sunshine & gunpowder

Kensi Blye | 34 | NCIS Special Agent Special Agent Kensi Blye. Born in San Diego, California. I come from U.S. Marine Corps family. Fluent in French, Portuguese, Spanish. I know morse code as well and I can lip read. I had quite a rough childhood. My father was murdered when I was 15 years old, I lived on the streets for almost a year after that. My favorite movie is Titanic and I love collecting gel bracelets, I have quite the collection. I went to college at Cornell University and graduated with a BA in Politics and International Studies. I joined NCIS in 2003. Due to my job I've been stationed in many places from Washington D.C. to Japan to Virginia and eventually to Los Angeles where I was transferred in 2009 and been there since. I'm currently engaged to my partner Marty Deeks.

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Deeks was almost sure that he had managed to convince her to turn around and head back inside, for some pretty great sex. From the look on her face, she was almost ready to agree to his suggestion, and maybe he just needed one more push, and only if he was sure that it was something that she wanted. It didn’t have to some high adrenaline sex, that could be saved for later, he was ready for some slow sex. She still had to take it a bit easy so it was slow sex for now.

“Wait you’re comparing sex with me to shooting a gun?” he asked, “I don’t know how I feel about that because I’m not some one pump chump,” he said, as he looked at her. He shook his head, and let out a breath, “taking things slow doesn’t mean no sex,” he said as he took a step closer to her, “I’m sure that I can make you enjoy some slow sex,” a grin played over his lip, “maybe I should show you the next time both of us have a weekend off.” Besides that a walk on the beach didn’t sound too bad, he was sure that it was something they both could enjoy and who knew what that would lead to later. “I so knew that you were into slow walks on the beach with either a sunrise or a sunset in the background, you’re a romantic at heart, Kens.”

A grin played on her lips as she continued walking towards the beach as she listened to him. Of course he wasn’t just some one pump chump. He was hers one pump chump. She definitely was a romantic, a side that she hid from others but allowed Deeks to see that side of her. He should be so lucky that she puts her guard down for him. Once the beach was in view, there was hardly anyone there as day started to turn into night. The sun slowly beginning to set on Los Angeles.

“I never said I wasn’t, Deeks” Kensi said stopping in her steps as she turned to face him. The warm California air hitting her skin, her hair slightly blowing with the wind. “And you’re definitely my one pump chump” she smirks, closing the space between them, her arms wrapping around his neck. Kensi placed a soft kiss to his lips. “And if memory serves me correct, I never said sex was off the table. Maybe I just wanted to get you on the beach. Swim a little” she said with a shrug of her shoulder. She stepped back and pulled her shirt off revealing she had a bikini on underneath her clothing. A grin playing on her lips as she began to walk away. “Swim a little. Make out a little as the waves of the water washes over our bodies, Build up the anticipation”.

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He knew that she always loved to get him all riled up it was something that had been there for the start, and he was probably the same. It was a game of give and take, to see how far you could get before it had gotten to far, he knew how much she hated when he did just that. That was one of the reasons to why he loved to do it. It was even more fun when he knew that he was right, and she knew it too, but she wouldn’t give up. Deeks also knew that in this moment, this time, it was Kensi that was in charge and in power that she had the upper hand and she was aware of it too and he couldn’t wait to see what she was going to do with it.

“You should know by now,” he began, “that I’m always right and when you think you are I’m just humoring you.” A smile played over his lips, he knew exactly what to say, or do, or flex to get her to lose her focus for just a moment, “oh, I know that because sex with me is never boring you should know that by now.” In that moment he was sure that he could say or do anything and she would tell him that they would go back to the house and do whatever she had in mind, or he. “Oh, why can’t you?” he asked, “because I personally think that sounds like an excellent idea. So if you don’t tell me the reason to why we can’t go back to the house I’m counting on us doing just that.”

