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FFXIV OC RP Blog for Samiโa Polaali
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Silent footsteps paced the length of the upper floor Limsan apartment Samiโa had made a home for himself in. A mixture of contents unknown to all but the miqoโte bubbled away in the cauldron middle of the room, the only noise against the silence he had put himself in this morning. Back and forth he crossed the small kitchenette to the shelf of this and that clutter and he had picked up throughout his time in the city, today it contained something new, something not for him. A box, wrapped by an Ulโdahnย merchant with a shimmering dark purple paper, a gold ribbon keeping it tied closed. The contents, wonderful in the meaning they held, perhaps only to him, but the item itself beautiful, ornate. Something he had had spend months finding the right smith for.
Now all that was left was to give it over to its rightful owner, yet only now apprehension had started to bubble in his chest. Perhaps it should wait. Dhuul is a busy man. Now is a busy time as he found himself in talks of business ownership and what that may bring. Would it come off too strong? Dhuul himself already did that, yet the idea of rejection from the aura made him recoil. No, it needed to be today, it must, or he would never find the courage. With a deep breath he took up the tomestone, clawed nails tapping against the glass.
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A message from Samiโa was nothing unusual. The miqoโte was oft to send through a small message checking in on the far traveled auri or simply sending a photo of something he had seen in his nights in the Limsa Lominsa plaza. However, today's message was different. Instead of something simple or a photo of the sea it was an invitation for dinner, a time and an address to an apartment, something he had refused to give to Dhuul in the past.
Nizar Qabbani // Franz Kafka
Samiโa watches Dhuul, waiting for a response. His eyes flicker over the auras expressions, seeing the fondness that spreads across it before the auri rises. His foot slides back to try and escape the lurking affection, but he is much too late. His hands drop to his sides, tensing, as he is restrained by the others embrace. He should like this, he knows he should, he should be overjoyed. Dhuul is fine, he's in front of him, he's hugging him, yet..
He lets out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding as Dhuul pulls away, as the auras hand lingers he can feel the soft tremors, but he chalks it up to the exhaustion the other was surely facing. Samiโas expression as he looks eye to eye with the sitting aura is one of practiced neutrality, the same one given to people who pulled cards spelling misfortune in his readings.
Eyes move down to interpret what is being said, Samiโa softly shaking his head at the first part. His hands move up to sign back, before Dhuul adds something else. His hands recoil as whatever he was about to say is thrown out the window. There's a wave of guilt that swallows him whole.
Heโs a bad person. He could have moved, heโd seen the drake coming, yet heโd stayed. Sure, to get the dragon killers out, but also to test, to push, to see what itโd take to make Dhuul consider finding a path less dangerous. Of course it hadnโt been enough, nothing would be, but it didnโt make him any less selfish.
For a long while Samiโa simply stares at Dhuuls hands, not expecting more, but lost within his own thoughts. His gaze does not meet back with the auras, but he leans in closer, bonking his head into the other man's shoulder softly. There's the soft sound of his mouth opening to say something, before quickly closing as he stands back up fully, signing slowly. <Be.. more careful.>
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In his mind, he wonders if he ought to be upset, frustrated with how Sami'a dismissed his own life for the sake of the xaela's, just as Sami'a had been upset with him for the direct oppositeย โ however brief. But he settles on the warmth that blooms in his chest, finding it far more joyous than worrisome that they are both here, alive, safe.
Moments such as the one that landed Dhuul in the infirmary tent were rare, and always eye-opening. This one was no different. Naturally he would risk his entire being for his people, as was normal in his line of work, but never before had he risked himself for a foreigner, a stranger to the steppeย โ but most importantly, a friend. But they were more than that, were they not? A certain tentative dance, a back and forthย โ one, eager and traditional. The other, cautious and withdrawn.ย
For the longest time, Dhuul wasn't quite sure what drew him to the miqo'te. He wasn't normally someone drawn to foreigners, just due to how close-knit he is with his people, and with his focus being their liberation. Making friends was never his goal, and gaining interest in someone was even rarer. But after all this time, in this moment, he's realized what it wasย โ one of many things, but the most glaring of them all.
Sami'a was unreadable to most, a silent presence, even intimidating to some. However stoic and quiet he may be, every subtle gesture, every glance, every word, bore so much weight and meaning. Dhuul has never met anyone quite like him.
His heart races with a newfound truth.
Dhuul smiles at Sami'a's signing, the softest of laughs leaving himย โ his voice more present than ever heard prior. It's vulnerable, warm, inviting. Only to him. Though Dhuul wishes Sami'a hadn't withdrawn his touch.
