Keep.Forgetting.Me

[keepforgettingme-blog]

a non-committal gesture

[illuminatewords]

I know that on the very first night, I told you that you couldn’t care about me, that it was the last thing you could do. You know that I am emotionally detached and I know that you don’t want to settle. So we tango around for months in each others company and more importantly bed, trying not to feel anything for each other. Now I’m wondering if our statement held any truth, or if it was just a front. Because when you hold me through the night, I can’t help but want what I said you couldn’t have - more.

With the way we started, it can only end one way (via illuminatewords)

[notasoupcompany]

i am waiting for someone to come along; to see the best of me, to see the worst of me, and still decide to stay.

// theseareallmywords (via theseareallmywords)

[books-n-quotes]

Books don’t offer real escape, but they can stop a mind scratching itself raw.

David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

Drop the craving for self, for permanence, for particular circumstances, and go straight ahead with the movement of life.

Alan Watts, Become What You Are (via books-n-quotes)

[keepforgettingme-blog]

I miss spending time with you, & and it really just sucks that you don't miss me too ...

[keepforgettingme-blog]

leaving the old in the past

Years ago I started a blog about everything having to do with my faith. That blog is still up, but I haven't posted in a very long time. Now I'm starting a blog where I can be real with myself and others. Am I turning my back on Christianity? I honestly don't know. I don't know what I'm doing anymore, but I've decided to live my life without the constant disappointment and stress that religion brings. I'm tired of the fight...it's time to leave the past in the past and move forward.