Kensi stopped in her steps, a triumphant grin on her lips. Her whole plan was working. He was trying to charm his way, trying to convince her to turn around and go back in the house so they could have some non-boring adrenaline high sex. She was tempted. Oh she so wanted to. She had to stand her ground though. Just moments before Deeks had told her he wanted her to take it slow. Taking it slow obviously meant no high adrenaline activities.

She turned to face him, a grin on her lips. “Of course sex is never boring with you. The adrenaline I feel while we have sex is the exact high I get say when I go to a shooting range” she teased. “And you just said moments before you wanted me to take things slow so I would be going against that if we went back to that house and I.....ripped all those clothes off you”. She leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to those lips. “It’s okay though. A nice walk will be very nice and calm, Deeks”.

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Deeks knew that it wasn’t easy for Kensi to relax, but he needed her to find away to relax if she didn’t start relaxing she might burn out. But he knew that there had to be a reason for why she didn’t want to relax, and let her mind and body rest. He knew that Kensi wouldn’t be back at work until she got a clear bill of health, and if she didn’t learn how to deal with everything that wouldn’t happen anytime soon.

“Of course I’m right,” he replied, a grin playing over his lips. “And you do, everyone does,” he took a step closer, “you just have to ask Sam, he does things like this too.” He walked beside her, and he was sure that it would come a comment about how this wasn’t for her, but he wasn’t going to give up that easy. He smiled against her lips, “and we both know that some sucking can be fun,” he replied, his hands rested on the small of her back. “But sex’s not comepletely off the table right?” he asked, “because that’s not fair, I’m sure we can figure out some boring non-adrenaline ways of having sex.” He watched as she walked a few steps ahead of him, “you can’t just refuse sex!”

Kensi loved getting Deeks all riled up and right now she knew she had him in her hands. She had Deeks right where she wanted him. She couldn’t help it, she didn’t like being played, she knew he was doing what he thought was right and in actuality it was right but she couldn’t help it so she was going to play him as well. All the power was in her hands now especially after she said those last words to him.

Kensi continued walking rolling her eyes at his words. “It has to be”. She stopped in her tracks and turned to face him. She shrugged her shoulders, letting out a sigh. “And you’re right, Deeks” Kensi adding placing her hands on his shoulders. Oooh those broad shoulders of his she felt the beneath the fabric of his shirt. Pay attention! “There would no ways we could have so boring non-andrenaline sex” she said biting down on her lower lip as she gazed at the detective in front of her. Kensi stepped closer to him, her right hand wandering down his chest, her tongue seductively running up her upper lip, her eyes moving up and down his chest as she pictured him without his shirt on. That body. Those abs. “I can refuse because trust me the things I wanna do to you would not be non-adrenaline at all. And I really mean at all. I could just take you back in that house and just......but I can’t” she pouted before turning on her heels and walking away with a triumphant grin on her lips. But not really. She kind of did want him. Kensi really did. 

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“Of course you’d say that,” Deeks replied, “and that’s only because I like to keep some things a bit of a mystery,” he looked at her, an eyebrow raised. He knew that she probably wanted some more action, and not just relaxing, but from what he could tell that was actually what she needed, and he would teach her to surf but not today.

“Everyone likes long walks on the beach,” he said, “and you like them too, you just need to realize that.” He was going to make sure that he got the last word in. “You’ll get your adrenaline pumping, but not now,” he took a step closer, “it’s what you want but not what you need, and now it’s about what you need,” he said, “so you better listen to Doctor Deeks, and you’ll get your adrenaline pumping in a day or two.” He followed her to the door, walking a couple of steps behind her.

Kensi rolled her eyes as she listened to him. She knew he was doing this for her own good but relaxing was not for her at all. She needed to keep going, feeling the adrenaline pumping was what kept her mind off everything. She needed work as well but no way was Hetty letting her come back until she had everything straightened out mentally.