So he welcomes it again, reaching out and taking each of Sami'a's hands in his own, guiding him just a bit closer, but not enough to breach personal space โ not yet. He takes that moment to admire the man, alive and well and unscathed, before raising his hands up to his lips and placing a kiss atop both.
He releases one hand in order to sign freely, but he holds the other gingerly still.ย
There's a look of trepidation on his face, perhaps even a degree of embarrassment, cheeks pinched red, just a tad ( he is thankful for the curtains that give each cot some degree of privacy ). <May I kiss you?>
Samiโa shoulders relax as he hears Dhuul laugh. Warm, inviting, intentional. No need to shrink back from the sound as he had when hearing him in pain or speaking after him. No, this was nice, this was comfortable. His gaze is soft as he watches Dhuul kiss the tops of his hands, the other ever so soft with everything he does. His hands softly squeeze back against Dhuuls, only lightening as the other pulls one back to sign to him.
Were it not for the slight flush of red that starts to cross over Dhuuls face he would think he had misunderstood what the other was asking of him. His head tilts slightly as if looking at the others hands at a different angle would make the words different. His eyes move back up to the others face look of confusion meeting with the soft embarrassment, the hopefulness of the auras.
Slowly his hand lifts from Dhuuls hold, pulling it back into himself. Once again he takes a small step back, creating space, extending this dance again as he always did. His expression would be unreadable for most, but the aura knew him well enough now to pick up on the subtleties. The shock that settled into fear, worry, that feeling again, the one heโd felt when hearing Dhuul speak, like a cornered animal. It all passes over him at the innocent question.
Samiโa shakes his head, โIโm sorry.โ The words are spoken in a hushed whisper, theyโre just for Dhuul to hear, as if they had been signed they may not carry the right weight. There's a pause, an obvious want to add more to it and after a moment he finally moves his hands up, flexing them slightly, seemingly uncertain of what he is about to say. <Maybe next time.>
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The annoyance in Sami'a's body language is palpable the moment he begins to signย โ Dhuul's originally relieved expression quickly settling into one of confusion, uncertainty, and concern. He was being reprimanded for his decisions, which makes senseย โ he should've expected as much. And yet, despite being reprimanded, something in his chest swells.ย
The moment Sami'a asks how he's doing, Dhuul's puzzled expression dissolves into a very tender, very warm smile. It's one that holds far more affection than Dhuul has ever shown outwards โ full of relief, happiness, and something more. There is a short moment that passes before he rises from his cot, just enough to close the gap between them, arms wrapping tight around the miqo'te.ย
They had never hugged before, at least not like this. He wishes he had done it far sooner. There is so much he wishes he'd done sooner.
Eventually Dhuul pulls away, though with some reluctance. He slumps back down onto the cot, one hand remaining to give Sami'a's a gentle squeeze before releasing him fully. Something in his touch trembles, and he hopes the other doesn't notice.ย
<I'm okay,> he signs, finally. Dhuul exhales, some weight clearly leaving him, before continuing. <I'm sorry. You were in danger, and I don't want anything bad to happen to you. Not if I can help it.>
Another pause, as if ruminating. <There is little I wouldn't do for you.>
Samiโa watches Dhuul, waiting for a response. His eyes flicker over the auras expressions, seeing the fondness that spreads across it before the auri rises. His foot slides back to try and escape the lurking affection, but he is much too late. His hands drop to his sides, tensing, as he is restrained by the others embrace. He should like this, he knows he should, he should be overjoyed. Dhuul is fine, he's in front of him, he's hugging him, yet..
He lets out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding as Dhuul pulls away, as the auras hand lingers he can feel the soft tremors, but he chalks it up to the exhaustion the other was surely facing. Samiโas expression as he looks eye to eye with the sitting aura is one of practiced neutrality, the same one given to people who pulled cards spelling misfortune in his readings.
Eyes move down to interpret what is being said, Samiโa softly shaking his head at the first part. His hands move up to sign back, before Dhuul adds something else. His hands recoil as whatever he was about to say is thrown out the window. There's a wave of guilt that swallows him whole.
Heโs a bad person. He could have moved, heโd seen the drake coming, yet heโd stayed. Sure, to get the dragon killers out, but also to test, to push, to see what itโd take to make Dhuul consider finding a path less dangerous. Of course it hadnโt been enough, nothing would be, but it didnโt make him any less selfish.
For a long while Samiโa simply stares at Dhuuls hands, not expecting more, but lost within his own thoughts. His gaze does not meet back with the auras, but he leans in closer, bonking his head into the other man's shoulder softly. There's the soft sound of his mouth opening to say something, before quickly closing as he stands back up fully, signing slowly. <Be.. more careful.>
Taylor Byas, from I Done Clicked My Heels Three Times: Poems; โTo the city I wish to get to knowโ
Dispatch โ part 2. previous. next.
