic or any extras you feel are important. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IM WRITING FOR YOU IN DETAIL.โ
โ I will ABSOLUTELY NOT do anything like rape, incest, noncon, harassment and so on. If you support any of that shit please block me IMMEDIATELY.โ
โ Lastly I need you guys to know that I am a student and teenager writing as a hobby, your asks or requests might sit for a while before I'm done because i have to balance my school life, life at home and life on the internet. I'm not a machine and can't get everything perfect or get a request done quickly. My writing process isn't fast and I sometimes go through burn outs which is normal. I'm only a human and can only do so much before I get exhausted. I also have to deal with issues like mental health and stress which might effect my writing process. I hope you understandโ
!THANK YOU (โ โงโ โฝโ โฆโ )!
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(ํจ์ค x ์น๋ฏผ) from SKZ 9TH MEMBER DR
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๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ยฒโฐยฒโต
-Part I
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๐๐ญ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐๐ฐ๐จ (coming soon)
-Teaser
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๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (coming soon)
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๐๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ญ:
๐๐ข๐ธ๐บ๐ฆ๐ณ! ๐๐ฆ๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ! ๐๐บ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ถ๐ฏ
-Part I
-Part II
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(์ฐฝ๋น x ์์ฅฌํค) from JPOP DR
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๐๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ญ:
๐๐ฐ๐น๐ฆ๐ณ!๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฃ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ! ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ถ๐ฌ๐ช
-Part I
Vampire! Suzuki and Werewolf! Changbin
-Part I
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(๋ฆฌ๋ ธ x ๋ฆฌ์ ์ง) from SOLOIST DR
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Nothing yet...
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None..
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ยซสแดแดแด แดแด แดแดษชษด แดแดษขแด?ยป
โถโถโถ ๐ต๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐ โทโทโท
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!!Anti-Shifters DNI!!
SHIP: Seungjun (Seungmin x Hyojun)
DR: SKZ 9TH MEMBER
TROPE: Jealousy, Friends to Lovers, Complicated friendship, Smut if you squint, Porn with a bit of plot, Possessive stuff, Angst if you squint and hold it up to the sun.
ABOUT: Seungmin's self control finally snapping when a reporter flirts with you.
WARNINGS: Based on authors dr! SMUT! NSFW! Masturbation! Gay sex! A little bit cringe! cursing! denial! Jealousy! Mlm! lovey dovey! sarcasm! Seungmin being a menace! Self insert! Bad writing! Written like a memory (?)
Authors note!: Im sorry if it's written badly or if there's a lot of errors, I wrote this shit like 7 months ago while insomnia was beating my ass. Spare me the criticism.
โ!Reblogging helps!
โ!you can request stories for your own dr!
Main shifting acc: @kazuyas-gallerymwah
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ts is basically the day I realize the feelings between me and seungmin are mutual. (Written in first person & Written like a memory)
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during the early jazz album (2025) era is when seungmin and I's sexual and romantic tension reached its peak and broke.It reached its climax when a female interveiwer started flirting with me off camera after the brief interview, being touchy and offering me alcohol. i was really uncomfortable but i couldnt do anything about it so I stayed nice and tried to de-escalate the situation, but Seungmin didn't know that and thought i was agreeing to getting seranaded by the interveiwer. and what made his blood boil more was that she kept on touching my arm during the interview, laughing way too much whenever I cracked a joke, eyeing me with lust and biting her lips at me whenever I fixed my outfit. Lee Know noticed the shit she was pulling and actually glanced at seungmin with curious eyes, a slight smirk on his face when he felt the anger and jealousy radiating off of him.
Even though he didnt express his anger, it was the little things like the cold glare always on her and biting his tongue or inner cheeks. nobody else apart from lee know (and Stays ๐) knew what was going on. he got like really pissed off but hid it from the other members, just the thought alone of what dirty thoughts she could be thinking about made him livid. Later when we left and got a bunch of snacks before heading to our hotels, in the cafe while I and everyone else were ordering, Lee Know teased seungmin saying "I thought you didnt love him, why are your panties in a twist because of that interviewer?" and seungmin gave him the dirtiest glare ever as if saying "dont bring that shit up" and the whole car ride home he was still fuming, my dumbass didn't notice his piercing gaze on me while we were in the car and that pissed him off even more. how innocent and oblivious I looked as if I didn't cause this man distress made his blood boil.
when we got back to our hotels I open our shared hotel room and immediately head for the desk, putting down the snacks I got on the way before grabbing my towel and heading towards the bathroom to clean up, only to get pulled back by my collar and shoved onto the bed. so obviously I'm confused as hell because why the fuck are you being aggressive? but then he stands in front of my body on the bed and crosses his arms, staring me DOWN. "Take it off." he says in a cold and intimidating tone. confused I respond ".. take what off? do I have something of yours?" he VERY OBVIOUSLY rolls his eyes and takes his attention off of me and grabs a water bottle, drinking from it to distract himself.