Once outside Kensi turned on her heel to face him. A sigh leaving her lips. “I guess you’re right” she mumbled with a shake of her head. “I need to do some calm and relaxing things like walking on the beach and doing nothing adrenaline packing just yet”. Kensi walked up to him, closing any space between them as she leaned closer and place a soft kiss to his lips, her hands moving up his body. “You’re right, it just sucks, Deeks” her hands briefly wandered up his shirt, feeling his skin underneath her fingertips. “I thought we could of had some fun but even sex is too adrenaline packing so you’re very right, I just need to go slow for the next couple days and just relax and process everything” she added pulling back and walking away, a grin on her lips.

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Deeks wasn’t sure on how long Kensi had been in the bathroom, not that he minded waiting. But from what he could tell, he probably had managed to cheer her up, at least some, and that was what counted. “Well, if no one flatters me, then I gotta make sure to flatter myself, I for one deserve it.” He shook his head, a small breath left his lips, “Well, you gotta spend more time with me to really figure that one out.”

He stood up, a smile present on his face. “Okay, let’s head to the beach,” he replied, “you should know that I’m always ready for the beach.” He looked at her, “I always hit the beach before work, the waves are always the best in the early morning, but we’re skipping the surfing right now and going for the calm. But I am going to teach you to surf.”

“I’ve known you for years Deeks. You don’t come off as a cuddler” Kensi teased. She arched her brow as she heard his words before rolling her eyes as she looked at Deeks. Of course he probably didn’t think she could handle it right now especially in the state of mind she was in but she needed some kind of action after everything. She couldn’t go to the shooting range and going to gym was boring, why not try surfing.

“Is this where I find out you like long walks on the beach” Kensi asked sarcastically. She rolled her eyes realizing there was no win to arguing with Deeks. “Fine! Although I was really looking forward to some adrenaline pumping action” she sighed as she grabbed her bag and made her way to the door.

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Deeks laughed, and shook his head. Kensi’s reaction wasn’t a surprise. He knew that he at times could have a bit of corny comebacks, it was who he was. “No, she’s running because she happens to like me but is afraid of what it would mean,” he replied. “but sure, Kensi can run as much as she wants but I’ll always catch up with her.” Deeks grinned as he looked at her, and he winked at her.

“Oh, you think so?” he asked, “I don’t know about that, since you haven’t really cuddled with me.” He raised an eyebrow as he looked at her. “And if you left your leftovers out he would be eating them in no time.” He shook his head, “and I’m not distracting you, you just love my company so much that you don’t want to leave.”

Kensi leaned against the bathroom door and let out a soft chuckle, shaking her head. Deeks always knew exactly how to cheer her up whenever she felt down, even his corny jokes were working. “Don’t flatter yourself, Deeks. And are you telling me you cuddle now? Didn’t think you were one of em” Kensi teased, her voice loud so he could hear her from beyond the closed door as she started the shower.

Kensi spent the next forty five minutes in the bathroom before leaving the bathroom before walking out in a black tanktop and shorts, her bathing suit underneath her clothes. She felt more fresh, more clean then she had in the past few weeks. “Much better. I’m ready to hit the beach when you are” she announced as she ran her fingers through her dark wavy locks. “

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He wasn’t surprised by Kensi’s reaction, but no matter how much she would deny it, he knew that she would have a hard time keeping her hands off him. And he wasn’t scared of what he said would mean, if anything he was confident and he knew that he could be. “Oh, I’m always dreamin’ of you, Kens,” he replied, a grin playing over his lips, “I’m surprised that you aren’t tired all the time since you’ve been running in my dreams.”

“Like I told you, babe, I’m always dreaming, but you should keep dreaming of me too.” He saw the red color on her cheeks and he knew that he had gotten to her. “So, what you’re saying,” he began, looking at her, “is that you wanna live with me, you should know that I’m an excellent roommate, I don’t believe that Monty is as good as I am.” He shook his head, and leaned back, and he couldn’t help but to watch her as she made her way to the bathroom.

Kensi couldn’t help but roll her eyes at Deeks’ lame jokes. A quiet chuckle leaving her lips. He was so corny at times and this was one of them although it was kind of cute. “I don’t blame dream Kensi from running. Dream Deeks is probably even lamer then Real Deeks so it’s obvious why she’s running so much. Runs, Kensi, Run” she teased as she turned to look at him, a smirk on her lips.

