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[keijin-writes]

Hello, hello! Welcome!

Hai everyone! I’m will going to write imagine/fics, head cannons, whatever floats my boat here. I have a main blog but it’s for miscellaneous things. I decided to have a side blog make it better for everyone :3 I hope you enjoy being here! Stay as long as you want :3 

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[keijin-writes]

what we could have been

I wonder at times what we would be if it hadn't ended like it did. my friends talk about you - unintentionally letting me know that you have been okay. I am glad you're well, but it's aggravating how much I still think about you.

Are you working two jobs now? I heard you got a new job, I thought you quit the first one, but I saw something that could indicate otherwise. Take care of yourself, it could be quite hard to balance many responsibilities at once. And taking it from me, it is very tiring on both the mind and body. That was kind of how we slowly started to grow apart.

I also heard one of our friends finally met someone, I bet you have too. A little part of me wants to hope you haven't, but what am I saying? you are a great and kind person, they would be lucky to talk to you.

I genuinely wish you all the best in your future endeavors. Maybe some day we actually do cross paths like we talked about the first time, if not, I hope we can at least support each other quietly from a far.

Maybe one day, if when we both look up at the sky, you wonder what we could have been too.

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a/n: hello hello~ this was actually written in my drafts a couple weeks ago, but in honour of NIKI’s album “Buzz” coming out today, I decided to post it because of Paths hitting way too close to home…. LIKE TELL ME WHY SHE BASICALLY WROTE IT FOR ME- (sorry, my bad)

honestly tho, how is it possible that this song (AND HONESTLY THE ALBUM) came in just at the right moment, I love NIKI guys. I’m sorry. I don’t talk about her on Tumblr much, but I love her songs sm. Anyway, I hope you liked it 😔😵‍💫

[keijin-writes]

“I just don’t want you to think I’m annoying, and just asking you to drive me places”

“It makes me feel needed - You’re already so independent, let me be the one you depend on. I really don’t mind…”

a/n: heyyy~ lol I haven’t been here a while… heh. Anyway, yes. Having that line, imagine you’re having a convo with your SO and you avoid asking them to drive you places, that you’ll meet them there or you can go yourself - even though they offer you refuse and they finally confront you and that’s what they say.

😫☹️😖😔🫶💞

[egohaus]

part (l) i actually really like her? her?

6:07 pm

"Hey," I greeted Hanni as she came inside. Hugging each other tightly before situating ourselves at the table where my mom was fixing the remaining dishes on the table. My dad coming in and glancing at our conjoined arms as we spoke on the actions we agreed on the day before. "Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Hanni," the older appointed as she stood up to hug my mom. With pleased smiles we sat down, Jungwon sliding behind me to place himself next to me, Heeseung doing the same.

The dinner happened like a normal family would have it. "Hanni, have you thought of seeing baking as a career? I have a classmate with connections to the baking industry," Jungwon suggested as they both shared the same classes.

"No way! Could you ask them about me please? That would be so nice," sipping and wiping herself daintily, she continued, "my aunt is a really amazing baker so getting further into that craft would be really nice, she wishes for me to follow her into that."

"That's amazing but also, I can't help but notice your accent? You're an Australian?" My mom asked, Heeseung humming as if wanting to know more about her. He's familiar as his best friend is Aussie as well. "I am! I moved here three years ago, I'm actually your neighbour. We live 4 houses down."

"Well I must have been gone a while, the business trip really calls for absences. But the rest of you know Hanni quite well right?"

"Actually this is my first seeing Hanni in person but I've always heard Y/n on the phone together so we're acquainted," my older brother expressed smiling at me. I chuckled as I watched Jungwon and Hanni bond over art genres and comparing their ideas. "You guys are dating right?" Heeseung whispered next to me as he served dessert to my parents, my girl(friend) chatting with my dad about her new gift from him. A vintage cd player.

"Yup! We just started recently. We're in courting stage not completely official so..."

"You guys look good together."

Don't say that. Cause I might actually think so, it's too early to say so.

"I assume I don't need to tell everyone else we're a thing right?"