Disturbed by the lack of proper communication I ask again "are you okay? you seem a bit.." I dont dare finish the sentence and he takes a pause from drinking the water. "you seemed to like that interveiwer alot" he responded, that very vague sentence had managed to give me a gist of why he was mad. ".. really?" I chuckle under my breath, quietly thanking the gods that I wasn't in real trouble. "you think this is fucking funny Souta?" he snaps taking a step towards me, I snap back to my senses and Immediately apologize making him scoff. "take it off. your clothes." he repeats again, emphasising each word. he pauses when he sees me frozen on the bed, "do I have to do it myself!?" and that startles me so I get to stripping and take off my sweater, before hesitantly unbuttoning my shirt and just sitting there confused and embarrassed to be somewhat half naked. Seungmin watches me closely before giving me the nastiest eye roll and tossing his bottle recklessly onto the bed. he then approaches me while I was on the bed, spread my dress shirt open even wider so he could see my torso. I obviously reel back in shock but he doesn't give two fucks about my reaction and immediately goes to unbuckle my belt, so I get even more shocked and move back while covering my crotch area and chest. he sighs and slowly moves my hand out of the way "Ive seen you naked before, no need to be shy" I freeze up and let him unbuckle and remove my belt. he gives me a reassuring pat on my shoulder saying he wont try anything without asking, I get kind of comforted by that. he sits up, currently semi straddling me and just looks me up and down and that gets me more embarrassed, he hovers his hand over my chest and looks up at me for consent and I slightly nod in approval, he then places his cold hands over my warm stomach making me shiver a bit, he smirks at seeing this and slowly feels my slight abs while eyeing me up and down, occasionally looking up at me to see my reaction. "so pretty" he mutters making me blush even more than I was already. I stay silent due to the embarrassment building up, making it hard to form a sentence.
he slowly leans in towards my face, his lips dangerously close to mine. "can I?" he asks, now I don't know how the heck to respond and just switch from staring at his lips to his eyes. and he took that as a yes, and locked lips with me and just like that my first kiss was stolen my dumbass left my eyes open from shock before eventually giving in to the urges and closing my eyes and leaning into the kiss, placing a hand on his shoulder to steady myself as he moved his hand up my chest and towards my shoulder as he pushed me down onto the bed, eventually moving his hand to the back of my neck as he slowly kissed me, finally releasing his pent up anger slowly. his other hand drawing shapes onto my waist. I stayed still since I didn't know what the fuck I was doing and I let him take charge, untill he shoved his tongue down my throat and I took it like a champ best believe. the noises made by us were oddly vulgar, the way I slightly choked on his tongue when it went a bit too deep into my throat. the way he deepened the kiss every few seconds absolutely infatuated with the way I felt and tasted. the way his tongue wrapped around mine and overpowered it, I couldn't help but sit back and let him ravage my mouth, still sweet from the pastries i had a while ago . by the time he pulled away im sure his tongue had explored my entire mouth a slight string of saliva hung between our mouths. we broke the kiss slightly heaving, I was red asf from the skinship and making out I have NEVER EVER received before. He kept strong eye contact with me as I looked at everything but him, looking for an excuse to leave so I could collect my thoughts. When I finally mustered up the courage to speak I had the worst stutter ever I genuinely wanted to kms right then and there. "-what about the rest? w-what if Bangchan or Lee know walks in on us..?" mf did not care about anybody walking in on us, infact he highly encouraged it. "-is this your first time" he cut me off, ignoring my question and changing the subject before I could come up with other excuses. "....yes" I say red asf still. "don't worry, we wont do it if you don't want to." he assures me under his breath, subconsciously tracing over my nipple piercing as he stared down at me admiring my disheveled state knowing damn well he'll make it worse as our night together goes on.
