THE ‎ ‎WINDOW ‎ ‎WITHIN

a   guided   meditation   for   breaking   through   the   pane.

[kcabrooms]

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minors    dni,    this     is     strictly     a     18+     space.    RATED    MA.    mature    and  explicit  themes    will    be    present    including,    but    not    limited    to    :    drug    use    and    scenes    of    sexual    nature,    blood    and    gore,    psychological     horror     and    more. 

 MUSE  LIST  AVAILABLE  HERE.  but undergoing major overhaul!

GUIDELINES.

 1.         this    is    a    mature    writing    space.    please    keep    the    content    warnings    in    mind    as    you're    responsible    for    curating    your    own    space.     do    not    interact    if    :   you're    a    minor,    racist,    zionist,    homophobic,    transphobic,    or    bigoted    in    any    way.     

2.         generally,    please    don't    be    an    asshole    :    no    godmodding    where    it's    not    necessary.    no    metagaming.    no    drama.    we're    all    adults    here.     

3.         this    is    a    low    -    activity    writing    blog,    so    please    be    patient    with    me.    replies    will    be    slow,    sporadic,    and    based    on    my    muse    for    the    thread.    i    don't    mind    occasional    nudges,    but    please    don't    pressure    me    too    much    for    replies    because    i    will    lose    muse    for    the    thread    faster.    i    respect    everyone's    writing    pace    so    let's    keep    that    mutual.   

4.         most,    if    not    all,    of    my    muses    will    also    be    queer    in    some    shape    or    form,    so    do    not    interact    if    that's    going    to    be    a    problem    with    you.    i    don't    keep    track    of    gender    ratio    in    threads    or    ships    either,    i    don't    care    about    those    things.    but    if    you're    only    here    for    cishet    ships    then    you're    probably    in    the    wrong    place.

5.         banned    faceclaims    are    as    follows    :    deceased    people,    minors,    those    who    are    problematic    (    ie.    racists    and    homophobes    )    or    convicted    of    crimes,    and    actors    who    have    stated    that    they    don't    want    to    be    used    in    roleplay.

6.         dark    and    complex    themes    will    be    present,    but    depiction    is    not    in    any    way    equal    to    endorsement.    i    simply    enjoy    the    horror    genre,    especially    the    character    study    and    deep - dives    into    a    character's    psyche    when    placed    in    an    impossible    or    terrible    situation.  however,   taboo  topics  such   as  inc/st,  sexual  abuse  and  r/pe,  or   anything   similar  to  those  themes  will  not  be   present  here.

7.          the     writer     is     twenty5+     and     uses     he   /   they     pronouns.  i  love  storytelling  and   film,  so   if  you  wanna  nerd  out  about  films  or  shows,  feel  free  to  ask  for  discord  or  my  letterboxd if   we're   mutuals  !

[campusloser]

EXTRA, EXTRA, READ ALL ABOUT IT! campusloser is once again looking for more #LOSERS. we currently have two open spots, and now is the perfect time to join with all the drama brewing. our members are just so good at giving us material, this ballad week has literally been fun drama overload, the glee gods must be smiling ( not u ryan murphy, u can choke ). but can't think of a faceclaims? i gotchu! we really want true whitaker, jaz sinclair, chase infiniti, havana rose liu, archie renaux, ayo edebiri, paulina chavez, amrit kaur, angourie rice, tyriq withers, zain iqbal, charithra chandran, damian hardung, jonathan daviss, supriya ganesh, cody christian, hunter schafer, anna lambe, matthew broome, clara moneke, michael evans behling, auli'i cravalho, lovie simone, daniella taylor, whitney peak, coco jones, zaria, quintessa swindell, and so many more. c'mon divas, i triple dog dare you.

[kcabrooms]

had a brief lapse of sanity after seeing a terrible glee rp and had to course correct the universe with my own hands and make my own... @campusloser if u even care...

[kcabrooms]

watched top gun maverick for the first time n maybe i need a hangrooster inspired ship or whatever their ship is called

[kcabrooms]

me and @wishwiillow making our indies...