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Samiโa had hardly heard the sound of approach over the sound of the water. His ears move before the rest of his head as he looks over to the xaela woman. He lets his cloak fall back over his side, hiding the injury from sight as he stares at her for a moment. His trip with Dhuul through Reunion when they came in was brief at best and he had not been paying the most attention with the looming threat of a drake and the worries of not dropping the jugs of ice aspected poison. Between the mask covering half of their faces and the lack of voices for him he felt like the people here melded together in a way that made it hard for him to differentiate.
With a shake of his head he moves his hands up, signing a bit unsurely as he speaks up. โNo, thank you. I get very aethersick. Iโll heal.โ Heโs unsure if he got all the signs right, but it's more for his own practice anyways, not like theyโre deaf. A beat of time passes, the next words spilling out of his mouth with an urgency he had not known he held. โIs Dhuul awake yet?โ
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The Qestiri woman lets her eyes follow Sami'a's signing, her eyes widening slightly; suggesting she was taken aback by Sami'a's skill in their limited language. Her surprise was short-lived, replaced with a smile further expressed through her eyes. It was clear this woman was impressed by Sami'a.
She nods in response, tucking her staff away across her back. Instead, she rummages through a small satchel at her side, retrieving a small pouch of assorted herbs and poultices, clearly intended for wound mending and pain relief. She doesn't leave Sami'a any room to protest, taking his wrist and placing the small satchel in his palm before removing herself with a look of approval. Afterwards, the Qestir takes a step away, gesturing for Sami'a to follow after his inquiry. There is a shake of her headย โ suggesting uncertainty, rather than a confident yes or no. If Sami'a follows, she will lead him to the tent that Dhuul had been carried off to not long ago.
Beyond the tent entrance was a handful of patients and healers, each bed ridden patient quietly tended to by one healer. Dhuul was towards the back, as the Qestiri woman would guide Sami'a through, who was just now rising from a rather ragged slumber. Dragging a hand along his temple as if easing a headache, he waved away the healer assigned to him, clearly not a fan of the coddling. The moment he raised his gaze and saw Sami'a, a newfound energy gripped his shoulders, immediately igniting his previous sluggish form.
The Qestiri woman bows her head to dismiss herself, tossing a hidden smile to the two, departing shortly thereafter. Dhuul nods in appreciation, meeting her smile with one of his own. Currently, he was mostly bare, bound by bandages in necessary places and stripped of his garments, sans the necessities to remain decent. He turns his smile to Sami'a, clearly happy to see him. <Are you alright? I was worried.>
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Samiโa looks down at the bundles he is handed, nodding before tucking it away in his side bag. โThank you. I will be sure to use them.โ He watches her gesture with a small tilt of the head before nodding. He stays close behind her as they move into the town and through the ongoing market before they arrive at the sick tent. His eyes flicker to a few of the people there before quickly off of them again until they reach the back where Dhuul is laid.
His expression fills with relief seeming Dhuul okay, he pads close to the bedside before taking a step back away to not be overly close. He watches Dhuul sign, expression turning to one of minor annoyances. Opening his mouth to speak he quickly closes it again hearing the silence of the tent.
โAm I alright?โ He signs back, hands moving quickly reflecting the tone of irritation his voice would normally be laid with for asking something so stupid. โYou collapse on the field after doing something so stupid then ask me if Iโm okay?โ Heโs tense, it's obvious heโs far more upset about the others health than he could ever be about nearly getting mauled. โAre you okay?โ
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The mission was a success. The dragon was dead and its head on a pike to be brought to Cade for whatever reason the strange aura demands it for. Dhuuls unconscious body was handed off from Raks to one of the Qestirs as they made the other operatives move to leave. Short goodbyes were said between Samiโa and the trio before they left, Ruby and Raks to Reunion while the strager left upon the Silverwings ship. Leaving Samiโa still standing near the body of the young, dead drake alone. His eyes watched the people Dhuul had brought to help, other Qestirs, ones he did not know and did not yet make a move to meet. Their hands moving quickly, a buzz of excitement despite the silence about them. A couple seem keen to take Dhuul back to Reunion and with some quick words he watches as they move with him down the hillside. His hands flex slightly, his thoughts moving to annoyance at the fact he could not help, far too weak to likely even drag the man more than a few fulms, much less carry him so far.
He clicks his tongue, accepting the fact he will have to meet back up with the aura later. His gaze turns to those left, watching their hands as they discuss how they will cut up and move the larger dragon. Seeing they seem to be making no move for the smaller he turns his attention back to it, prying his mask and storing it on his hip.
