A Crack in the Wall

Have fun browsing my wall! I've probably already see yours XD

[blu3b3rryj4mp1r3]

beanie baby dragon is crossing your dash

[orion-archives]

"I want to be a dragon."

[jay-wasstuff]

[inklizard]

(wakes up) i need to look at jpegs of those characters

[haedraulics]

final boss of parental neglect ilya rozanov

[rylandsgrace]

#Huge day for the most annoying person you know (me)

[assignedilyaoftheday]

your assigned ilya of the day is saying i lahv you lahv you i lahv you to you and you and you and yes you there too 🖤

[shuploc]

Connor/Ilya as "The Fallen Angel"

[torple-deactivated20190911]

almost lovers always do

[thoughtsfullofbooks]

awww he’s so cute. now put him in a Situation and cover him in blood

[unlikelychildchaos]

My headcanon of the day is that Ilya is not used to getting calls from family members unless they need something from him. Nobody ever calls him (maybe apart from Shane) to just simply check up on him. So the first time David calls him on a random day of the week, asks him about his day, hands the phone to Yuna to do the same—Ilya is a little confused as to why these people are just randomly calling him. He even texts David after they've hung up to confirm if they needed something and have just forgotten to mention it. When David texts back "no son we just wanted to check up on you" Ilya sits and stares at that text until he feels his throat close up and there's an odd sting in his eyes.

[queer-sigh]

Ilya would panic seeing his phone light up. That horrible cold feeling of anxiety would twist his stomach. He’d been waiting for this. When someone else in his life would want something from him. He answers and steels his voice as usual, waiting for the request, the demand, the yelling. But the call is pleasant. Kind. It doesn’t stop Ilya’s throat from tightening, his mind from spiraling.

The Hollanders hang up and Ilya’s heart is still racing. There’s got to be some kind of catch. He’d rather know now than live in this horrible, dreadful unknown until the Hollanders tell him what they really want. He texts David.

Did you need something?

Those three cursed little bubbles.

No, son. We just wanted to check up on you.

Ilya reads that text over and over until his vision blurs. No. He will not cry over a text message. His throat is tight, and the anxiety hasn’t completely calmed, because there’s no way. There’s no way this is actually why David Hollander called him.

[themoonandmyman]

No sex scene in Heated Rivalry is unnecessary or gratuitous.

Each one propels the narrative forward and demonstrates the ebb and flow of intimacy between our two leads as it grows. This, after all, is a romance story.

As an audience, and a queer audience at that, we’re also entitled to want to see sex between queer couples.

Heterosexual people have decades worth of sex scenes.

We’re adults. Some of us like watching sex on screen and getting horny over it. That’s normal. I cannot stress enough how normal that is.

[evanrosier-diffindo]

In the hospital

[bizarrelittlemew]

HEATED RIVALRY S1 ↳ Ilya telling Shane what to do (affectionate) (horny) (playful) (dominant) (begging)

[moki13]

I think it's important people remember this scene from ep 5 is not Shane looking at Rose like that because "oh it's a woman"

He knows he fumbled his "performance"

Even through the show he is acutely aware of the fact that he has a role to fit into and that's he isn't doing that naturally so he gotta make an deliberate effort to. and that goes into this scene as well.

He feels guilty that he wasn't able to do what he was "supposed" to be able to. and there's probably a lot of others emotions like sliver of anxiety and feeling out of his depth as he yet again continues to convince himself he isn't gay, he likes girls, he likes Rose.

It's not exactly a sin to joke he is freaking out bc it's a woman. But we shouldn't minimise the entire scene and Shane's expression to that. It's important we don't forget what the scene ACTUALLY is.

Which is Shane trying to yet again fit the role of the cool straight hockey player (and to be white if we are being honest) that everyone is expecting of him. and him failing to do so.

Especially with Rose whom he does genuinely love and doesn't want to hurt or upset.

Sadly the love he has for Rose isn't the same love he needs it to be.

[bambicoded]

[barbie-verse]

heated rivalry twitter (38/?) skip interlude (ft ilya being an asshole <3)