Kensi really had to watch what she said around Deeks. Maybe she did want to live with him....eventually. “That’s a possibility you are the best roommate but Monty is the best cuddler. He’s such a cute cuddly dog, he’s got such a cute face when you wake up and see him sleeping right beside you plus he’s also one who doesn’t attempt to eat my leftovers unlike someone I know. I still can’t believe you at my chinese that morning” she exclaimed. Yes, she was still talking about that one morning where Deeks stayed over the night before and she caught him eating her leftovers. “Okay you got to stop distracting me. I need a shower”. Kensi walked into the bathroom and closed the door as she went to shower.

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“I’m not going to even reply to that,” Deeks said, a smile played over his lips, “because whatever reply I give you’ll be holding it against me.” It wasn’t a surprise that he didn’t get a respons to his suggestion about being her personal nurse, at least not at first, but he knew that she’d comment on it at some point. He tilted his head to the side, looking at her, “I don’t know about that,” he replied, “because let’s be honest here, Kens, if I did wear that outfit you wouldn’t be able to keep your hands off me and I think you should actually take it easy.”

Deeks let out a breath, he had a small smile playing over his lips, “sure we can do that,” he said, “maybe I should join you in the shower,” his smile turned into a grin that took over his whole face, “from what I know showering together is supposed to save you water and saving water is always good.” He might be pushing things, but he wanted her to laugh and have a good time, but the most important thing right now, was to make sure that she actually got outside.

Kensi rolled her eyes in response. That statement wasn’t entirely true. She could control herself if she wanted to and just by Deeks response if he ever did try that outfit on she would force herself to keep her hands off him. She tilted her head as she stared at him. Amazed how he was so confident about his own words, although it shouldn’t of came as a surprise because maybe there was just a bit of statement that was correct. Maybe a small part of her wouldn’t of been able to keep her hands off him but no way was she gonna give in. If that ever happened that was. “Don’t you so confident. Keep dreamin’, Deeks” she responded with a soft chuckle.

A smile played on Kensi’ lips as she heard Deeks words. She let out a soft laugh and shook her head in response. “Keep dreaming, Deeks” she replied, her cheeks red from blushing. No way was she letting Deeks see her naked just yet. “I believe that statement rings true for people who live together. Which we don’t....yet anyway. Anyway, get comfortable and help yourself” she added, a teasing grin on her lips as she turned on her heel and made her way to the bathroom, starting the shower.

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From the look he could see on Kensi’s face, she had realized what she just had said, and what he had said. And she wasn’t exactly happy about it, and yeah, maybe he hand’t needed to rub it in her face, but it had been too hard not to. And besides his mother, Kensi was the most important woman in his life, and he wouldn’t be surprise if she took the first place at some point.

He moved around in his seat, “that wasn’t fair,” he said, as he placed a hand over his nipple, “it’s almost like I need to start wearing some kind of protection if you’re going to be this violent.” He couldn’t help but to laugh, yeah, he wouldn’t move on with either one of the Tiffanys’ it was just too much, they all were. And if he did move on, it would be someone none of them knew. Deeks let out a breath, he leaned back, he knew that it all had taken a lot on her, and he still wasn’t sure on how to deal with everything, “so do you need me to be like your personal nurse tonight,” he said, “and this nurse is like an expert on sponge baths just so you know.”

“Oh please” Kensi exclaimed “If anything you liked it and probably turned you on” she added, rolling her eyes as well. She shook her head in response to the last words he said. She didn’t need a personal nurse. At least not yet. After staying cooped up the last few days after everything had happened, the last thing she wanted was Deeks to see her naked. At least not yet anyway. She had a few womanly things to do before that happened. “Tell you what, Deeks. You get the nurses outfit and you can be my nurse” she teased knowing he would not do it at all. “I didn’t think so..”