"Dad talked to me and said he's never seen you this happy. So yes, you don't really need to."

"I think I really like her."

"I know that you do."

The way I've always seen her has always been different and yet just asking her to be mine knowing my feelings were true was something scary. I mean initially i wasn't just gonna use her but I just...i don't know.

I just really like her.

mmm

[keijin-writes]

NOT THE "HELLOOOO" T~T AHAHAHA

[egohaus]

part (f) frick you! I’m gatekeeping!

ggg

[keijin-writes]

The Summer I Turned Pretty | note

Warning: light spoiler, not really though

you know, I liked The Summer I Turned Pretty. I watched during the summer (lol) and just like To All The Boys (which is from the same author) it had the nostalgia to it, the relatability.

There’s somethings I didn’t like about it and if you’ve watched the series - I haven’t read the book so idk if this applies too, but I didn’t like the idea of Belly being a bit used.

Overall, I liked it. It’s just that looking back and at the moment I finished, it could have been a bit better… maybe it’s the depiction… i should read it. I also like Cam, the boy deserved more.

side note: People probably didn’t read this, or very few have been reached, but if you had read it…thank you :] I like talking about things if you can’t tell. Take care everyone! It’s been a while since I’ve been on this blog, let me know if you want more. I’ll probably will do this until I just want to stop

[keijin-writes]

Pages from books

Come Home Too Yourself - Deja Rae

Don't worry so much about love.

Don't worry so much about who's going to love you, or how they're going to love you, or when you're going to find love.

Love is the most infinite and effortless presence in this world. It's found in the tiny crevices of human nature -- in the way flowers bloom and the way birds always have enough food to eat. It's found in the hospital rooms, and grocery stores, in home cooked meals, and in the smiles of passing strangers. Love is in the music you listen to, and in the jokes you make, and it's in the way you always return home for the holidays, Love is 'are you okay,' and 'get home safe,' and 'did you have enough food to eat.' Love is the way your heart beats every day and how your body wakes up every morning and how your soul continues to exist freely.

You don't need to worry about love. It is all around you, every day, in every moment. It can reach you at the best and it will meet you at your worst. There is no force in this world stronger than love.

There is no reason to believe that love cannot find you.

a/n: Remember that peoples validation doesn't define you. YOU are who defines you. Take care everyone! <33

[keijin-writes]

[16:30]

“…What if I told you I was in love with you?”

a/n: I WANT TO WRITE SOMETHING WITH THIS BUT- ahhhh- ok. Idk. Maybe. 😵‍💫 wait a minute… this will be good with Valentine’s Day coming soon :00 okay maybe this will happen. LIKE HONESTLY, I have ideas flowing. *thinking*

[keijin-writes]

I want to start writing shorts again

[h-widit]

Kawaii Snacks

Credit:

Apricot Mayor on Insta

[keijin-writes]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

!!!

I need to write more 😵‍💫😵‍💫

I’ve just been a little out of it.

[keijin-writes]

Angst Prompt

“When I’m back home i will be seeing you, I want to spend time with you”

*they sigh heavily* “you know that saying when you love them let them go? I think I have to let you go.”

[keijin-writes]

You and your friends write letters or thoughts that is on your mind, you then make a fire and throw the letters in.

a/n: I feel like this is actual therapeutic I’m not going to lie I've actually done it before

[keijin-writes]

[23:17]

Going to a grocery store to buy some of our favourite snacks. we’ll head to the park and talk for hours - eating and sharing our favourite snacks and drinks

[keijin-writes]

Imagine running up to them, hugging them - basically tackling them, giving a little kiss on the cheek…and then leaving.

Just me? Ok.

it gives me like lowkey teasing and I love it.

[keijin-writes]

[00:43]

“Me. You. Arcade. 100 credits each. Whoever has the highest amount by the end, pays for dinner.”

Yes. …please. <3 i really want to do this one day.

a/n: I could write a small imagine or fic on this…maybe I should… *thinks hard*

[keijin-writes]

[00:57]

Head empty just…

Holding your mid-thigh (or higher…) when leaning in for a kiss or when cuddling, just caressing it… wow.

That.>>>