Black and White Thinspiration.
This is the reality of eating disorders. You wonât look like Miranda Kerr or Megan Fox, you wonât look like Karlie Kloss or Lily Aldridge, youâll end up looking something like the girls in this video whether you think theyâre pretty or not. Anorexia and bulimia do not make you cool, theyâre not lose-weight-quick diets that you can just stop when youâre at your goal weight, they are real life-threatening mental disorders. You canât turn an eating disorder off an on like a regular diet or exercise routine - once youâve developed one, itâs there to stay. It will always be there, gnawing at you until the day you die. Which may be sooner than youâve anticipated. If youâre considering trying a âpro-anaâ diet, or you already are, stop. Close the windows to the pro-ed websites and find a safe, healthy alternative. Because you may not think these girls are something you want to be now, but give it ten months and having a body like theirs will be all youâll think about. Never mind school, friends, family - that will all be gone. Your grades will never be as important as fasting or binging and purging, and just forget about your social life. The experiences will never be worth the calories. Sure, theyâll worry. Your parents might force you into recovery, or send you to a therapist. Your friends will talk about you, maybe cry for you, and try to get you to eat. But donât worry, that will be gone soon too. Isolation is a magnificent thing, unless you live with your parents or youâre a student, youâll never see them again. Youâll be alone. Calories will always be on your mind. The day will come when an apple (62) will have too many, the day will come when a cup of seedless grapes (26) will be too much. The day will come when a stick of gum (5), a slice of cucumber (2.5), a glass of water (0) will be too much. Youâll be lonely, tired, light-headed and unfocused. Nothing will interest you other than bones and food. No one will be there to help you - youâve chased them away. Youâll stand up, take three steps and faint. Youâll pass out more than sleep. The full, luscious hair youâre so fond of? You might as well shave it off and buy a wig now, because it will only fall out in clumps later. Your skin will become so dry that there just isnât a point in buying skin moisturizers anymore, they wonât make a difference. Those young bones, sure to last you until the day you pass of old age? Forget about them, theyâll become so brittle they could be in the body of a seventy year old (yes, this goes for teeth too. Ever had a filling before? Well youâre going to need one now). Have you been trying to grow out those piss-poor excuses of nails, maybe go to a salon and get them painted a fancy color or pattern after you do? Forget about that to. Theyâll grow in thin, yellow, brittle and weak. Artificial nails are all youâll be able to grow. Do you like laying down in a meadow or climbing trees? Perhaps youâre particularly active and youâre in some sort of sport. Kiss that goodbye, just quit right now so you donât have to see it go later. Not only will you be too weak, it will cause too much pain. Sure, thatâs to be expected with your brittle bones and crap circulation, but did you know that even lying on a couch or sitting at a school desk will prove to be agonizing? Yeah, bones hurt when thereâs nothing to cushion them. Do you like putting on a jacket in the winter and slowly becoming warmer? Good. Save that jacket for summer too, and maybe buy a few extras, because youâll be freezing no matter what the temperature. And never mind the hunger pains, those will just become regular. It will be all the new pains that destroy you. And if you donât get help, you will die. Donât start this âdietâ, you will become addicted, you will become sick, and you will - eventually - aspire to look like the girls in this video.
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