Kensi leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. “I’m gonna shower. Make yourself comfortable then maybe we can get out of here for a while and go to the beach or something” she suggested as she rose to her feet. Kensi knew she had to get back out there and join the land of the living and not staying here all the time in the house or at the gun range where she took out her frustrations.

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Deeks understood why Kensi wanted him to share the same views on that particular scene, and he could see where she came from but he just couldn’t. He was sure that the two of them would have their happy ever after, and Titanic was after all just a movie. “And they both would freeze to death,” he replied, “if it wasn’t so cold in the water he would have survived so if they both were clinging onto the door in the water the way Jack did, they both would be dead.” He looked at her, “and I understand that, babe, I do but I still think it’s pretty great that he’d prefer to have Rose live her life.”

“Why? You ask me why?” he asked, “like you wouldn’t do the same if I died?” he asked. And, yes, it might be a bit deranged and torture like, “it’s not like I would actually do it,” he said, “you haven’t heard that saying, you know, if you die I bring you back just so I can kill you myself?” he asked, “isn’t that something people say.” He frowned as he looked at her. “And right there,” he said, “you just gave the answer to why Jack never got up on the door, because he rather die to make sure that Rose lived, just like you’d say you’d die for me.” He laughed, “what you’re saying that you wouldn’t want me to move on with one of the Tiffanys’?” he asked, not that he ever would do that, they were too annoying for him. 

Kensi was realizing this was a debate she wasn’t going to win especially when realizing right after she had said it that she answered her very own question. She absolutely hated Deeks had to rub it in her face. Sure she had a twisted view on and would die for Deeks but wouldn’t let him die for her like Jack did for Rose, that was only simply because she didn’t think she could live without him in her life. She already lost her father and now the important man in her life was this shaggy dork right beside her and she couldn’t see her life without him in it.

Hearing his next words, Kensi reached over twisting his nipple through his shirt. No way in hell would she like him moving on with one of the Tiffanys. “Anybody but the Tiffanys, Deeks. I’ll try understand you have to move on but anyone but them” she said in a firm tone as she released her slight grasp on him. If he even attempted that if she somehow died, she would haunt him from beyond the grave. Kensi pulled back and shut off the TV. She looked down, taking a deep breath as she collected her own thoughts. The whole ordeal she recently went through had her questioning everything including the career she was in.

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A smile teased over his lips as he looked at her. Deeks could see the twinkle in her eyes, and he was sure that they would try it at some point, maybe not tonight, but sometime soon. As long as he didn’t say or do anything stupid. “ You know that all you gotta do is to say it and I’ll be there.”

He let out a breath, he knew fully well how this conversation wasn’t going to be one that he’d come out on top of, but it was one that they needed to do. “Maybe because he didn’t want her to die,” he replied, “and if you look closely you can see that he tries to get up but when he does it almost looks like it’s about to sink.” He looked over at Kensi, “and that means that even if it was enough room for both of them on the door it would have sunk meaning they’d both be in the water.” He took a bite of his food, “and if that would have happened they’d both would have died and we wouldn’t have the story we got.” He closed his eyes, and he knew that it wasn’t really about the movie, but he knew that if he was in the same position as Jack had been he would do the same, yeah, it’s suck to die but if it meant that Kensi would live he’d do it. “He wanted her to live and have a life a chance to do what she wanted and what they had known each other for like a day who says that they’d live a happily ever after?”Deeks let out a breath, he ran a hand through his hair, “if you did that I’d bring you back just so i could kill you again for deciding on that I’m worth dying for, and then bring you back again to make sure you survive.”

Kensi rolled her eyes in response. A response she wasn’t particularly happy with. She knew she wasn’t going to like this conversation and she should of known that before even starting it. How even dare he question their happily ever after. She believed they would of made it. “All they had to do was be half way on the door and half way off. Both of them. Leave their legs dangling and they could of survived. Even if the door sank they would of died together. At least they’d be together. And their love...they would of made it. They knew they would of. I can’t explain it, you just know” she rambled on. She let out a breath and sighed heavily.