he leans down to kiss me once again this time moving his hands to the back of my head, entangling his fingers with my hair, as he deepens the kiss and makes it more heated he slowly takes off my hair tie that held my hair in a half up half down type thing. that turns me on for some reason and I guess he noticed my slight shift in behavior from embarrassed to slight desperation but he doesnt adress it and instead runs his hand through my hair as we made out, subconsciously I move my hands to his chest and play with the zipper of the sweater he has on, he notices this and slightly smirks into our kiss enjoying my hands on his chest. he pulled away and dived back in, giving me less than a second to catch my breath before kissing me again, making sure to savour the slight sweet taste my mouth had from the sweet treats I had earlier.
When he finally pulled away I felt not so alone after seeing how he was turning red also from the heat and tension in the atmosphere, he wasted no time taking off his green sweater and tossing it to the side as if it was nothing. his eyes raking over my figure as I took in his lean figure through the satin shirt, he moved the hair sticking to my face away as he stared down at me. biting his inner cheek in slight satisfaction knowing that I enjoyed the shit he was doing to me. he leaned down and gave me a short but savory kiss before kissing down my chin and trailing down my jaw onto my neck, as soon as his breath hit my neck I tensed up and "accidentally" held the back of his head gently. that action had his stomach doing flips, knowing that he already had me holding onto him before he even took a bite had his mind spinning. he could tell that I was quite sensitive, and that was due to being touch starved but whatever. He doesn't need to know that. he let out an amused sigh before placing a kiss on my neck, receiving a jolt from me. he placed many small kisses down my neck and towards collarbone going in gentle with. me as he promised but that promise would be thrown out the window later. his hot breath hitting my neck and his kisses going down the side of my neck got me hot and sweaty. I bit back stupid little noises as he slowly made his way towards my collarbone, my sensitivity getting more and more intense as he kept on trailing down. I guess he noticed my grip on the back of his head slightly tightening up because he slowly rubbed up and down my waist trying to get me to calm down as he kissed my neck, I guess it did help because I stopped tugging on his hair subconsciously -until he pressed a hot open mouth kiss on my neck and all sense of shame I had was thrown out the door, I slightly tugged on his hair a bit harder on accident and a slight groan left his mouth, muffled by my neck. that shit sent vibrations through my body and I swear I could feel my blood rushing towards my center. I was red asf, my body temperature was rising and for the first time in forever, my pants felt tight. Infact, I was sweating under him and all this heat and intimacy got to my brain excessively. especially for a touch starved person to receive this type of intimacy for the first time, its gonna be overwhelming.
my free hand wandered up his chest as if it had a mind of its own and I slowly unbuttoned his satin shirt with one hand to the best of my abilities while I was getting mind fucked. he noticed my desperation and let me unbutton the first few buttons of his shirt, while he placed open mouth kisses on my collarbones enjoying the occasional squirming I did under him. I let out a breathy moan just loud enough for him to catch it and his mind went foggy for a second, he bit down on my collarbone while he was on cloud nine, feeling his pants getting tighter aswell. the sharp pain that came from the bite was enough to make let out a small cry of pleasure, grabbing a hand full of his hair as I whimpered out some curses, squirming under him.
"god.. you're so pretty"
he hummed into my neck, making my stomach do flips. without think I let out another incoherent moan as I tossed my head back, giving him more area to work with if he needed to. a shiver ran down my spine when I felt his hand go down my chest and towards my V-line, his hands toying with the belt loops of my pants teasingly, making me even more harder. I flinched when I felt myself rub against his inner thigh on accident, the embarrassment and lust eating me out alive. he also froze when he felt my boner against him a shit eating grin making its way onto his face. "Oh.. Oh my god are you really that desperate?" I let out a groan of annoyance and covered my face with my hands trying to hide from the embarrassment. "-seungmin please..." I begged, my words coming out as a shaky moan. vibrations going through my body, my untouched friend aching for attention.