He lets out a deep sigh, having a moment to himself for the first time in the day. His face falls to a flat neutral as he eyes over the creature. He moves his hand to his back, pulling the athame from its casing. He kneels down near the dragons front talons, picking it up as his eyes scan for the bloodied one. He begins to softly murmur, as if trying to comfort the creature as he starts to wedge the dagger into skin around the claw, โSometimes, a creatures usefulness comes with its death.. This is not normally a fault of its own. It simply is the way things are.โ He pauses, focusing for a moment to get through a tough bit of hide, โI have met more than a fair share of people who will not be useful until theyโre dead.. Yet they live on. At least your purpose is served.โ He gets it loose enough to tug it away from the bone, holding it in his hands. โYou will not even rot, every bit will be of use.โ He says, moving his cape from his side he holds the talon up, matching it in size to the gash at his side before humming. Samiโa drops the talon into his bag, fishing around inside and pulling two jars before moving up to the dragons head. He kneels again, prying the dragons mouth open and starting to wedge in the dagger around its fangs, plucking them from its mouth. โYou served in other ways too, ways you could not understand. Truly, this was all very successful, despite the likely scar.โ His voice drops to a lower mumble, speaking to himself, โI suppose we will match..โ For a while he is quiet, prying teeth and dropping them into his bag over and over.
He sits back as he finishes, still looking into the beast mouth. โI should have opened the book before I started.โ He hums softly, looking to his bloodied hands before gently shrugging. โHopefully I remember enough.โ He moves the dagger under the tongue and around the cheek pouches, taking three bits of flesh that he drops into the two jars. Sealing them, he places them within his bag before standing, looking over the corpse. His tail twitches, his mind lost in thought for a few moments before he sheaths the bloodied dagger.
Turning he takes a quick look to the working Qestirs before starting the walk back to Reunion on his own. Upon his arrival back to the settlement he does not enter, instead moving for the running stream, starting to wash the blood from his hands and arms. Once hes done he turns his attention to trying to clean up the wound on his side.
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In the throes of battle Dhuulย โ someone normally calm, careful, preciseย โ had devolved, something snapping in the back of his mind as events unfolded. The sight of a young drake, but nonetheless formiddable, pouncing upon Sami'a was enough to make him see red. It wasn't every day that lives were put on the line like this, even in Dhuul's line of work - and so the thought of placing Sami'a in harms way riddled his body with a fire he didn't know he had buried deep within him.
Already worn from the efforts of taking the largest of the beasts down in tandem with everyone, he forced himself to push past his limits in order to take the young drake atop Sami'a down, and down it went. Gutteral frustration and exertion were the only sounds to leave his throat, almost like a wild animal, as he sank his blade deep within the hide of the beast several times over until it finally stopped moving. Ripping himself from its limp frame, he heaved out his exhaustion in heavy breaths, body slump forward still on edge, coated in the blood and viscera of his kill.ย
He afforded a glance toward Sami'a, and the moment he registers that he is very much alive, his frenzy is replaced with a look of reliefย โ Dhuul's body immediately going lax as the danger is over, promptly falling to the floor.
In the aftermath, anyone who hadn't already left the Steppe found themselves in Reunion licking their wounds, with the normal bustle of the market being replaced with locals ensuring the safe return of everyone involved. Dhuul was carried off to one of the nearby Qestiri tents with a handful of others as local healers were hurriedly organizing and tending to anyone who needed it, both inside and outside the tents.
No one was left by themselves for long without being checked up onย โ Sami'a included even though he hadn't entered Reunion proper, as a xaela woman dressed in the traditional Qestir garments approached him with a wave. She bore a staff in her other hand, a clear sign she was a healer, to which she would then gesture to, communicating she would provide aid if Sami'a needed it. Even though she wore a mask like any other Qestir, there was something familiar about her, as if he'd possibly seen or met her prior.
A trope that gets to me: 'guard dog' character and their partner who are both fully aware of it and honestly don't care/kind of like it. Someone says "call your guard dog off" and their partner does call them off. That person, their 'guard dog', is someone who is unreservedly, irrefutably loyal to them. Someone undoubtedly dangerous who is willing to kill, to maim, to obey, simply because of their love for one another. There's no manipulation involvedโ it is loyalty, brutal, dogged loyalty. And it goes both ways.
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"๐๐ฉ.. ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ?"
"๐๐ฉ, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ. ๐๐ต ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ.."
๐๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ด
"๐๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ท๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ค๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต? ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐๐ถ๐จ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ข๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ง๐ข๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐จ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด."
"๐'๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฏ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ.."