demons

told a joke cuz my life's one too wine mom

[keepyourflamethrower]

Its wild looking back on previous blog posts of mine from years ago and most of them being about boys and all the stupidity that comes with dating. I don't miss that instability and stress at all. Im still struggling with my mental health and i think thats an ongoing process that I will deal with for the rest of my life. Ive been off meds for almost a year now and have been doing surprisingly well, especially compared to my previous attempts to get off my meds. I have a great husband who helps to remind me to breathe sometimes. Theres a lot thats happened these past like 6 years since ive posted but i think thats a pretty good life update.

[hayleywilliamsdaily]

[keepyourflamethrower]

In these "trying times" this is true now more than ever. Thanks miss yelyah williams

[tenderstems]

scream she might be wise beyond her years

[probablyshitting-deactivated202]

sis has some validity to her statistics 

[keepyourflamethrower]

So in the time since my boyfriend broke up with me ive been trying to sort out my issues that he caused. Between him being a sex addict and him being emotionally abusive to me, i have a lot of issues now. I think its gonna be awhile before i date anyone new bc its not fair to someone else to date them when i have all of these issues. But also im lonely as fuck. But also everyone ive talked to it just hasnt work out. Im trying to cope the best i can but now im stuck in the mode where im super sad and lonely and just want to be wanted by someone but im no ones first choice. Even my best friend fucking ditched me and hasnt talked to me in a week bc i called her out for her dishes being in the sink for awhile and them getting rly gross. I have a lot of unresolved anger towards my ex. Fuck him and all this shit he caused. The worst part is that he thinks he did nothing wrong

[keepyourflamethrower]

Who needs bois when you can party and make art

[keepyourflamethrower]

Shoutout to me whenever i posted this bc i think i really needed to see this right now

[batreaux]

i can’t wait to get my college diploma so i can eat it and die

[southernsideofme-deactivated201]

[keepyourflamethrower]

Update: my boyfriend broke up with me and hes an emotionally manipulative and abusive asshole. Yet for some reason i find myself still in love with him and i keep wanting to ask him to get back together but i know i shouldnt so i havent. And we cuddled the other day and he asked for some shit and when i said no he refused to cuddle because hes "not in the business of getting physical with someone hes not getting physical with" fuck u you fucking sex addict. I can do so much better

[orapronobispeccatoribus4-18-201]

Everyone around me: Stop doing stupid shit Me: no im sad

[ugly]

anyone ever: It’s getting hot in here.

my brain: ……so take off all your clothes ;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

me: wtf why??? still? what year is it??????

[paleemotionalshawty]

エステティック

[outofcontextachewood]

[rapunzelie]

seeing old pictures of myself and seeing things I wrote literally gives me a migraine because I Do Not Know Her

[rapunzelie]

2014/2015 me was a fever dream and I don’t relate to that person at all tbh

[sappharah]

my skills include reading an entire page of an academic text without absorbing a single word

[stressedrayllumstan]

So i made this and put it on instagram and it completely blew up so i thought to upload it here

[gninjalady]

I love the young people

[dawnonthehorizon-blog1]

I’m simultaneously amused and terrified

[artistforsuckers-deactivated202]

Why is target the place to be for anyone of any age?

[kristorey]

GOD WHAT A TARGET MOOD

[batmanlemonade-deactivated20190]

@teenwolve y’all better have a Target is Aus cause if I come out there we’re about to do this

[unsolvedbois-deactivated2021012]

@batmanlemonade imma be there too obviously

[keepyourflamethrower]

I love my generation so much sometimes

[hothalloween]

Halloween Costumes

[abduction]