Seungmin shook at the sound of my moaning his name out in desperation, feeling like he had seriously won the jackpot. he let out a satisfactory sigh as slowly pulled away from my neck, and stared at me with an unreadable expression written all over his face, I took this as a look of disturbance and I felt my heart drop into my stomach for a second "I'm sorry, I'm sorry-" I whisper slightly regretting my mistake and hoping this wasn't a cruel joke. he cut me off amidst my apologies, moving the hand that was playing with my belt loops even lower, cutting me off and making a very visible shiver run down my spine. a smirk formed on his face as he pushed his hair back, I guess my apologizing triggered something inside him. perhaps a kink he hadn't discovered.
"well? why'd you stop? you still have to apologize for making me pissed off for the entire day" he said, waiting for my endless apologies as he slightly teased me by not going further down and taking care of me already. I looked up at him from the mattress, getting even more embarrassed as I tried mustering up a response to his words but his hand right above my center made it hard to think, his cold yet cocky gaze on me made my mouth dry. "but she was flirting with me, I was just bring nice-" I say in protest before he cut me off, the cocky look on his face disappearing In a flash and turning into a cold and intimidating one. "Did I ask for an explanation?" he cut me off, his explosive anger from before coming back. he was a ticking time bomb and I didn't notice it. "..but- aahnm~" I was cut off by my own muffled moan when I felt him lower his hand onto my clothed legnth. he didnt move it from its spot, he didnt caress it or anything to tease me even more. he knew I was sensitive enough for only his touch to drive me crazy. he looked down at me once more with a raised eyebrow, as if saying "what did you say?". I stayed silent, opening my mouth for a moment trying to muster up a response but his warm hand already on my throbbing length made my mind fuzzy. he bit his tongue at my silence, dissatisfied at my attempts to get out a response only for my words to dissolve into meaningless whines under my breath.
he grabbed my cock through the fabric of the cargos I was wearing causing me to flinch violently and spew out almost incoherent apologies. "...hnghah-! Im sorry, I'm sorry!" I whined a hand going up to cover my mouth, embarrassed from the noises I just made while the other went to my stomach. he let out an amused chuckle, drinking in my disheveled appearance and red face. he wasn't satisfied with my apology though, so as a way to push me even more to the edge he started moving his hand up and down the bulge in my pants, sending electricity coursing through my body. I laid there unmoving, the hand over my mouth tightening as my whole body tensed up from the foreign pleasure going through my veins, slight pants leaving my mouth as I bit my tongue trying to hold back my incoherent moans. he noticed this and gently moved my hand off of my mouth, he wanted to hear me falter in both my thoughts and my actions. I wanted to move my other hand up to cover my face but after seeing his stern expression, I quickly let go of any idea of covering myself up.
"you still havent given me a full apology, in tears." he teased though it didnt feel like he was teasing me, his voice and tone was intimidating. I was panting like a goddamn dog, letting out breathy moan everytime he moved up and down. moaning in sync with his movements. I looked off to the side, staring at the walls of our shared hotel room with clouded eyes. closing my mouth and swallowing thickly, trying to muster up words. "ah- I'm sorr- hah.. I'm sorry, Im so- hngh hah Seungminngh..." a moan or whine broke through my words everytime I tried to apologize properly. my eyes felt blurry as I looked off to the side, too embarrassed and pathetic to face him. he hummed in arousal, his other hand moving up to hold my chin and turn it so he could see my face. my face was a darker red and my hair was sticking to my face from the sweat. he let out an amused laugh at my expression, my clouded eyes and mouth spewing incoherent noises.
he took his hand off of my crotch giving me time to breath. I huffed out and let out a whine in protest, losing my high due to him. "hah- hey, why did you..?" I trail off, still calming down from my high, my protests coming out as whispers. I was enjoying this deeply,never in my life have I been touched like that. he didnt respond and instead shifted a bit over me, straddling me as he rolled his sleeves up. he leaned down and began working on my neck like before, leaving kisses on my collarbones. I felt a bit disappointed untill I felt him grind down on me, rubbing his boner against mine as he worked on my neck. I flinched at the sudden pressure on my center, my hands grabbing his shoulders hard as a more audible moan left my lips, I threw my head back and stared at the ceiling with lust clouding my eyes. my vision blurring as another moan left my lips. the biting of my neck and the grinding on me was too much to handle. It was a miracle I survived this long without soaking my underwear in cum, my underwear was soaked though, just in precum.