Kensi arched her brow at Deeks words. His comment raising one very important question for her. She shifted in her seat, her eyes locking on his. “That’s deranged and pure torture. You would actually bring me back to kill me only to bring me back again? What the hell is that for “ she exclaimed. “And you are worth dying for. Do I love leaving you behind, hell no. Do I want you to be happy with a bimbo if something happens to me? Absolutely not, I want you to be miserable and never move on with another woman” she said, a small joking grin on her lips. Only in a matter of speaking she kind of wasn’t actually joking. She wouldn’t like it if he moved on but she would understand in a way.

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A smile teased over Deeks lips as he looked over at Kensi. “Sure I can show you,” he replied, “I got a lot of different positions I wouldn’t mind showing you.” He knew that there was a twinkle in his eyes as he looked at her. “Of course you think that yoga is boring but that’s because you haven’t tried it. And it’s something that you need to do, you need to relax a lot more.” Deeks took a deep breath, before he breathed out. “And I’m sure we can get your adrenaline pumping after, like I said before we can do some surfing too.”

“Takes one to know one,” Deeks replied, he stuck out his tongue at her. It wasn’t the first time, and he was sure that it wouldn’t be the last time that they’d have this argument. “Yes, they’d probably both fit on it,” he replied, “but the question is if they were both on it would it keep on floating?” he asked, “and maybe he wasn’t sure that it would fit both of them, so he would rather let her live than for both of them to die. He sacrificed himself so that she could live. Y’know that I’d do the same.” Deeks shook his head, and took a bite of his food, “and I’m sure you’d pull me up and I wouldn’t be able to stop you.”

Kensi rolled her eyes at Deeks. A small grin teasing on the corner of her lips. “Why am I not surprised” she asked with a soft chuckle. Kensi however found herself quite curious about what other positions Deeks knew because she honestly thought that something like yoga was only one position. She let out a breath, her eyes locked on Deeks, a twinkle in her eyes. “Maybe, /maybe/ after the movie we can try it out. Maybe”. Kensi said with a grin on her lips.

She looked at Deeks, not really pleased with his answer at all. In fact she was a bit enraged especially after hearing he would of done the same. “What gives any man a right to make that type of decision in a tragedy like that for the one he loves? I mean I get it’s suppose to be romantic and all but who is to say she wants to live her life without him? What gives him the right to make her live with that guilt knowing he died while she survived that tragedy” she questioned. While in her mind she had a whole lecture planned out, the last thing she wanted was to debate about something pointless. Or was it? “You are damn right you wouldn’t be able to stop me from pulling you up. I would never let you do that. I wouldn’t be...The point is we’re partners. We live together. We fight together. We die together. I mean what would your response, reaction be if I was to sacrifice myself so you could live”?

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“Yes, yoga,” he replied, looking at her a smile teased over his lips. “I could explain it all to you,” Deeks said, “But I’ve got this feeling that you won’t believe me.” A smirk played over his lips, “of course sex is the best way to clear your mind of whatever is on it.” He looked at her, he would love to go to the beach with her, and just sit watch out over the ocean it was something that always had helped him when he needed to clear his mind. “But I’m so down to try the sex cleaning technique for clearing one’s mind.” 

Deeks let out a sigh, his head fell backwards, his head connected with the wall behind him, of course, they’d end up watching Titanic. “Kens, I love you, but please not this again,” he said, an almost pleading look at his face, “and know you love the move but I don’t want to hear you complain about how they both would have fit on the door.” He shook his head, “and here I thought you talked about some other kind of dessert but I guess I can get some pie, or save a spot for it.”

Kensi couldn’t help but roll her eyes in response when she heard what Deeks was saying. He could be so predictable at times. Of course sex was on his mind, just like it was on every other man’ mind. “Maybe you can show me some yoga” she stated in a cautious tone. “Yoga just seems so boring. All you do is sit there, breath and meditate. I love something adrenaline pumping”. She pointed her index finger at him in warning, knowing just what context he was going to take what she just said in.

