#niki buzz

[myrosa]

some concert photos I took 💕

[erzabrianto]

Pop Girlies

[keijin-writes]

what we could have been

I wonder at times what we would be if it hadn't ended like it did. my friends talk about you - unintentionally letting me know that you have been okay. I am glad you're well, but it's aggravating how much I still think about you.

Are you working two jobs now? I heard you got a new job, I thought you quit the first one, but I saw something that could indicate otherwise. Take care of yourself, it could be quite hard to balance many responsibilities at once. And taking it from me, it is very tiring on both the mind and body. That was kind of how we slowly started to grow apart.

I also heard one of our friends finally met someone, I bet you have too. A little part of me wants to hope you haven't, but what am I saying? you are a great and kind person, they would be lucky to talk to you.

I genuinely wish you all the best in your future endeavors. Maybe some day we actually do cross paths like we talked about the first time, if not, I hope we can at least support each other quietly from a far.

Maybe one day, if when we both look up at the sky, you wonder what we could have been too.

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a/n: hello hello~ this was actually written in my drafts a couple weeks ago, but in honour of NIKI’s album “Buzz” coming out today, I decided to post it because of Paths hitting way too close to home…. LIKE TELL ME WHY SHE BASICALLY WROTE IT FOR ME- (sorry, my bad)

honestly tho, how is it possible that this song (AND HONESTLY THE ALBUM) came in just at the right moment, I love NIKI guys. I’m sorry. I don’t talk about her on Tumblr much, but I love her songs sm. Anyway, I hope you liked it 😔😵‍💫

[ihnadraws]

Buzz 🌺🐝✨

[lovealwayslexiss]

˗ˏˋ 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓐𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼, 𝓛𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓼𝓼: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐅𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 ↴

To: The Past and Future Loves — Love Always, Lexiss #7

" we'll love others... we'll drift apart... but, every time i sing a song, you won't feel very far. " — paths, niki

"I found that grieving a living person might just be harder than grieving someone who has passed—Because while the dead can't be resurrected, the living is still out there, and now, some sort of stranger."

One Day, both the novel and Netflix adaptation, impacted my 2024. For the first time in five years, I felt truly seen in a piece of media, and I wasn't entirely sure whether to be happy or afraid. It challenged me with questions and I'm proud to call it one of my favorite pieces of media!

Everyone loves a slow-burn romance until they live it, and I believe that if the story ends with us, we will see each other again. But, until then, I hope my person takes care and experiences a life worth telling stories about because I will be doing the same.

If you're a lover of One Day by David Nicholls and NIKI'S newest album BUZZ, this may be the perfect post for you :)

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Until next time,

Lexiss ‹𝟹 .ᐟ

[summercrumbs]

i stop the buzz.

“the songs about to start, the doors about to open” no, Niki, no. no songs about to start, it was silence all along. no doors about to open, only white walls surrounding me, sucking every last drop of my sanity. no flowers ever about to bloom, i am once again alone, in a desert.

[gotochicharm]

in my mother's words....

[gotochicharm]

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