my nails dug into the sides of his arm as he kept up his rhythm of grinding down on me, my throat dry from all the unholy noises that escaped my mouth. my stomach and arms twitched under him as I tried to endure the pleasure vibrating through my whole body, and on top of that, he went from leaving soft kisses on my neck to full and biting and sucking my collar bones, leaving red and purple hickeys on my skin. "oh fuck~ mmnh" I choked out, bringing up my hand to bite the back of it hard. "ahhmnh" the noise came out muffled by the back of my hand but it didn't help me in calming down, I could feel Seungmin's breathing getting laboured aswell as he marked my neck thoroughly. when he was satisfied, he ran his tongue down my neck. breathing heavily as his hips bucked into mine, I could feel his rhythm faltering as he continued rubbing his hips down on mine. I felt my eyes slightly roll back as my moans got louder and louder. he could basically hear my mind get foggy with pleasure, and his was also doing the same. his hands trailed down my chest and he gripped my waist tightly as he sped up, groaning into my sore neck. when he heard my moans get high pitched and shorter he knew I was at my peak. the way my abs tightened up and my hips moved with his slightly, he knew I was on the edge of releasing into my pants. reluctantly, he slowed his pace down and moved off my buldge, knowing damn well I was in cloud 9. I calmed down from my high disappointed by the stop in pleasure, I needed this, I was desperate for it. I could do the dishes for the whole year just to get that feeling back.
"Seungmin please.. mh" I whine under my breath, shutting my eyes as I leaned back. whining pathetically when I felt that knot in my stomach slowly dissappear. "please what? use your words" he spat, placing his hands back on the belt loops of my cargos, his hair messy from me tugging on it and his face red. he too wanted to finish but he wanted to toy with me longer, even if it meant that he wouldn't get his sweet release. as long as my undoing was in his hands, the satisfaction from that was better than making his underwear messy. a shaky exhale left my mouth as I desperately tried to weave together a grammatically correct sentence in my mind. "mmh please.." I whimpered, my hips moving back and forth in desperation of the high I was on a second ago. he raised a condescending eyebrow at my actions as if he wasn't as desperate as I was. I swallowed thickly and mustered up a proper sentence "just.. take care of me, I dont care about the consequences.." I huff, opening my eyes to stare up at his figure with pure lust in my eyes. he smirked, pleased at my words. he wouldn't go too far though, he made me a promise saying that he wouldn't do it unless I gave him permission. And I think he knew I wasn't ready for him pumping in and out of me.
he pressed his tongue against his inner cheek, biting back a laugh. he hummed in an amused tone slowly getting off of me, holding onto my thighs and slowly spreading my legs open. I bit my tongue in anticipation, thoughts running through my mind at 100mph as I watched his actions closely. he unzipped my cargos and slowly slipped them off of me throwing it onto the hotel room floor. I held back a whine, feeling it rising up my throat like bile before I pushed it back down. my face was melting off at this point. I couldn't bare the thought of getting naked infront of him, let alone the fact that he was helping me strip down to my boxers. I bit my bottom lip hard, my hands holding onto the sheets around me as I let him do whatever he wanted to me. he held onto my now bare thighs, admiring its oddly thick proportions as he hoisted them up to his waist.
"Han was right, you do have oddly round hips for a boy" he muttered under his breath, kneading the flesh of my thighs with his hands, enjoying the plush feel of my love handles a bit too much. the feeling of my thighs around him aroused him more than he wanted to admit. the pink colour on my cheeks turned darker as I watched him play with my thighs for a moment kneading it as if it was dough. he leaned down and let his impulsive thoughts take over, he planted a kiss on my inner thigh earning a chuckle from me. "pff- what are you doing..?" I chuckled, an embarrassed smile making its way onto my face. "shhh, your thighs look delicious.." he muttered, his words getting muffled by my inner thighs, I let out a laugh in disbelief, and watched him with a shy smile. he continued placing kisses on my inner thighs, leaving them anywhere he wanted to. he then trailed up my inner thighs and towards my crotch area, causing me to shut the fuck up and bite down on my lip holding back a whimper. I could see the tent in my boxers, and that made me way too embarrassed to say anything smart.
when he reached the lining of my boxers he smirked at the sight of my boner, placing a kiss right on my length. my breath hitched at the feeling, my breath growing more laboured as I waited for him to tear off my underwear already. he took a moment to look up at my shaky figure, desperate to get it done and over with. the man I've wanted for the longest time staring at me from in between my legs made my legs shake in excitement.
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