[kcabrooms]

watched backrooms for the third time. need to make an unhinged muse who's been in there and no1 believes them <\3

[aftrbdymoved]

. ౿ open starter ── .✦ genevieve serrano ( horror muse ) . ౿ connection ── .✦ two "friends" but y/m has an unhealthy crush . ౿ open to ── .✦ f / m / nb

“do   you   have   a   crush   on   me?”   it's   blunt.   it's   straight   to   the   point.   because   that's   who   gen   is.   “if   you   do,   you   need   to   tell   me   right   now.”

[kcabrooms]

꥟ ＊ had she been obvious this entire time? she'd thought she'd been doing something noble, how the best way to keep something alive and exciting was to keep her affections close to the chest in an age where everything and anything was broadcasted to the world. and maybe nayeli was afraid it'd lose its effect once said out loud, or maybe she'd lose her, that something so all-encompassing and consuming could only be managed by suspending it in an unspoken vagueness. because who was to say what could happen if she let herself truly feel all of it? she was fine with making a little game out of it for now, obsessing on the details, ruining all her other relationships from under her nose. " i … i think we're good friends. "

[ad0rati0ns]

muse: patrick ward, late twenties

open to: anyone

"look, i know you're only with me because i give you weed, but you could at least pretend to be into me."

[kcabrooms]

꥟ ＊ shitty behavior getting called out was probably a long time coming, and yet it somehow only made him feel better that both of them weren't foolish enough to believe this was anything but fitz getting what he wanted. the desire for distraction lived in the marrow of everything he did, and as much as he wanted to feel something more for patrick, he just didn't have the capacity for any real attachment, for a dependence on anything or anyone other than the substances that altered his chemistry even if only for a short while. " i can kiss you if you want … " he said as he leaned in slightly closer, and it'd be too easy to give in to that want, a more physical kind of distraction. " and i can fuck you if you want … " and it'd be great, patrick was pretty and fitz would never really turn down an opportunity to get laid, but would it change anything? " but i'll still be me, and you'll still want something more than i can give you. " julian shrugged as if it was a simple undisputed fact he'd always known, never liked being alone but couldn't stomach the idea of love either. " but we can both pretend if that's what you need. me as someone capable of love and you as someone loved by me ? "

[matchesburnt]

open to : m / f / nb !

he means well , he always does but rarely do rowan's actions actually translate well . with many tissues and a pack of frozen corn against his nose , all words are pathetically muffled as he attempts a pathetic smile . " i was defending your honor . "

[kcabrooms]

꥟ ＊ it was valiant in theory, but routines and patterns had always been easy for julian recognize, and rowan's hotheadedness was one of those things so glaringly easy to spot before the first punch was even thrown. and sure, it might've been warranted to come into his defense, but he also didn't want to be used as an excuse to enable rowan's scrappy behavior either. " oh, yeah? am i supposed to thank you for finding the fight you're always looking for? " he scoffed in mild annoyance as he halfheartedly pressed the frozen bag just a little harder against rowan's nose. but hard as he tried, julian couldn't actually stay mad. not a single mean bone in his body, not one that could keep a grudge either. because as much as he hated displays of violence, and as much as he hated it was because of him, it wasn't like rowan just randomly decided to pick a fight with that weirdo at the party either. " guess i just don't like it when you're all angry, even if it's warranted. " a brief a pause as his lips curled from faint disappointment to something lighter, something closer to gratitude. " even if it was kind of … sexy … seeing you give that dude his comeuppance. but don't do it again, at least not for me. i can handle myself, i promise. "

[kcabrooms]

maybe i just don't come up with pre-made muses at all... all muses will be based on my partners' wanteds, just like how the backrooms copies something from people's memories and recreates it ...

[kcabrooms]

🟡 actually forgot how to write open starters for indie, so like this and i'll check out your opens instead! 🚧

[kcabrooms]

now to actually think of muses to put here... new era, new muses...

[kcabrooms]

and when i come back here and revamp my blog and change my url to backsession because i'm too backrooms and obsession-pilled right now... what then...