“You’re such a horn dog” Kensi playfully hit his arm before letting out a soft chuckle, although she never officially ruled dessert out. She shifted on the couch to face him. “The door could of fit both of them but he was trying to be too damn big and bad and try to protect her when that door could of feet him and her both and they could of lived happily ever after but no he had to be too macho to get on the door with her and Rose was no better” she argued before stuffing some food in her mouth. This was one movie topic Kensi took so seriously and debated every time she watched the movie. “If that was you and I, you bet your ass I would make you get on that door with me”.

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“Sure, next time you’re buying,” Deeks replied. He hadn’t really realized how hungry he was until the smell from the food hit him as the takeout containers were opened. It was a new place, at least for him, but it was always a good thing to try something new, and besides that it had a bunch of good reviews on Yelp, he had checked. And he knew that he would need to help Kensi to get her mind of everything, or at least find a way to deal with it, a better way than she had now.

Deeks took his own plate and sunk down on the couch next to her, and the threw his feet up on the table in front of him, the plate now resting on his lap. “you should,” he said, “I don’t understand why you thought the shooting range would work, you need to clear your mind maybe some Yoga on the beach would be just what you need.” Over time it was something that he had learned, that he had to push, and almost force her to try something she believed would be stupid.  “Yeah, sure it’s good, not sure if it’s the best,” he replied, “I need to have it a few more times but at least it means that they didn’t write their own good reviews at Yelp.” A smile teased over his lips, “but we need some desert.”

"Yoga" Kensi questioned after swallowing her food. Just then a soft laugh left her lips. "How can yoga help me clear my mind?? That's like saying having sex would as well" she added with a roll of her eyes. As she ate more of her food. She knew he was right though. The gun range wasn't going to solve anything and and just maybe yoga of all things would. Or maybe boxing? "Maybe....maybe we can go to the beach later" Kensi suggested rather reluctantly.

Kensi grabbed the remote on the table in front of them and turned on the TV, flipping through the channels before settling on her favorite movie ever Titanic. "Just in time" she grinned as she looked over at Deeks, knowing he was full well annoyed especially after how many times she had made him watch this movie with her. "Dessert sounds good. I got a few pies and a cake in the fridge". A smirk played over her lips.

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He knew that he really needed to spend time with Kensi, just to get an idea on how things with her really were after everything that had happened. It wasn’t fair, things had been good before, and now they she, well they, were back, it was almost like they had taken a step, or two back. And Deeks knew that he wanted to move forward, but it was almost like a bit of a reset for them. Who knew maybe it would be a good thing.

“I do know,” he replied, a smile playing over his lips, he still smiled whenever he was around her, so maybe it was a good thing after all. “I know that but I came when the food came so I thought I was going to be nice and pay for it,” he replied, “and you can pay next time.” A laugh left his lips, he shook his head, “of course it smells good, it’s food, Kens,” he said, “and of course where else would I be, it’s the best place for thinking, and clearing ones head. You should try it sometime, and I can make sure you fit in with the crowd.”

“Okay. This time but next time it’s my treat”. Kensi grinned at his words as she prepared their plates. The heavenly smell of the food filling her senses. Maybe Deeks did have a good point. It was after all one place she had not yet tried yet to clear her mind. Maybe it was something she should really consider. Kensi was actually. Anything at this point would help to get her mind off of what happened in Afghanistan.

Kensi handed him his plate, with her plate in hand as she settled onto the couch. “Well if you say it’s the best place for thinking, getting your mind off things then maybe perhaps I should try it. The shooting range isn’t exactly working like it used to anyway” Kensi said in a all seriousness before taking a bite of her food before trying to play it off that she was joking but she knew the dirty blonde probably wasn’t buying it one bit. The brunette letting out a soft moan as she savored the taste of the delicious food. “This is the best and you can’t tell me other wise” Kensi mumbled as she reached for her napkin.

