My Thoughts

I honestly just pack myself a few bowls and then just write down what I’m feeling. I’m just trying to cope. Keep going little flower 🌻 Kee🌻

[sidereusgenus]

I’m crying 

[over-composed]

this is triggering but everyone should watch.

[thekingoffaggots-deactivated201]

and this is why i listen to 5fdp.

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jesus christ

[cutegayjewishgirl]

So powerful

[thea-mi]

Damn. Ending made me cry a bit

[stabby-the-ace]

Just watch it… you won’t be sorry

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This is amazing. Huge trigger warning but amazing. Watch it!

[keepgoinglittleflower]

Just a little mental awareness post 🙏💙 If we did it for attention, why is some people go YEARS without knowing ? Or why is people FIND OUT someone’s committed suicide ??? See if we did it for attention you wouldn’t be sitting there trying to answer these... #mentalhealthawareness #depressionisnojoke #bemoreaware #dontbeignorant

[keepgoinglittleflower]

Self-explanatory🌻💕 #kindnessmatters #positivevibes

[keepgoinglittleflower]

BONG TOKES ✌️ As the time goes by, I just keep getting high.. sometimes when I feel everything’s getting better, life slaps me in the face again and makes me all bitter. Relapsing, not just in marijuana, but relapsing back into the dark world of if you don’t wanna... See, many will say we have a choice and it’s all our own mindset. But they don’t realize that sometimes our brains just doesn’t process that. Eventually depression becomes physical. Your body starts shutting down on you. If only you knew... what my mind puts me through. I don’t know how to control it. I feel like I’m slowly going to blow it. Blacking out in anger, and always just getting so fucking irritable. Like hello! Ana!! Are you still there? Or have you faded away once again...

[keepgoinglittleflower]

Repost from my brother @vanillagorillatattoos TRUE SHIT. Give yourself credit little flowers 🌻 Remember #keepgoinglittleflower

[keepgoinglittleflower]

Honestly, it took SOOO much to go ahead and do what I’m about to do... yes I did those myself. Yes I got so depressed I began to harm myself. You’re probably wondering why in the world I’d be posting this... Well, just the other day someone called me weak for what I did to myself. But do you not realize that even those words might be the cause of some of these?? Not to blame anyone else for my actions either. What I’m saying is, people really don’t realize that what they say can really stick with someone for so long and cause internal pain that may lead to worse consequences if the person already suffers from depression due to previous events. I’m the kind of girl who LOVES to wear shorts. I took that away from myself and today I had the courage to say, Fuck it! I’m getting better. My wounds are healing physically, emotionally, and mentally. It’s taken time, mistakes, and me hurting the ones I love... But sometimes we lose control, and we develop bad habits. I’m proud to say today I told myself I shouldn’t give a shit about what others say!! I’m recovering and my scars only show how strong I am because I’M STILL BREATHING. So on this gorgeous beautiful sunny day today I’m wearing shorts again to show I’m stepping out of the dark into the light 🌻💜 #depressionawareness #selfharmmm #recovering #Godgavemecourage #imstillbreathing #keepgoinglittleflower

[keepgoinglittleflower]

Achieving happiness and peace is a journey. A journey where you will get hit with obstacles and trials that will knock you down. But I’m slowly learning these are trials that are put in our lives to strengthen us and help us grow. What determines that is our attitude towards failure. If you use it as opportunity for growth you’ll learn to get back up, dust your knees and keep going. 🌻 #keepgoinglittleflower #happinessisajourney #learningtogrow #pineconeseverywhere #theymakemehappy #thesimplethingsinlife

[keepgoinglittleflower]

Up in smoke. Taking off to cloud 9. Depressed little flower, drained of all her power. Power and strength to pull through. Sad reality, I️ wish there was no gravity. I️ just want to escape from all this bullshit. For just a lil’ bit. Ya feel ? #journalwriting #girlswithtattoos #personal #mythoughts #imjusttryingtocope