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Deeks had tried to let Kensi set the pace that they were going to move forward in. He knew what he was feeling, that was something that hadn’t changed, and wasn’t going to change anytime soon. All he wanted was something, anything, that told him, that they were still moving forward, and that her feelings hadn’t changed. He knew how hard Afghanistan had been on her, or more like he could only guess. Deeks had been staring at his cell phone, for the last couple of hours. Surfing, taking Monty out for a run, hadn’t worked, nothing had worked to get his mind of Kensi.

He knew that he couldn’t blame anyone besides himself for where they were now, it felt like they were in some kind of limbo when it came to their relationship. Deeks was sure that if it hadn’t been for Afghanistan they would be in a relationship, before she had been shipped off, they had more or less decided to give it a try. But then it all changed, they both had a lot to deal with, and it felt like something always got in the way for the two of them. A small smile teased his lips when he heard his phone, and saw the picture on the screen. He barley had time to get a word in before he was out the door. 

This was what they might need, sometime uninterrupted, to relax, and talk. Just be Deeks and Kensi, Kensi and Deeks. He didn’t bother knocking as he reached her place, and he walked inside, “oh, Kensilina where are you?” he asked, “I got the food, and I’m pretty sure you ordered for four this time so a bit better than last time.” He held the bags in his hands, “and I paid for it too.”

After not getting a response and knowing Deeks she knew he was probably already on his way over. She looked down at the clothes she had. Sweats and a ripped shirt. A quick shower and a change of clothes was what she needed especially before Deeks came over. Kensi knew they had a lot to figure out considering what they were doing before she was unexpectedly assigned to go undercover in Afghanistan. She ran her fingers through her hair as she made her way to the shower. Throwing off her clothes and starting the shower. With her hands pressed to the wall, she allowed the hot water to fall on her. Her eyes shut as flashbacks of Afghanistan played through her mind. Ever since she had been back it was all she had seen, haunted by it.

After a quick shower she found herself in her bedroom getting dressed. A clean pair of sweats and a shirt. Kensi found herself looking at the clock every now and then as she dried her hair off with a towel. She was looking forward to spending time with Deeks. Just the two of them instead of Hetty and their friends looking over their shoulders. A small smile tugged the corner of her lips as she heard his voice.

“You know me I love my leftovers” Kensi exclaimed as she walked out of her bedroom and into the living room, drying her long brunette locks. “I told you it was my treat”. She should of known he wouldn’t let her treat though. She tossed the towel over the chair and walked over to him. The smell of the delicious food filling her nostrils. “Smells so good”. Kensi took the bags from him, setting them on the counter. Spotting some sand in his hair, she couldn’t help but grin at him. “I’m guessing you were at the beach” she questioned as she fixed their plates.

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For the longest time she had been able to put Afghanistan in the rear view mirror. Forget about everything. Bury herself in her work. Being in such a field of work like her managed to let her forget about everything she went through in Afghanistan from being kidnapped to being tortured repeatedly. For the longest time since she was rescued by her team and returned home to Los Angeles she was able to forget about it until the Department of Justice arrived to investigate Hetty of all people. Even then with their arrival there was more to it then that. Like always. With Hetty now safe and sound and not in any danger, the team had a little down time. Not something Kensi Blye loved. She loved working. Catching the bad guys. She loved the distraction from the trauma that was trying to remind her. Which was exactly what the agent from DOJ did. Remind her of what happened in Afghanistan. Now it was all that haunted her mind, reminded her. Not even Titanic her favorite movie ever could distract her, get her mind off of it.

She laid there on the couch that day, as she anxiously awaited her cell phone to ring to be called into work for an assignment. Her eyes staring up at the ceiling as Titanic played in the background. The scene where Jack sees Rose about jump overboard and end her life. She ran her fingers through her long brown locks as she sat up on the couch, chewing on her lips as she walked into the kitchen. Eyes gazing at all the takeout/delivery menus scattered on her kitchen counter. Reaching for her phone and she texted the one person who she knew would keep her distracted. “Chinese food. My treat. My place” she sent before she ordered food from the local chinese place. Always ordering a little too much then they needed but she loved left overs so it was all good.

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